Hi, this is Stella

Yeah, you see both Kira and the Author are crying because of this chapter. But I'll cry if some of you say this chapter is the saddest part of the story. Okay once again sorry to kill Gilbert in the story.

DISCLAIMER: WE DO NOT OWN HETALIA AND THE LYRICS

And never knowing

What could've been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

(Elizabeta's POV)

"Hello is this Elizaveta's house" said someone outside. I ran to the door and opened it.

"Oh? Ludwig? Hi" I said, because it's kind of strange, he always come with Gilbert. "Where is Gilbert?"

"Well, he… he… died yesterday. He wasn't eating well, and his body isn't well enough. He even only drinks a small amount of water and the doctor said that he might die because of stress he had"

I couldn't believe what had I heard from Ludwig. I fell to the floor, but Ludwig caught me, I was crying well maybe the loudest cry. "You were joking right?" but he shook his head and handed me a letter. It was from Gilbert, he wrote it just before he died.

I opened the letter, with tears on my cheeks. I couldn't believe I just lost my best friend, and he's Gilbert Beilscmidt, a Prussian who's going to lose his country.

24 February 1947

Dear Elizabeta Herdevary

Hi, well this is your awesome best friend, kesesese. Yeah, actually I've been lying in bed since your pesky husband say that Prussia should be abolished. Yeah actually I'm still upset when you say you hated me, but I know you were joking.

Anyway, I know tomorrow or precisely when you received this letter my country going to be abolished. And you can laugh because I'll lose everything and I just give my awesome country to a council and let them abolish it. But I don't care, I already lose something important since, well the last meeting I attend. You, not just as my best friend, but as someone I love.

Actually write this letter because I have something to confess. Words that I should've said long time ago. 3 word that I should've said years ago. Ich Liebe Dich, I love you mein Elizaveta Herdevary.

Yup, since a long time ago I always see you as someone who means more than just my best friend, a very awesome someone who is more than just a special best friend. Then I heard you say you're going to marry a fancy pianist it kind of breaking my heart but that's okay.

And when you say you hated me… kesesese, I know you were joking, because you say those words lots of time but after that you say sorry. Well this time you didn't and actually, I began to think I just lost my best friend. And because I was very stressed out, my condition reach its limit, I infected by a virus and the doctor said that actually that thingy already infected me a long time ago, but because I was weak so the virus took over my body.

And, I want to thank you for being my best friend. The doctor said that my life span wouldn't be more than 24 hours, maybe when you read this I already gone. So before I go forever, I want to say Danke Schon, and I love you Eli

Sign

Gilbert Beilschmidt

PS: Say hello to your pesky stupid fancy pianist from awesome me!

"Gil…" I cried, well because Roderich wasn't there so yeah, I cried on Ludwig's chest (Kira: I. Envy. Eli. Author: Shut up) not believing he was gone forever. No more cheeky laugh from him, no more "I choose GILBIRD over you" and no more "I AM THE AWESOME GILBERT!" now Gilbert Beilschmidt and Prussia only name…

"Tomorrow will be his funeral" said Ludwig, then he pushed me softly, "I have to give this news to everyone"

"Okay" then he left. And I'm alone, holding Gil's last letter. Then memories about him flashed, his "KESESESE HA!" and "THAAAA YOU CAN'T CATCH ME" until when he teased Roderich, yup now everything just a memory.

The next day was his funeral, and for the last time to I saw him from the coffin. He was thinner than last time I saw him. I brushed his platinum-white hair for the last time. "Rest, you've done enough Gil" I said.

I could feel Roderich aura was different, like he was regretting his action or something. And still thinking he made Gil suffer until he died.

When his coffin was being buried, everyone is crying. Antonio and Francis, seriously, they almost made me laughed because of how they cry. And then Ludwig who trying not to sobbed really hard, the Italian twins even Kiku was there.

When everybody left I was the only one there, kneeling over where he was buried, then Ludwig came. "Eli, I found this on Gilbert's table I think this was meant for you" then he handed me a small emerald green box.

"What's this?" I asked, but he only shook his head. So I opened it, it was a blood red ruby stone, just like his eyes. Again tears flowing from my eyes. "I couldn't believe that awesome Gilbert is a very shy person, he even afraid to say his feeling" then when I took the stone, a small paper slipped from the box. It was written by him

Dear Eli

Yeah I'm so stupid until I couldn't say my feeling. Well so this was how I say my feeling. With the red ruby, it matches my eyes by the way! But red also means love right? So I hope you understand what I mean.

Awesome Gilbert Beilschmidt

"Stupid Gil" I said "I hope you could hear me Gil, I love you, but I was afraid you hate me when you found out I was a girl" I put that box in my pocket and I walked away. Then I could hear his voice, "I will always love you Eli"

I turned around. And again, I ran back to his cemetery and kneeled next to his tomb stone. "Gil! I will always love you too"

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

A/N Again, sorry I killed Gilbert here actually I like him as a chara and because I like chara with white hair and red eyes fufufu kesesese *shot* well then this is my first FF so… I hope you like it! Please R&R 'kay?