Hello! I bring you my newest story IOU! I need a break from writing my Ichigo story sometimes so I work on this. Just to warn you, i might not update this as much. Also, please ignore all the bad grammer/spelling, it slipped from my eyes when I edit...

I don't own Bleach or Ulquiorra or the other charaters other than my OC

I owe you; these are the words that I tell myself everyday, because they're true. I owe you…I owe him, for saving my life, and taking care of me. Putting up with me for the time I was there with him.

I will forever owe him my life, even though I wasn't there to repay him…

"I'm Sorry…Ulquiorra-Sama…"

My name is Hope…even though I believe that there is no hope in this world.

It wasn't always like this, there were days before I was trapped in this dark abyss that were full of the light of the moon, full of people I could talk to.

Here, it doesn't snow, it doesn't rain, it doesn't storm, and it isn't even hot, or warm.

Here, there is no light, just endless darkness.

Here, there is no sound what so ever.

Here, there is no touch or taste.

Here…I am alone…in the darkness…without even an ounce of light…or hope.

I wait here, waiting without hope, for someone to get me out.

"Haha! Aizen-Sama! Aizen-Sama! I found Gin-Sama!" I cried out.

"You did, where was he?"

"He was hiding in your closet!" I smiled.

"…"

"Something wrong Aizen-Sama?" I questioned.

"Why would he be hiding in my closet…?" He trailed off with a funny look on his face.

"He said he was waiting for the perfect time to-!" Someone put a hand over my mouth.

"Heh, this lil' one has yet to close 'er mouth…" Gin trailed off, picking me up. "Time for bed Hope-Chan!"

"I just woke up 2 hours ago!"

"Kaname-Sama! Can you read this story to me?" I question with a smile, holding the book out to him.

"I can't…"

My eyes started to water. "Why not?"

"I'm blind…"

"What's blind?"

"Close your eyes," I did as told.

"That's being blind; now try walking around like that,"

"WAHHH! HOW DO YOU LIVE LIKE THIS!"

"I can see fine, I just can't read things off of paper. But I can't see color, only the form of the body and things that are around me,"

"Cool!" I smiled.

"Shhh!"

"Sorry Gin-Sama! It's just so funny!"

"Heh, just watch…" He pulled out a feather and tickled Aizen-Sama's nose.

SLAT

"Hope-Chan,"

"Yes Aizen-Sama?" I turned to look at him.

My eyes widened, there was sword through my stomach, and I was disappearing, disintegrating.

I could feel the horror on my face.

I looked up to see Aizen's smiling face, and then I turned to see the one who had stabbed me.

Gin wasn't smiling anymore...why? I looked down…oh.

I frowned at the last memory.

I had always thought something was off about Aizen, but I didn't expect him to just kill me out of the blue. I had such good memories with them, then Aizen had to do that!

What really pisses me off is that he had Gin do his dirty work.

Gin was a really good friend, I trusted him, but I guess Aizen had more power over him than he thought. But that's ok, because I would rather be here instead of be there and have Gin dead.

It's still lonely here though, and as dark as ever...with no light or hope.

"Aizen, Grimmjow and Ulquiorra are fighting again…" Gin informed me.

"Oh, I know, I just want to see how it plays out, Ulquiorra seems to be drawing it out longer than it should be," He answered, his head leaning on his fist.

"Take this! CERO!"

BOOM

Ulquiorra blocked it with his fist, and then flung himself at Grimmjow, his sword lunging towards his head.

Grimmjow jumped out of the way in time, and landed off to the side, lunging at Ulquiorra with his own sword.

Swords clashed, sparks flew into the sand.

Then a third sword was added to the other two.

They looked up to see the tall Espada numbered as five.

"You aren't fighting with out me, now are you?"

The three continued to fight as if they had been doing so all along.

"Aizen, you know, all the spiritual pressure building up is going to shatter that dimension you created…" Gin warned his friend.

"What are you talking about?"

"Don't you remember our first Espada? You know…Hope,"

Somehow, after all this time, I could feel the air in that dark abyss getting heavy…it wasn't real, it couldn't be.

After all this time, I didn't believe in hope, but at this moment it actually crossed my mind…was it hope that got me out of there?

I was met with sand on my hands and my legs.

I could feel the cold desert air deep in my lungs.

I could hear the clashing of swords, very close by.

I still couldn't see though.

But I could tell that I was out of that dark abyss.

Then the clashing of the swords stopped.

"Who the hell are you?" A very rude voice asked.

I turned my head, but I couldn't see anything; this was going to be frustrating.

I was lifted up of the ground by the collar.

"Girl, I asked you a question,"

I didn't answer.

"Grimmjow put her down, she is nothing but trash, she is not worth it, I am your opponent," Another voice said, only this one was much calmer, but didn't have a particular feeling to it.

"She's kind 'a cute to be honest," A slimy sort of voice said in a different direction.

"Well bitch, are you going to answer my question?" The harsh voice asked again.

I turned my face so that it was facing him.

I pulled my fingers into a fist, and then thrust my fist up to knock his jaw out of place.

CRACK

I was dropped to the sand, and then the one who was holding me by the collar howled in pain.

"Stupid idiot," The slimy voice said.

"He's trash, letting a little girl like her break his jaw," The calm voice spoke again.

"Heh, I feel bad for the girl, she's gonna have it coming to her,"

The horror was on my face again, I didn't want to die, or worse…go back to that black place!

I stood up with a stumble and started backing up, then turned and ran.

I didn't know where I was going, because I was still blind, so ended up tripping.

"OUFF!" I landed strait on my face.

"HAHA! This girl is hilarious! I think I might have a little fun with her," The slimy voice said.

I cowered against a flat surface with a corner, which must have been a wall, waiting for that guy to come kill me.

I was kicked in the side, and I flew into the air. Gravity did its job and pulled me to the ground, I landed with a hard thud, and I groaned in pain.

"What's with this girl? She smacked Grimmjow in the face just a little while ago, now she's not even fighting back!" The slimy voice yelled.

I was picked up by the neck, and a tight grip was choking me. I tried to squirm away from the hand.

"What's the matter girl," The slimy voice was said next to my ear.

"I…I'm…ch-cho….choking!" I said my best.

He chuckled, "Choking? Why would that be?" He asked. There was evil behind every word.

I had enough of this shit.

My hand shot to his face from his hand, and smacked him right in the nose, I heard a bad crack, and then I was dropped on the ground again.

"AHHHHHHH!" The slimy voice howled as well. "YOU BITCH! YOU BROKE MY DAMN NOSE!"

I got up and ran in some random direction, wanting to be far away from here.

A hand wrapped it's self above my waist line, restraining me from running any farther.

I assumed the worst, and started flailing my arms around, trying to get away.

"LET GO! LET ME GO!" I shouted at the top of my lungs.

Cool hands grabbed my wrists and crossed them over my chest, holding me inside the two arms that held me captive.

"Don't be a fool, you move anymore and I will snap your neck in a second," The calm voice said next to my ear. I was breathing heavy, but I didn't move, I knew he meant it.

"Good, now, I'm going to let you go, if you run any father, I will have to kill you. If I fail to do so, then those two are going to cause you more pain than you are in for," He said, releasing my wrists.

I stood where I was. I could hear him shift around me to look me in the face.

"What are you doing here girl?"

"I don't know,"

"How did you get here?"

"I don't know,"

"Who are you?"

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"…I don't know,"