I stared out the window at the loud thumping rain. "It's coming down pretty hard." Quinn huffed dropping herself on my bed across the room.

"Yeah." I sighed.

"What's up with you?" Quinn muttered stuffing her face with a bag of Cheetos I didn't note her bringing in.

"I just really wanted to take Britt out tonight, I had a whole picknic planed out and everything." I yawned, "Do you ever think to hard about something?" I asked turning to look at the messy blonde.

"All the time." She crunched her mouth full.

"I think I'm over thinking everything these days." I leaned against the window seal. "I think that, I'm over reacting to my own thoughts, there are times when I know she's not but I think she's thinking about him, or that she's thinking about all those guys before and what we did. I did..." I let my eye's wounder over the trees out side.

"But you know that she's not." Quinn reasured getting off the bed and setting down the chips,"She loves you, I don't think she thinks passed the two of you being perfect for one and other, I'm the one that should be worried. After the way I've treated Rachel, for so long. I can't believe she even looks at me let alone..."

"How many people know about that anyway?" I asked turning towards her.

"About our past everyone." She laughed.

"No, dork about you and Rachel, that the two of are.."

"I think just you and Britt know for sure." She cut me off, "I mean I'm sure others have seen and all but we've only confurmed with the two of you, if anything ever one but Finn knows." She said cleaning the Cheeito crums off her shirt.

"Well duh, Finn wouldn't know if you said it to his face." I laughed running a hand throught my hair. "That poor boy would need six or seven confrentations before it's through his thick skull." I spread out on the window seal seat.

"That is true." Quinn said in deep thought. The room grew so slient I could hear the flies pooping in the livingroom. It's seemed like a life time before another sound entered the air. "She thinks I'm ashamed of her." She bearly spoke. "She thinks I'd rather lie about it all than tell someone I'm in love with her." The blondes eyes had found a spot on the floor to closely exsamen. "I love her. I love more than I thought possible, it's just...with everything I've done to her, to her reputation, to her dreams and selfasteam... I don't deserve her...Do I?" her hazel eyes locked on to mine begging for an answer.

"Quinn, I can't lie, you've made that girls life hell," I watched her heart hit the wall,"But Luc, I've never seen her or you more in love." Her eyes shot back into mine. "I had the same thoughts, I still do. I don't deserve her, and she can do so much better, but it's not about that, maybe it makes me beyond selfesh but I need her, I need her more than I need air and water,I could live for days without eating but I couldn't last half an hour without hearing her voice or seening her face. I've always been selfesh and so have you." Our eye's locked in a thick stare. "How much do you need her."

I floated around the house, cleaning up the coats and papers Daddy had forgotten in his rush. The glowing hum of 'Can't Help Lovin' Dat Man' from Show Boat casting echos in the house.

"Fish gotta swim, birds gotta fly, I gotta love one man til I die. Can't help loving that man of mine." I sang along as I skipped towards the door. A knock set the musics beat out of my mind and I headed to the door. It was most likly Adam, the kid from next door coming to complain again. Why he'd complain like it was bad music or something, then after he complained about the music he'd be mad that he was all wet from the rain. "I'm sorry I'll try to, Quinn!" I yelped as I realized the blonde was dripping wet from her head to the tips of her toes. "Are you crazy." I panicked.

"Yeah," She nodded dumbly," I think I am." she laughed her soft arms wrapping around my waist and pulling me in, I stumbled forward as her lips crashed into mine. I moaned softly and unexpectedly.

"Quinn." I dazed feeling a bit lost. "oh." I laughed as I pulled back a little. Quinn smiled watching my freshly wet shirt cling to my body.

"Sorry." She huffed softly.

"Your very wet Quinn." She smirked and I fought the need to roll my eyes.

"I'm sorry, it's raining." She laughed, "And I got a little wet on the way over...Well, I guess I got a whole lot wet." She grinned looking over herself.

"Come in here" I smiled pulling the blonde in, "we have to get you dried off and warm or you'll get sick."

"I wanna tell the glee club." She said ignoring me.

"Quinn."

"No, I wanna tell everyone, no you know what screw it, we don't have to tell anyone but our friends and then we can't just be inlove, and who ever see's you know they see."

"Quinn, please." I begged grabbing at her wrist to pull her in

to the house.

"I mean it Rae, I don't want you to feel like I don't care, I care."

"I know that your care Quinn. But please, I care about you and I don't want you ill take, the wet clothes off, please." I begged grabbing towels from a closet.

"I need you." She smiled taking off her wet shoes, at the door. I smiled back walking towards her with three towels. "I can't breath if I don't have you." She smiled again taking off her coat. "I need to hear your voice, and see your smile. I need it all, every peice of you." She kept eye contact as she stripped the top layers of her clothes off.

"Come here." I laughed dropping the towel on the top of her messy blond head. "You know your a dork, right?" She smiled as I started drying her hair.

"But I mean it." She said grabbing my hand and pushing the towel up a little. "I wanna tell them, if you want to."

"Santana? Saaannntttaaannnaa!" Brittany's voice rang through the house joyfully. I smiled looking down the stairs at the blond that had just burst through the door.

"hey." I grinned walking down the stairs slowly. "Britt's what ah... what are you doing here." I asked as the bottom of the stairs. "I mean, I know we had plans but.." Santana looked out the window at the rain. "You wanted to cancel no?"

"Well I did, but..uh..." The blond looked down at the floor and shook her head. "I missed you." I smiled trying not to laugh.

"I missed you." I grinned reaching out to pull her into me. "Like air."

(Well thats it, I'm done with this story, I guess the ending is crap but, thats it.)