-She was beautiful and amazing/
he didn't deserve her/
I had been her friend for years/
until the feelings began to stir/
I didn't know what to do/
until she started to fall away/
I was going to tell her I SWORE/
but I didn't get to say/
HE ripped her away, HE stole her heart/
and I knew he wouldn't stay/
HE was going to hurt her, to kill her brimming soul/
all because I couldn't SAY/
No! I won't let it I will DIE before that/
but I can't tell her, won't tell her,will tell her/
to even have a chance with her love/because without I CANNOT, WILL NOT endure./
but she still loves him/
he still doesn't seem to return/
so maybe my chance/
has yet to wither and burn/
but now, he looks at her/
the way I look at her/
and I missed my chance/
I REFUSE TO ENDURE./
and now I'm running, running/
oh, lord it hurts, it hurts SO MUCH/
you and I and him and you/
Clary's face, my makeshift crutch/
wait, where am I?/
it is so dark...~playing