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Chapter 1 - Leaving

RPOV

today was the day, the day dimitri and i go on our first date (even though the age difference with him being 24 and me 17) i remeber how we made love and when he asked me out...

flashback:

we were in the cabin that is now consider ours. Dimitri and I just made love when dimitri asked,

"Roza, would you go on a date with me?"

"yes i would love to dimitri, i love you." i said without hesitation and then he kissed me with such love.

"i love you to my roza" he said back

end of flashback:

when i was in front of the gym i took a deep breath and walked inand what supprise me was Alberta standing there and not Dimitri.

"Alberta where is Dimitri?" i asked a little shakey.

"he left rose." was all she said in a sad but mad voice.

"where did he go?" i asked almost to tears

"he left to be tasha' gaurdian." she said really angry but there was saddness in her voice.

"But he said he would be here!" i yelled-whisper and tears were running down my face.

"i'm sorry rose." she said as she was walking towards me and hugged me and then said, "he left you a note." she said as she was pulling back and then gave me the note then left i open the note and it read:

Rose,

I have left to become Tasha's Gaurdian. I am sorry I lead you on I don't love you I just used you. Goodbye.

I read it over and over again and as i read it, it felt like a stake stabbed my heart. My legs gave out and i just fell and cried. It felt like forever crying like that, When i felt Lissa's emotions it was: Confusion and saddness. i turned around and saw Lissa confusion was all over her face,

"rose whats wrong?"

"he's gone Liss" was i said.

"who rose?" she asked.

"dimitri." i choked and started to cry again.

"its ok rose" she said over and over again but i know it wasn't alroght i lost the man i love.

"i loved him Liss!" i cried.

"why didn't you tell me rose?" she asked.

"because i couldn't someone would have heard us and he would have been fired and i would have been expeled but that doesn't matter he didn't love me back." i whispered and then i cried so hard my whole body shook.

"what do you mean rose?" she asked thats when i gave her the note and she read it, after she read it she screamed, "HE USED YOU, THAT F*ING ASSHOLE HE IS SO DEAD!" and thats when i felt darkness in her.

"Liss stop the darkness!" i said. she took a couple of deep breath and then nodded, i checked inside of her head and found no darkness and i sighed but then i felt sick to my stomach. and i ran to the locker room and threw up and then passed out.

I woke up and saw Lissa and i checked her head it was worry and happy wait happy why happy?

"Liss what happen and why are you happy?" i asked.

"Well i'm happy that you're okay but also your pregnant." she squeled.

"what i can't be i only had sex with one guy and thats Dimitri!" i said really loud.

"WHAT!" Lissa yelled but then took a deep breath. then said "we'll get threw this i promise." she said hugging me.

"okay" i said hugging her back

So what did you think :)

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