Kagome was tired feeling like she wasn't worth anything, tired of scraficing her own happiness for someone who don't even appreciate it. The world felt a lot heavy for one person to carry on their shoulder.

The late night coming home and falling alseep in a cold empty bed. The lingering smell of perfume on his clothes, the smell of perfume she never used.

Kagome looked at her reflection in the mirror, but was this her? She couldn't even recognize herself.

She had washed up jeans with old tenny shoes and a really big sweat shirt. Kagome hair was freezy like it wasn't even washed her hair before. She realized that she was so caught up with Sesshomaru that she forgot about herself.

"Kagome, where is my clothes?," Kagome forced up a fake smile handing him his clothes. Like always he never said thank you, never showed one ounce of gradititude. Sesshomaru kissed her lips, but felt that she didn't kiss back. Flashes of the other women replayed like a broken record. How many woman tainted his lips.

"It wasn't his fault that he chose to have an affair, it wasn't his fault that she wasn't sastifying him" Kagome thought, but she grew sick of tired of taking all the bull shit that people gave her. She could hear the door close behind himself with the words he would always say when he was leaving to work, "Kagome, I will be working late in the office. Don't expect me to home for dinner."

She laughed bitterly to herself, she wasn't stupid to realize he was having many affairs, but what was stopping her from leaving? Was it when she realized she was pregnant, but failed to tell him or was it that she was foolishly in love with a unfaithful man.

Kagome traced the mating mark on her neck, She hated him, but at the same time loved him. She slid her fingers from her neck to her belly and whispered queitly, "I won't let you suffer the same way I did, I promise." Kagome knew she didn't want her baby to have to live through this and she knew she wanted to be happy, so she had only one choice left to do.

She started packing her clothes, but then came upon a picture of them together smiling and gripped it tightly. It was usless to keep it, so she burned it watching it slowly crumble into nothing.

A sigh escaped her lips and her throat clenched painfully. She didn't know what will be there for her in the future. How can a woman love again when she was scorned from the beginning.

Kagome was finished packing and for a moment thought a little bit, "I am tired of pretending that this releationship was going to last and tired of acting naive. For all the time he screwed me over...," she looked down at the credit cards he left on the dresser next to the bed.

Kagome smiled to herself coldly. Who said revenge wasn't served cold? She grabbed the credit cards with her keys to the car that he bought. She went to every store grabbing anything she could with her hands and paying with his credit cards and lets not forget the clothes plus the items she needed for the baby. Kagome went back in the house and wrote a note to him. She grabbed all her things in her car and left the now cold house behind never once turning back.

Sesshomaru returned from a long day of work wiping the lipstick off his lips and covering the hickeys on his neck. He felt gulity for cheating on his mate for a long time with many women especially with Kagura his sancutary, but tonight he was going to make it up to his wife and never cheat on her again.

He drove into the parking lot to see the house didn't have no lights on, "She must be asleep, I just surprise her," he thought happily unlocking the door to their home. "Kagome?," he called out, but silence only met his ears. "Kagome," he shouted out, but again no answer. He turned on the lights and found a piece of paper on the glass table in the living room. He sat down on the couch grabbing the piece of paper off the table feeling uneasy.

To my mate,

To say that you will never hurt me was a lie. You cheating on me was like a bitch slap in the face. Surprising right? You didn't know that I knew what you were doing and you thought I was naive not to notice.

Goodbye Sesshomaru and oh you might want to smell the scent on my clothes to see what you lost due to your actions.

Your mate,

Kagome

He let the note slip from his grasp in shock and the raced into the bedroom to do last thing it said on the note. He pulled the shirt of his mate to his nose and growled in anger with his eyes deep red. She was pregnant! God damn it! It was all his fault! Sesshomaru smashed his fist into the mirror, not caring that he left blood dripping off it.

Sesshomaru roared in pain, listening to his beast howling at him.

"FIND MATE NOW! IT'S ALL YOUR FALUT!"

"I will and I will never let her leave me again." For many years of locking up his beast and not showing any emotions. They all poured out in waves and drowning his mind crazy to find her.

"MATE AND PUP BELONG TO ONLY US! WE HAVE TO GET HER BACK BEFORE ANY MAN TOUCHES WHAT IS OURS! I WILL KILL WHO EVER TOUCHES WHAT IS OURS!"

Sesshomaru raced to his office determined to track her down before he premently lose contact with her. Thinking about Kagome, his miko, his mate, with anybody else made him feel sick to his stomach. He had to find her, he just had to.

TO BE CONTINUED!

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