I wondered what made Carlos the person he is today

here is what came to my head i hope you like it.

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"How do you describe Carlos Garcia? Some would say he is a sweetheart, others would say he is fun and very energetic. Many say positive things about him, but did his past have anything to do with his crazy behavior? That's what we will find out." Kendal and Logan focus on James while he speaks.

"I found this little blue notebook with a guitar on it. I was expecting to find poems, song lyrics, etc. and I did find that but nothing went with his personality. I found poems about rape and death. I am worried about him and we gotta do something about this!" James was going to open the little blue book when the lights came on and Carlos stood at the door. He stares at James, eyes changing from happiness to pure anger. All of a sudden Carlos started crying. James drops the book to hold Carlos and comfort him.

"Wh w why d id you gra ab th hat?" Carlos said through sobs.

"I found it and started reading through it and I got worried. So can you tell us if something is going on?" After a while of silence in the room, James regrets having this meeting with Kendal and James. They are all hugging Carlos until he calms down enough to speak.

"Don't read it" he says avoiding eye contact with the three.

"Carlos we want to"

"I'll tell you." Carlos said interrupting James. They take Carlos to the bed and let him lay down. The curious looks he got from James and Kendal and Logan didn't help him but he just ignored it. The three others sat around Carlos, waiting for him to start. Carlos looks at James, "Can you give me my book please?" James does as he is told. Carlos flips open to the first page and reads them the title.

"How it started by Carlos Garcia" He said in a calm voice. Kendal and Logan listened closely, James focused on what was going to be said not sure if he wants to hear what is going to be said.

"I don't remember exactly how or when it started but today was another day my father told me he would teach me a couple things. We were alone cus my mom was working and dad didn't work today. He started by giving me a massage. Then he took off my shirt and shorts. I didn't know what he was doing but I trusted him because he's my dad and he told me it was ok. Then he took off my underwear. My dad told me everyone does this so I didn't think it was wrong. He then pulled out his private part and started touching himself. I looked at him scared and he just said its ok I will get used to it. He touched my private parts and I started crying, he just continued what he was doing. He kept touching me and then I saw this liquid come from down there and he just smiled afterwards and left me to get dressed. It felt wrong to me and I couldn't sleep that night. I bought this book the next day and decided to write down anything that happens in the future. Goodnight Notebook (I'll call you NB) -Carlos Garcia, Age 8"

James, Kendal and Logan just looked at Carlos with sympathetic eyes, nearly in tears. Carlos just smiled a little. He flipped the page. The three friends had nothing to say.

Carlos continued, "What happened next by Carlos Garcia"

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