Stupid paparazzi.
Stupid cameras.
Stupid socialite.
Stupid bruise forming on my right bicep from that goddamn rock.
. . .
She just dumped me.
She just walked away.
She left.
This isn't how it works.
This doesn't happen.
We fight.
All the time.
She gets jealous and mad.
I get tired and annoyed.
And we fight like crazy.
Screaming and blaming and pushing.
But we fix it in the end.
Because we're in love.
But we never break up.
Because we're in love.
But she just broke it off.
She's gone.
And she took me with her.
. . .
I just said no.
I just said no to the best thing that ever happened to me.
Why did I do it?
She won't come back.
She doesn't chase anyone.
I lost her.
I really did.
Because I said no.
I love her.
But she's gone.
Because I said no.
Why the hell did I let her go?
. . .
Her face showed nothing but pain.
Sorrow.
Depression.
Loss.
Jealousy.
But mostly raw pain.
I wasn't much better.
The tramp giggles next to me but all I want is my girl back.
My chest is burning and I watch her get up and leave.
Was that a tear on her cheek?
. . .
She literally almost killed my dad.
Not purposefully.
Well, I'm hoping.
But as sick as it sounds, I don't care.
I don't care some blonde cougar just hit on me.
I don't care that my father just got taken away in an ambulance.
I don't care that Tori is standing there looking at us like we're mental.
Because we are.
All I care is that she's standing in front of me.
She's talking, probably explaining herself and the dog attack.
But I can't hear what she's saying because I can only stare in amazement at how beautiful she is.
Why the hell did I let her go again?
I can't remember but I can't take it anymore.
I crash my lips onto hers and can't help but feel like I'm whole again.
Because we belong together.
Because I love her.
And because I never stopped.
. . .
A/N: Well I love Bade and this episode literally killed me until the last three minutes.
Beck totally cared about her the whole time, and this is how I saw it.
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-LoveLikeYou'reNotBroken