Hey you guys this isn't an update.

I'm sorry for those who thought that it would be. I know I haven't been very active lately and I'm writing this to tell you why. I've lost my motivation to write. I've been battling with my depression among other things since middle school. I'm almost twenty one now and I just lost every interest I've had since then. I don't really draw anymore either. Reading sometimes happens, but I just can't even bring myself to open a word document lately and I'm really sorry about that.

I need to focus on getting myself better right now as I'm in a very dark spot and I know that my mind is not healthy right now. I'm trying to talk to my doctors about something to help me as my insurance has fallen flat and no longer pay's for any of my medications. And I cannot pay those two hundred dollars out of pocket.

Hopefully I can manage something and be back soon. Know I haven't forgotten about any of you, and I hope to be back soon better than ever. I love you all, and wish you the best in everything that comes your way.

Yours,

ShadowsOfPenAndPaper