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When Sirius ran away to live with James, he left something important behind the one girl who would ever truly love him, when he finally comes to his sense's and goes back for her, is he too late, has she fallen for another, worst of all his brother?

In every girls life...
There will always be one guy you will never forget
And a Summer when it all started!
But can you ever get over the first guy

You ever fell in love with?

I watched helplessly as Orion Black had thrown a ceramic bowl at his eldest son Sirius Black. No matter how many times I saw Orion and Wagalba treat Sirius like this I could never get used to it.

I have had countless dinner parties at the "Noble House of Black" my parents Dorian and Clara Rosier became in league with Voldemort when I was five, my father and Orion met at a Death Eaters meeting and hit it off with their hatred of Muggles.

I glanced over at Regulus, their youngest son, his eyes seemed to disapprove, but he had a satisfied smirk playing on his lips. Our families were currently sitting in the dining room awaiting my Aunties family to join us for dinner. Orion had said something inappropriate about muggles, of course Sirius being Sirius had to argue back; he was now on the floor holding his bloody head in his hands. I moved forward to help him.

"Leave him Rose" Wagalba spat "his filth"

"But Aunt Druella will be here any moment, and you know how she loves to gossip about your blood traitor of a son". It was true my Aunty loved the fact that Sirius was a blood traitor, she always strived to outdo Wagalba, and with Sirius living under this roof, Druella would always seem just that more superior.

Orion nodded, and I helped Sirius out of the room and up the stairs to his bedroom where I sat him on his bed, and I tended to his wound.

"You shouldn't pick fights with them Siri," I whispered "one of these days your really going to get hurt".

"And what live in the shadow, nobody knowing who I truly am or what I believe" he spat. "I can't live like you do Rosie I can't pretend I'm one of them"

"I'm just scared for you Sirius, no need to take my head off" I said harshly, taking my hands away, finishing with his cut. He grabbed my small hands in his larger hands.

"I'm sorry Rose, they just get me so mad" he sighed. I released my hands from his tight hold on them, and cupped his face.

"It's ok, just try to hold your tongue, I hate watching you get hurt" I said sternly. When I first met Sirius was like my older Brother, protective, and as we grew he became my best friend, but as we got into our teen years, he became my first crush and my first boyfriend.

There was a knock on the door, and I took my hands away from him, the door swung open and Regulus stepped in.

"Aunt Druella's here, your Mother want's you down stairs" Regulus spoke quietly looking at the ground, Regulus always went shy in awkward moments, it was really the most adorable thing ever, Regulus and I were a year younger then Sirius, most thought Regulus and I would be close with us being the same age, not that Regulus and I aren't, we are close, but he would never be Sirius for me.

"Ok thanks Reg, I'll be down in a sec" I smiled. He nodded smiling back, before walking out the door back down to the kitchen.

"Are you coming Siri" I asked quietly, he chuckled, coming closer to place his hands on my hips and pull me closer.

"I think it would be better if I stayed up here tonight" his hot breath lingering on my neck. I inhaled his scent, it was a mix of cologne and something I couldn't put my finger on, it was a musky sort of smell.

"I should get going down stairs then" I whispered, not really wanting to leave his embrace.

He pulled back to look at my face, "well go then" he breathed, smiling my favorite crooked smile; I shook my head and rested it against his chest.

A few years back now, Sirius realized what an effect he had on people, with his good looks, black hair falling elegantly into stormy grey eyes, the body of a god, and a smile that would make a girl swoon on the spot.

"ROSALIE" Wagalba cried up the stairs.

"The banshee calls" Sirius smiled at me. I lent up and kissed his lips lightly.

I hated that we had to sneak around, but my parents would throw me out or worse, if they found me with a blood traitor. I walked down stairs, back to my seat at the dinner table.

"Ah there she is, Rosalie darling it's lovely to see you" Druella Black gushed, stepping forward to hug me, I awkwardly hugged her back.

"Aunty it is lovely to see you too" I said, although, I did not like my aunt or her family, I had to act as pleasant as possible.

"Ahh Rosalie, how are you" my cousin Bellatrix stepped up to hug me.

"I'm fine thank you Bella" I smiled quickly, I never liked Bella, she was cruel and slightly insane. I had a hunch she suspected mine and Sirius' relationship.

"Where is Sirius" she taunted, laughing with her cold black eyes, a satisfied smirk on her face.

"Sirius is not feeling too well, his lying down" I replied quietly.

" Rosie" I turned to see my cousin, Evan, standing before me, he was good looking like all us Rosier's, Dark hair and eyes, flawless face, Evan was a year older than me the same age as Sirius.

"Evan" I smiled, I then hugged Narcissa, Bella's younger sister, Narcissa wasn't cruel like her sister or slightly insane, she was a snobbish princess, unlike Bella's dark haunted looks; Narcissa had the ice queen look. I missed Andromeda, she was my favorite out of the three sisters, Andy was kind and loving, but she was disowned by her family for dating a muggle named Ted Tonks.

Dinner went by quickly, thankfully there was little talk about Voldemort, soon enough it was time to leave, I slipped up stairs to say my good night to Sirius before leaving.

"How was dinner'' he asked as I sat on his bed, next to where he was lying.

"It was bearable" I said, he started to play with the end of my hair.

"What are you doing tomorrow" he asked, his lips tracing my neck. I bit my bottom lip, it took all my self-control not to jump on him and kiss him.

"My mother is taking me shopping" I shivered involuntary under his touch. He let out a cocky chuckle.

"Oh to bad" he asked, tracing my jaw line with kisses.

"Why" I breathed.

"I had a surprise for you" he said it as if it were an everyday thing.

"Really" I mumbled started to get impatient about how long it was taking his lips to be on my.

"Yeah" he said, crashing his lips onto mine, I open my mouth as he begged for entrance and our tongues danced in rhythm, we continued making out until we heard my Father screech from downstairs, I kissed him quickly and hurried downstairs .