Brief Sum: Near has a crush on L, but other things keep happening to him. He soon finds out that everyone wants a piece. Near get what he wants, but much more has been added to the plate. MattxNear, MelloxNear, LxNear, and eventual three and foursome... I think. I still haven't gotten that far into the story yet. lol.

Authors Note 1: I do not own Death Note in any form or Fashion. If you sue, all you will get is half completed fics and a box of Poptarts... so yeah.

Authors Note 2: I know that the chapters might be a tad on the short side, but I promise to try and make them a bit longer to your tastes and whatnot.

Near, Impossible

Near laid in his bed, thinking about L and what he could be possibly doing at that exact moment. Heat spread through his body, quickly gathering in one place that he had been ignoring of late. Near eased himself out of the bed and began to pace the room, not trying to think about the hard stick of flesh that was begging for attention. After waiting for twenty long minutes, it had finally wilted away. Once he had managed to completely calm down it was time for dinner. 'I do not think it is a wise idea to go to dinner. Knowing that he will be there. I have to stay in my room, I cannot let everyone in the home see me like this.'

An hour or so after dinner was over, there was a soft knock on the door. Near felt reluctant to acknowledge the person on the other side of the door. "Come in." Matt opened the door with a tray of food in hand.

"I thought you would be hungry, since you didn't come to dinner." Matt sat the tray down, and looked in to Near's eyes. "You never ever miss dinner, care to tell me why you didn't come downstairs today."

"Why would you think that there is something wrong with me. If I did not come to dinner, then I was not hungry. Simple as that, there is nothing to explain."

Matt sighed and looked away from Near, "If you're going to lie to me, you could have used a better lie. Now tell me the truth."

Near looked away from Matt's demanding form and refused to answer. "Is it Mello, is he bullying you again?" silence. "You have to tell me if it's Mello, is it him?" nothing. "Fine, be that way. I was only worried about you. I just knew that there had to be something wrong when you lock yourself in your room and refuse to eat." Matt stormed out of the room and closed the door behind himself.

'Matt, you would not understand the real reason why I couldn't come to dinner. To expose myself in such a manner, to let my weakness be seen….' Near got out of his chair, took the tray and sat it outside of his
door.

'I told the fool that I didn't want to eat.'

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Like I said, short.

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