I've had this in my mind for awhile, but I didn't have time to wirte it. But now I do, so here it is.

Personally, I don't like my writing in this one. I just kinda repeat myself, sooo... I might re write this, since I wrote this from the top of my head in the first place. Normally, those don't turn out well anyway.

I'm working on my Possesion chapters right now

My Immortal By Evanesence

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears

I held my head in my hands. I couldn't believe my brother was gone. I was the one who killed him. I knew that human transmutation was the ultimate taboo in the first place

And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

His screams for me to help him still ring in my ears as the gate pulled him inside. I reached out for him, trying to save him, but it wasn't enough. If I had tried a little harder, I bet I could've saved him, but I didn't.

These wounds won't seem to heal; this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

My hand crept to my shoulder, where my automail port was. I had gotten off easy, even though it was my fault. Why did my brother have to pay more than me? Or did Truth hurt me more then I can imagine?

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I could have tried harder to save my little brother. I'm so selfish to bring him back when he was already gone. It was because I didn't want to be alone. Now he's trapped in armor, all because of me. I was selfish for trying to bring mom back. I've caused her more pain after death trying to bring her back.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind

I wish I hadn't been stupid enough to drag you into my mistake. Now, because of me, you're trapped inside a suit of armor. You cannot eat, or sleep, or feel pain.

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

I will never admit this to you, but I always have nightmares about that night. I know it was my fault, and yet, you want to take the blame too. It wasn't your fault, your idea, it was mine.

These wounds won't seem to heal; this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I wish I could go back to the time where the three of us would live happily in our country home. We could go play with Winry while mom picked fruits and vegetables from the garden.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I wish I could have done more. Hell, I wish I had never even tried to bring mom back. Then we wouldn't be in this situation. But no, my selfishness has cost you…

"Brother?" a leather hand gently shook my shoulder. I opened my eyes and met my brother's soulful eyes.

"Yeah, Al?"

"Our train is going to leave soon."

I sat up and rubbed my sore neck. Sure enough, there was a train, already loading people. I grabbed my traveling trunk and rushed to get in line, my previous thoughts still lingering in my mind.