Hey here i am! I'm not dead... even though some of you might want me to be bacause i STILL dont have the Rob/KF lemon up yet... erm yeah about that... it's like pulling out wisdom teeth without being put under. Immense writers block. probably the worst i've had in a while...*gets beaten with empty lemonade glasses by thirtsy fans* So here's some noex probably will be multi chapter.

Warnings!:BoyxBoy NoahxRex(don't really understand why i love that pairing it came outta nowhere) Cross-dressing mentions of child abuse and maybe (if that damn writers block doesn't spread to my of fandoms) some adult themes dont like the click the little arrow button at the top of your screen. kthnxbai!

"Why is he always late? His room is right down the hall." Dr. Holiday waited in the briefing room with Agent Six and Bobo. As soon as the words trailed from her lips, the evo bust into the room his favorite blonde trailing behind him.

"Okay White what do you want? Can you make it quick, I was in the middle of lapping Noah here in Tokyo Drift 2." Rex crossed his arms.

"I have a mission for you Rex. It might also involve Noah." White didn't sound right to Rex. Instead of the commanding overtone he usually had while assigning jobs, his voice was softer, if only just by a tiny bit.

"Alright! Come on tell us! What's the deets." Rex fist pumped with Bobo.

"You don't have a say in going Rex. This mission would only work with Noah, and he has a right to not agree to it." This sentence even made Six's head snap over to the blonde with a slim brow arched.

Noah looked at the screen, his eyes wary and stance defensive. "What kind of mission would give me this authority?"

"The Selvis Klan Corp. is having a demonstrating gala for all high up nobles in the science department. They taken extra care to make sure no one from Providence is attending." White looked more somber than usual.

A spark of recognition flashed across Noah's face at the name. "Selvis Klan? My…" He trailed off his face shifting to horror. "They hate me too." He whispered. Rex looked at Holiday and Six for answers but neither of them knew what could be running around the boy's head either,

"That's why I'm giving you the choice to opt out of the mission. The mission could cause psychological harm if you're not able to handle it. We would ask you to be Noelle, only for a few short hours." White amended as fear danced vividly in the boy's eyes his composed posture falling slightly.

"Who's Noelle?" Bobo whispered. Rex and Holiday were still confused. They shot a simultaneously glance at Six.

Six tried to comprehend what his old friend was talking about. Revelation hit him as an old conversation replayed in his head. "I feel like you, Six. I found some poor kid living a sad life and took him in. Poor kid's parents hated his guts over something no one had control over."

"Noah, the mission would ask for you to take Rex as your date as you cross-dress to sneak into the party." White was leaning on his elbows wishing he could be in the same room as the boy he had helped so many years ago, if only to comfort him as his painful past was brought up.

"My date?" The teens repeated in unison. Noah's voice had wavered and Rex was trying to hide his laughs. Not noticing the tears forming in his friend's eyes Rex slung an arm around his shoulders.

"How awesome of a mission would that be? Me as the strapping young man who's ready to protect their fragile and lovable girl from the things that want to taint her!"

"I'm sorry Rex," Noah's voice wavered. "I can't do it!" He wrapped his arms protectively around himself.

"Wha? Oh come on Noah! It's just a dress for a few hours, I'm sure none of your friends from school will see you."

"Rex back off." Six warned taking a step towards the evo and blonde. Holiday and Bobo stood on the side of the room trying to figure out what they didn't seem to get.

"No. Why not, all you have to do is sneak into the party with me and make small talk with your family until the demonstration. Wouldn't you like to see your mom and dad again?"

"NO!" Noah yelled. "I hate them! I never want to see them again. Your parents at least loved you! Most of my family, parents included, hated me because I was born a boy. I couldn't even say the word 'Mom' unless I was in a dress and responding to the name 'Noelle'!" Tears poured from the blonde's eyes as he ran. Rex stood still as a statue as powerful wave after wave of guilt crashed into him.

"Noah was the kid?" Six turned to the Providence president.

"What kid?" Holiday awoke from what seemed to be a stupor.

"A few months after Rex was found and before the incident," White Knight grimaced at the memory. "I went home for the holidays. It was after dinner and we were about to have dessert. We invited the neighbor over. She had her grandson with her, but when I went to answer the door there was a little girl with her. As soon as they closed the door, my mom and the neighbor ran trough the house and closed all the blinds. Once they were done the old lady turned to the girl and told her to change. A small blonde boy had come down to eat with us. Later I found out the boy had been dressed as the girl. His parents were… abusive on the most part." White leaned against his laced fingers. A somber mood had settled in the room.

Rex ran out of the room, probably to find Noah. "Rex, give him time!" Holiday dashed after him, Bobo following probably just to watch the outcome.

"Damn it! I knew I shouldn't of even brought it up!" White slammed his fist down.

"It's okay. It was worth a shot." Seeing as there was no one else in the room but them, Six took off his glasses. If White hadn't been so upset he would of acknowledged this gesture as Six's form of understanding.

"I practically raised him to who he is today with the help of his grandma. I promised to take him away from all that abuse. I basically just asked him to relive it!" White breathed through his nose to calm himself. " I promised."

Hearing the shake in his best friend's voice Six spoke up again. "I know it's tough trying to be the makeshift parent. Just like real parents we can't keep all our promises. Noah is older and we had gotten him counseling. He may be cautious and scared but he's stronger now. I have faith in him."

"I do too, I always have." White Knight sighed before saying goodbye and shutting off the webcam he used to communicate.