A/N: Hello all! I know this chapter has taken a while…but I hope it's length will make up for it?

Has anyone seen Breaking Dawn yet? I Friggin' LOVED it! It was exactly how I pictured everything...but better.

Hope you like this chapter.

Spoiler alert WARNING: There is a pretty detailed description of the first episode of Queer as Folk in this chapter, so if you were planning on seeing it, maybe watch it first…otherwise in the bottom AN, there is a video to watch afterwards of the scenes described :)

Enjoy!

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Chapter 18

Carlisle

My eyes once again check the watch on my wrist. 5 o'clock.

Jazz and Edward would most likely be sitting in the living room, watching their third or fourth movie by now. It was only an hour after they'd left to get movies that I was called in to work.

When I left they were still out, so I left a note on the kitchen bench explaining where I'd gone and that I would hopefully be back soon.

However, that was hours ago.

Lately, I've been working more hours than normal at the hospital to help cover shifts. So for the next two weeks I was on call. I would only be called in to work if I was really needed. As it was, I was really needed today.

A man had come in with a sprained wrist and a mean bump on his head from a nasty car accident. However, his six year old son, Charlie, had a bump to his head, a broken leg, and a tender elbow. Luckily the nurses suspected much worse on the last one, so they paged me.

After speaking with the father, I gathered the other symptoms from the crying child; poor thing sobbing as he spoke.

Along with the tenderness, lack of mobility, and severe pain in the elbow and forearm, I observed the swelling and slight bruising. And while I stroked his back in comfort as he told me his hand was starting to 'not feel', I decided I knew what it was and ordered an X-ray immediately.

I tried to remain calm; even as I worried that there may already be injury to the nerve tissue.

The X-ray's confirmed my suspicions.

Charlie had a severe right supracondylar humorous fracture with complete displacement of the fracture fragments. His upper arm bone, or humorous broke slightly above the elbow.

Unfortunately, these kinds of fractures mainly occur in children younger than eight years of age. It's the most common elbow fracture and one of the more serious, because it can result in nerve damage and impaired circulation.

Even though I would much rather be at home with my boys, I was glad they called me in.

Since the fracture forced the bones out of alignment, I scrubbed up and prepped for surgery, using pins to hold the bones in place. After it was all finished, I told Charlie and his Dad, that he'd have to wear the cast for several weeks before the pins could be removed and after that, range of motion exercises could be used.

After checking that they were both going to be okay, I felt it was alright for me to go home.

Tidying up my desk a little, I grabbed my belongings and started to leave the building.

"Dr Cullen!"

I turned around to see the boy's father again.

At six foot three with blonde hair and brown eyes he was a good-looking man.

"I just wanted to say thank you again. I don't know what would have happened if you hadn't come in. They said that it might be serious and needed to call you to come in so, I'm just so grateful that you did. And that, Charlie will be okay."

His smile was wide.

"You're more than welcome. And Charlie should be fine."

He shuffled from foot to foot. "Well um, maybe…maybe there's another way I could thank you…? Like over a drink…or two? Or maybe a meal?"

I literally felt my jaw drop.

Was he flirting with me?

This man?

This good-looking man?

At my silence his cute smile dropped, "I mean, I'm sorry I just – the nurses said that you were…gay and single…and I dunno…"

"They did, did they?" I asked, amused but a little annoyed.

"Yeah, but…only because I made a certain…comment. But seriously, don't worry about it, I didn't mean to be forward or anything, I'm just. I'm just really grateful. So, thanks again." He waved and made to walk away.

"No, I "- I didn't know what to say, if I said I was taken the nurses would pester me about who I was seeing. But if I claimed I was single, what would be my excuse to turn down such a kind, good-looking man? I decided to risk the heat of the gossipers.

"I'm sorry, but the nurses – they are misinformed. I am in fact seeing someone at the moment."

He nods, "I thought so, there's no way a doctor or, a man, such as you could be single. Someone would always snap you up at the chance."

His smile showed off perfect, straight white teeth before he waved again – with his bandaged wrist – and turned back in the direction of his son.

/~/~/~/~/~/

Locking my car and pressing the garage button, I opened the door and walked in to my home. I'd messaged Jazz just before I left to let him know I was on my way back.

"Well hello Dr Cullen."

Turning my head, I see Edward standing there, dripping wet and wearing nothing but his board shorts.

Shit…

I dare anyone to find a more delectable sight; than a dripping, wet, barely clothed Edward.

My Edward.

Blinking, I realise that along with my coat, my reading glasses are still on.

But as my fingers reach up to them he shakes his head.

"Uh, uh, uh."

His smirk will kill me.

"I want you to keep them on."

"Edward –"

"You heard me doctor. The glasses stay."

He makes his way slowly to me as I put my briefcase down on the dining table.

"Now, Jasper's still swimming outside, and I'd like for you to kiss me long and passionately before he notices my elongated absence."

"Would you now?" I ask, swallowing hard as I try to focus on more innocent thoughts.

"Yes."

His blunt response and hungry stare only manages to cause my dick to twitch.

Figuring we only have a few moments, I take the opportunity; wrapping one hand around his neck and the other on his hip, I pull him close to me.

Suddenly my tongue is in his mouth as I swallow his surprised exhalation. Breathing him in, he tastes like sweet cinnamon, salty water and Edward. I moan loudly into the kiss.

"You taste so good baby."

His groan spurs me on.

However I swiftly realise why it isn't such a good idea to rub up against him.

"Oh look," he smirks as I pull back slightly. "I'm getting you all wet."

"You are."

Deciding that it was probably time to stop, I quickly kissed him hard on the lips before placing a loving one on his forehead. Just as I picked up my briefcase to go upstairs, Jazz walked in.

"Hey Dad, coming for a swim? You couldn't possibly waste such an opportunity as today's weather. It's actually warm!"

"By swim I'm assuming you mean a dunk? What did you do, get out the inflatable again?" I smiled at my son.

"You bet. The sun is actually out, so of course I suggested that we get her out, blow her up and fill 'er up with water."

It only took me a couple of seconds to decide.

"Yeah alright, just let me go change."

/~/~/~/~/~/

I made quick work of my changing. Only taking probably two minutes to get upstairs, strip off and pull on my boardies.

When I walked outside and into my backyard, Jazz and Edward were both splashing each other with water bombs. I had to admit, the sun felt calming and warm as it caressed my skin like a lover.

Making my way slowly, cautiously closer to the 'pool', I froze as Jasper and Edward gave each other a look before smiling devilishly at me.

"Oh no you don't. I'd like to enjoy my 'swim' please," I said, lifting my head high and continuing my walk as I used my fingers for quotation marks.

I was only a few feet away when I felt ice cold water splash again my back, once, twice…five times! Even with the sun, each water bomb felt like an ice bullet.

I turned around to see them both grinning.

"Right!"

Running over to Edward, who actually looked a little guilty, I picked him up; lifting him over my shoulder and walked back to the inflatable as he squealed and laughed.

"Jazz! Help!" He fidgeted with giggles.

I laughed as Jasper crossed his arms and shook his head. "Uh-uh, you're on your own with this one."

His smile confused me but I just smiled back before saying that he was next.

Bursting out with laughter he tried to speak in between his breaths, "I bloody hope not!"

Now I really didn't know if we were talking about the same thing.

Bending forward, I brought Edward down; gently dropping him on his back in the water.

"Aahh! It's friggin cold!"

"That's what you get for throwing those bombs at me!" I laughed.

He was too fast for me to read his expression. The next thing I know, he's pulled me down with him; on top of him, but still getting me soaking wet.

"And that's what you get for dunking me!"

His smile was beautiful.

"If you two lovebirds don't mind, I'm going to go have a shower," Jasper's voice cleared my mind as I looked up at him.

Lovebirds?

He started walking towards the house but then turned back around with a weird smile. "Oh, Edward – you can tell him. Dad – believe me, I still love you both, I just don't want things to get awwwkward. Okay, great. See ya!"

He ran off before I could ask what the hell he was talking about.

"Okay, am I the only one confused?" I asked Edward with a smile as I turned to look at him.

"Well...yes. You are."

The hair on the top of his head clung to him, and the water made it seem darker as drops fell from the ends.

I was completely distracted as I looked down at him. I knew it was risky but I thought, 'what the hell.'

Leaning my head down, I wrapped one hand behind his neck as my body completely covered his. My other hand sprayed out on the bottom of the inflatable; holding some of my weight.

Everything besides his face was in the water as my frame held him in place.

"I love you," I whisper against his lips and looking into this eyes.

"Mmm… I love you too."

"I missed you today."

"Me too."

"Did you have fun watching movies?"

"Mmhmm… but I'm having more fun right now…"

"Oh really…" I thrust gently into his groin.

"Yess," he hissed.

Pressing my lips to his, my tongue sneaks out, slipping into his mouth. He groans as I deepen the kiss. Both of us are fighting for dominance in the kiss as I cradle his head; keeping it still as my lips and tongue make love to his mouth.

I can't help it. My body starts to rock gently against his as we kiss. Finally, he surrenders and my tongue controls his, manipulating it in order to give us both the pleasure we desire.

He moans loudly. I think it's because I'm humping him like a dog.

Our breathing is audible as we pant in each other's mouths.

"Carlisle…we…I….should. We should…we need to…talk."

My kisses interrupt his speech.

"Mh-Mh…no talking…"

His cold hands grip my hips.

"But," kiss, "I," kiss, "please," kiss, "Carlisle!" Okay that was more of a hard thrust and a kiss.

But I can't help it, I can feel his arousal against mine and I need him…so badly it hurts.

I tilt my head up, "Okay, fine…quickly say what you need to because I really want to us to give each other hand jobs, simultaneously… until we both come."

His eyes are wide as his jaw drops.

"Okay we can talk after…"

With a smile my lips are on his again.

Fuck I love kissing him.

Sliding off of him and into the water, I lay so that we are both on our sides facing each other.

We can still hear loud music coming from Jazz's room so he must be in the shower.

Making quick work of our time, I undo Edward's bathers as he rips my boardies off of me until our cocks are both out and proudly standing at attention.

Or should I say swimming at attention?

I chuckle to myself before groaning loudly. Edward's fingers are wrapped around my cock, as mine are with his.

He's only touched my cock a handful of times, but it feels better. Every. Time.

"Fuck," I whimper as our hands start moving, stroking the other.

His lips crash against mine before I feel his tongue in my mouth and sucking mine into his. Moaning, whimpering and groaning, we kiss deeply as we feel each other.

Suddenly, he shifts position. My head leans against the edge of the inflatable and I lie on my back as he kneels; straddling my waist. His hands rip my shorts further down, almost to my knees.

"You like that baby?" he moans quietly. "You like me on top of you?"

His talking is making me even harder.

"Mmf…yes."

"I can't wait to sit on you baby. To have your cock inside me. Filling me as I ride you."

"Fuck Edward," my eyes are on his as he smiles at me. "If you keep talking like that…I'm…I'm not going to last very long."

"That's probably a good thing though," he says, "We need to be quick before Jazz has to witness this."

"Mmm," I try to agree but I'm distracted by the sight in front of me. He looks so beautiful; his naked, pale body soaking wet. His chest and abs tense with his movements as his lean right arm shifts with each stroke of his hand on my cock.

Using his free fingers, he plays with my balls; massaging them, pinching them, rolling them, pulling them. All at the same time as his tight fist works my completely hard dick. Rolling his wrist when he reaches the tip.

"Shit love...I'm gonna…" my breath hitches as I try to shift, not wanting to spoil the moment by slipping into the water. I move back against the edge so my chest is above the water.

"I know baby, me too.."

His eyes are watching me with such hunger. It turns me on even more.

So swiftly, it's not until I'm moaning and on the very edge, that I realise he's licking, sucking and biting on my nipple. There are too many points and triggers of pleasure. His fingers on my balls, his hand wrapped around my cock, his mouth on my nipples…

"Ed-Edward…I love…I love you."

"I know, I know...I love you too," he's panting as his mouth moves up my chest, neck and jaw, until he's now kissing my lips.

Shit.

"Uh..uh…uh…."

I moan loudly in and around his mouth as I come. Hard. Through my orgasm, he continues to kiss me as I stroke his cock as fast as I can. I want him to come with me.

I'm still on my high as he yelps and breaths into me, his lips separate as he comes; his mouth open against my lips in a silent scream of pleasure. I nibble on his bottom lip though as we continue to rub each other until the last drop.

Finally, we give each other a last gentle stroke before we collapse.

Panting as we try to regain our breath and normal heart rate, Edward lies on top of me, and I wrap my arms around him; keeping him close.

"That was…damn…"

"I know," I reply with a satisfied smile.

"I love you Carlisle," he says into my neck. I moan and return the sentiment.

Lifting his head, his eyes gaze into mine.

"You know you're stuck with me, right? Forever?"

Smiling, I push some of his hair out of his eyes and behind his ear. "I wouldn't have it any other way."

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Later on at night, I make the three of us a Spaghetti Mafiosa for dinner which consists of a chilli and garlic type sauce. I usually make it with prawns because Jasper likes them, and this spaghetti is Edward's favourite… but I didn't have any prawns so I just made the spaghetti.

We all ate in comfortable silence as we watched some movie they'd rented. When I asked, Edward told me it was the most recent 'X-men'.

During the evening Jazz and Edward had shared many silent looks, as well as going into a different room to talk every now and then.

It was weird.

But I tried to pay it no mind. If they wanted to talk to me they would. I wasn't going to badger them with information they wanted to keep to themselves.

After giving Edward a good night kiss before he followed Jasper and went off to bed, I decided to try out the T.V. show that Jasper had bought.

Switching off all of the lights and locking all the doors, I got myself comfortable, laying in bed after putting the disc in.

As the episode progressed I knew I was going to like this show. The characters were easily likeable and their personalities were all completely different.

I know deep down in my heart no man will take Edward's place…but damn.

Brian Kinney.

Well, Gale Harold the actor was very good-looking, but Brian Kinney the character was quite…alluring. With his lean yet toned physique, blue-green eyes and brown hair; he was very attractive.

His whole persona was revealed straight away. He liked to fuck. The end.

And while I didn't really find myself attracted to Justin… I found him to still be beautiful. Blue eyes, blonde hair…you can't really go wrong with that combination. Along with his boyish looks and lean body, many would find him irresistible.

It's probably about half way through the episode when Justin is lying down on Brian's bed with Brian on top, straddling his waist. He's stroking Justin's cock as they talk about what they like to do…sexually, and it's adorable how naïve Justin is. Saying that he's up for anything, when really he doesn't know what Brian is talking about.

Since my eyes are completely glued to the screen, I can feel how dry they are from the lack of blinking; they'll probably start tearing up soon. Staring at the characters – watching them together – it's so unbelievably hot, I can't help it.

I've never watched gay porn before, so watching what seems to be two naked men in bed together is quite the turn on.

My hand involuntarily makes its way towards the hem of my jeans; pulling the button out of the hole and unzipping the front in seconds. Sliding fingers make their way under my briefs, finally reaching my extensively hard cock. I groan in pleasured defeat as I feel myself, stroking my cock slowly, up and down, up and down…

"Do you like to rim?" He asks.

Justin smiles, "Sure. I love it."

"Great… Go to it."

Justin remains quiet in confusion, having no idea what it means.

"Well?" Brian asks.

"Um…what exactly do you mean?"

Brian is interrupted by a phone but continues to give Justin a hand job, stroking harder and faster without knowing.

Although I am now able to blink, I continue to watch the screen along with my movements. Though admittedly, I am picturing two very different people from the ones I am observing. I'm already too close to last much longer.

Justin's moan rings out before Brian speaks again.

"I told you not to come."

My breath hitches.

As the show continues on, even though the sexual moment is over, I continue to stroke myself; feeling another sex scene coming on.

And finally, after we find out that Brian has a son and Michael drops them back off at his place.

I watch, fascinated as Brian's tongue makes it's way down Justin's back, before giving him a rim job.

"Now you know what rimming is," Brian says.

My eyes are again glued to my T.V. as Brian preps him with lube.

"Just…go slow okay?" Justin asks.

I start to fondle my balls as I stroke, sweat already forming on my forehead.

When Brian enters him for the first time, I quickly grab the remote to turn it down a little. I can't have my boys hearing this, especially if it would cause them to come in.

As they continue to…fuck, one of my fingers finds it's way to my hole, lightly stroking around the puckered skin.

I groan as my stroking hand increases in speed.

"Oh, oh, oh…" I moan quietly.

I quickly grab the remote to stop the DVD before going back to my cock. Grunting quietly, I stroke, twist, and squeeze my wrist and then push my other finger inside of me; pumping it inside as I continue.

"Fuck!"

I come hard as I picture Edward and I doing the exact same thing; with him in Justin's position and me in Brian's.

"Edward, Edward, Edward…" I whisper out, rubbing the last remnants of my arousal. My eyes are closed as I relax back with a sigh, gathering oxygen as I finish.

Blindly grabbing some tissues from my bedside table, I wipe myself clean.

A throat clearing causes me to open my eyes.

Looking to my bedroom door I realise that it's been opened and Edward is standing there in his boxers, smiling.

"I heard you being naughty and came to see if I was right. I was still outside you room, but then I heard my name so I came in." he explained, biting his bottom lip as he slowly walked over to my bed and sat on the edge.

"Sounds like you came too," he chuckled.

I smirked with a tired wink.

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