I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me so why did you go away

Lindsay couldn't understand why her marriage to Dean had gone so wrong. In the beginning, they'd stay up until the wee hours, kissing, resting together in bed, whispering sweet words between themselves.

I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane
That July 9th the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms

The only time they had been apart shortly after the wedding was when Lindsay had gone to see family for the 4th of July. She'd had to stay long because her grandfather hadn't been well, and Dean had stayed home to work. When they finally met up, he scooped her up into his arms and kissed her long and hard.

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

She didn't know how to be Rory. Rory was who he wanted. She didn't know how to make him miss her.

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

Lindsay knew things were bad, but for a long while, the thought of actual divorce didn't cross her mind.

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in
I'm not much for dancing but for you did

At parties with their friends from high school, Dean would goof off with his buddies, and show off how strong he was by picking Lindsay up. She would beg to be let down, and he would set her on her feet. Then she would dance with him, and the world around them was flawless.

Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

Dean had been so nice to her father. She knew that her dad could be intimidating, but Dean had taken it in stride. He'd come up behind Lindsay when they were first dating and kiss her right when she was about to tell him something. She missed that, as much as it hurt to remember.

And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips, ohh

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe

Lindsay dreamed of Dean. She saw pictures of him on Myspace, and eventually on Facebook. He looked happy, like his marriage to her had been an unpleasant memory.

And I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

Keeping up with friends from high school just so she could hear about what Dean was up to was pathetic. Lindsay knew that. And yet, she couldn't help herself. She would ask her friends who still talked to Dean about him.

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed
We can plan for a change in weather and time
I never planned on you changing your mind

She hoped for his sake, because she loved him, that wherever he had ended up, he had a good life. She also secretly hoped that something would make him wish that he was still married to her. She had never thought that less than a year after her wedding, she would be a divorcee.

So, I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

I never thought we'd ever last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss, forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips, just like our last...