All character's belong to Takanaga Hinako

So, just uploading the crud that sits on my computer all day, wishing that one day, it too could be read by people everywhere...

I gave myself a 300 word limit, so despite the fact that I wanted to go further with this, I didnt. This part (just in case you didnt know) was from when Souichi finds Morinaga asleep on the lab floor. Yeah, that part. I wrote it as a little warm up, just to get inside Souichi's head a bit more. Didnt really have plans to post it...It's just, I refuse to believe that Souichi doesnt recognized his feelings. I simply believe he just shoves them into some corner, sticks his fingers in his ears, and shouts 'LALALALALALALALA I CANT HEAR YOU LA LA LAAAAA"

Enjoy, and sure, review if you so choose, I wont beg.

There was a drop of silence.

"Well…He chased after you when you ran out."

Morinaga's eyelids lowered in suspicion, and the irritation from before carried into his words.

"You actually thought that I had spent the whole night with Masaki-san?" Irritation turned into hurt. "And you still were okay with it, Senpai?"

Souichi jerked his head up. Okay with it? Who the hell said he was okay with it? He had spent half the night pacing around the apartment, going through half a pack of cigarettes, searching for Masaki's hotel room—because heaven knows what he was going to do if ever he found it—wandering the streets with his stomach in a knot and a huge headache. It hurt. It hurt so much to just think about it.

"Until morning and it was completely fine with you?"

Where was he coming up with this? Did he say he was completely fine? Nothing was okay! He was worried and irritate—far from completely fine! Morinaga was wrong. No way was he okay with him staying out all night with Masaki. He had thought that they were…together. Morinaga had left him before and obviously could do it again. Only this time he had something to leave to, something from his past that was pulling him. If something so compelling was calling Souichi, he wasn't sure if he would ever come back.

And what reason did Morinaga have to come back to him anyway? Would he return to be rejected? Abused? Masaki seemed genuinely sorry and they seemed to get along fine. All was forgiven. Yes, Morinaga would leave him. No, he wouldn't come back.

In the depths of his stubborn soul, Souichi did not want Morinaga to give that Masaki Jerk a second chance.

And somewhere deep inside, he knew why.