Joining AB. A was the best thing that Beck ever did. He felt more able to control himself and all of a sudden he started to remember where this problem stemmed from. Yes it showed itself in a moment of frustration, aggravation mixed with what he consider desperation but it stemmed from a time in his life when he was younger. He wasn't able to express himself correctly. Sometimes he would just scream and have a fit. It would piss him off because nobody seemed to understand and they would get frustrated. They would yell and nag and flip out or get mad. Then someone came along. It was a young woman named Gennifer. She broke through to him and finally he was able to communicate a lot better then he used to. When Jade came to pick him up he greeted her with a kiss. Jade smiled broadly her eyes lighting up. He hadn't seen her smile like that in a long time. When they got home Beck said he had a couple of things he had to do and he would be back in a few minutes.

"Are you mad at me," she asked him

"No Jade," he said, "Not at all. There's just something I need to take care of. I have to call my mom"

Jade nodded.

Janis Oliver was at home when the phone rang. She saw it was Beck.

"Hello?"

"Mom"

"Hi honey"

"It's me. I need to tell you I forgive you"

"For what," his mother asked confused.

"For being so impatient with me when I was a kid," Beck said, "I know you did your best. I forgive you and I love you"

"Thank you," Janis said, "I never meant to hurt you you know"

"I know that mom," Beck said, "You are a good person and I'm glad you're my mom."

"Why don't you come home," Janis asked, "The RV can't be comfortable to live in"

"Mom Jade and I are very happy in the RV"

Janis sighed. She did not approve of his son's girlfriend or the fact that they were living together.

"Fine," she said, "I just want you to be careful. I don't want grandchildren yet"

"MOM!"

"Beck having a child is a huge responsibility. I was your age when I had your sister and believe me I love her but I wish I waited.

"Um... anyway I'll talk to you later" Beck said

He hadn't told his mother the whole story. Jade was already six weeks pregnant. They had intercourse 3 days after he started Abusers Anonymous and Beck was secretly hoping for a girl. If it was a girl they were naming her Willow. A boy was going to be named Thomas after his father who passed away a year ago.

"Bye sweetie," his mother said