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Here we are! My wonderful reviewers!

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And another quick thanks to my friend Lindsey for subconsciously helping me with some quotes for this chapter!

4:15 AM

I'm sorry love…I'm sorry you have to watch me go through all of this. To the point where I can't see what I'm scribbling through the tears and I'm shaking and crying so hard that it hurts like I really have died.

Well…I've had some thoughts…I guess.

In the dead of the morning, before the light even comes, when the streets are quiet and the house is quieter still…and the stillness gives me room to calm down and breath. And if I drift far enough from where I am…I can feel your little hand in my own.

I know you never meant to hurt anyone…we…never meant to hurt anyone…I… never meant to hurt myself.

So…

You can't change the past…but you definitely can change the future.

I'm going to take your smile you never got to show…your love you never got to give…and your life that you never got to live…and I'm going to boldly move on with it.

Because you were here, Ella…you never took a breath but you certainly did live. And because of that, I'm a better person.

I can't exactly say how yet…but I am.

I'll never forget you, my love. I'll never forget how happy you made me…and how much joy you brought me in the only eight months that we had each other.

I'll never love anyone like I loved you.

Hm…Unconditional love…that's what I take from you. From your life. I take it…and I run with it. And whoever I love for the rest of my life I'll love unconditionally…just for you.

Ella.

Ella Elizabeth Lovett.

I take these love letters now…I hold all of them in my hand and I clutch them until my knuckles turn white…because for six months they were my life, they were all I had.

Then I had you.

And I still have you.

You're in my heart. You're a part of it. You keep it going everyday, every minute, every single beat.

So I bring these letters to the hearth, and I toss them in the fire and watch them burn.

Watch the blaze eat at the edges as I lean into the flame until the heat dries away all my tears…like it's you, drying away all of my tears.

To you Ella.

Only for you.

I live everyday.

I love everyday.

I promise.

Tada!

Alright loves, without missing a beat, the second part will begin next Tuesday as normal. Be looking out for it. It's going to be called "Love Letters To My Departed Daughter" How about a little sneak preview?

Yes? A few Quotes then…

"Then…love letters to my departed daughter…as much as it hurts to write to you and know you'll never see it, it hurts more to think that you simply wouldn't of cared how I feel."

"So I'll write these letters, still, to you, cause sometimes I can still hear you. Every time I hear a child cry, every time I hear an innocent laugh. And sometimes I can still feel you. Every time the wind tickles my hair against my face, like it's you tiny fingers. And every tear that falls might just be you…crying for your mum. Instead of your mum, crying for you."

"Ella Elizabeth Lovett. The best thing that's ever happened. The most wonderful thing, here, sleeping before my eyes."

Excited? Confused?

I should hope maybe?

Thanks everyone for reading my most popular story! I WANT TO GIVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU A FLYING TACKLE HUG! Even you guys who haven't reviewed =)

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