I could only sigh. Today was the day that my mother died. The day she was murdered. The weather was bright and the sunshining brightly. It was the day where we would visit mom's grave stone. Yuzu would cry and Karin would tell her to stop it. Then there was dad and me who just looked at it. Then again dad always wanted to play some absurd game so in a way we were different. I wished they would blame me for her death but when I was fifteen I found out that the reason why I was not blamed was because my dad said something about him not being able to be mad at me since Masaki died protecting me. I stood in front of the tombstone staring. Not really knowing what to say.

"I'm sorry," I whispered," I'll protect Karin and Yuzu and even dad for you. I love you mom."

I didn't know what else to say really so I just followed Karin and Yuzu who were now on a hill beside a tree sitting down under the shade to cool themselves off. I didn't really know what to do but sit down and look at them.

"So how are you two feeling?" I asked.

"Good," said Karin.

"Same as every year," said Yuzu," Onii-chan you should have know the answer."

"I know," I said and chuckled," but it doesn't hurt to ask now does it."

"No," said Karin.

"Exactly," I said.

Laying back on the tree I looked up into the sky and it reminded me of Grimmjow's hair. Man I had to stop thinking about him at this time. Sighing I looked down at Karin and Yuzu. The two were almost grown up. Life passed by so quickily without really anyone knowing. My dad soon walked up with a picnic basket and we grabbed some food. Yuzu had made some sandwiches, potato salad and there was dessert in there some where. The day of mourning passed and soon it began to rain as I walked home. I guess it made sense for it to rain every so often by why make this day suck even more for me. I had decided I would see Karin and Yuzu tomorrow and sadly I had to meet their boyfriends in person again but as their boyfriends. Not the person who helped out battling with Aizen or the one who bugged the shit out of me at Kiskue's shop. Walking through my door dripping wet I slipped off my shoes and socks and walked to my bathroom not bothering to see if Grimmjow was in there or not. Sometimes the guy stayed at my house all day or broke in during the day and spent the night. Where he lived I don't think I've ever been. Like it mattered though. He lived somewhere in Hueco Mundo was all I could remembered. No one was in the bathroom so I stripped myself free of my clothing and turned on the tap and turned the shower on. The water spraying from the nozzle. Stepping in the water was hot so I jumped out of the way of the water to put on more cold water. It felt more warm than sizzling hot so I stepped back in and sighed in contentment as the heat began to unknott my muscles. I stood there for a long time just soaking in the heat until I move. I graoned to myself since it felt so nice just to be in the water. I should have had a soak in the bath but then the water would have gone cold and that would have sucked. I washed my hair and body quickily because I wanted to stand in the water until the water ran cold. Which didn't talk long but it felt nice one my back. It wasn't freezing it was lukewarm and I added some more cold making it feel just as great as the hot water did. Sadly it turned ice cold after about five minutes which wasn't good enough for me. Turning off the taps I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around myself and then walked on the matt drying off my feet and then used my towel to dry my body except my head. That really didn't matter. It was about eight and I had some things to mark so I would be up until ten and my hair would be dry or only a little damp. I entered my room to see Grimmjow who turned to grin at me.

"Hey good lookin," said Grimmjow and winked.

"Hey," I said.

I walked passed Grimmjow and started to put on my pajamas.

"Why ya doing that?" asked Grimmjow," there gonna be removed anyways."

"Got stufff to do that's why," I said," plus I need to ask you some questions."

"I ain't in shit am I?"

"No," I said," but I should have said yes just to make you sweat."

"Asshole," he said.

"Takes one to know one."

I was now fully dressed and turned to Grimmjow.

"You know when ya basically beat my ass down?" I asked.

"Yeah," said Grimmjow," why?"

"Remember you said something like I wasn't as tough as last time?" i questioned.

"Yeah?" he said.

"I remember our previous fights," I said," the two here and the one in hueco mundo."

Grimmjows eyes went wide.

"So why couldn't I remember?" I asked," or anything inside Hueco Mundo? I remember battling Aizen and saving everyone here and anything before I met you. So why can't I remember anything with you in it?"

"Uh..." said Grimmjow," I don't know.'

"Don't bullshit," I snapped," tell me now. I've missed out on so many memories from there. I know I faught people. A lot of people. I killed a man."

"Yeah," he said," you did. Almost killed me. I begged for it. Ya never did finish me off. Nnoitra almost did but I managed to make it on the streets and call an ambulance. I'm guessing that Kiksue dude did something or ya got a concusion. I don't really know. I feel bad ya know. Beatin the shit outta you and all...Well not really. It was really fun except for me almost dieing but you could probably say the same thing."

"Wow," I repiled," shit I should of never got in the gang life. Just beating people up was easy and fun."

"Yer own fault," he said.

"Shut up," I said.

"Come on," he said," I was only joking around."

"Didn't sound like it," I said.

"So you gonna forgive me for all the shit that happened?" he asked.

"Maybe," I sid slyly.

Walking away I had a huge grin on my face but was tackled to the ground my Grimmjow.

"Ow!" I complained.

"So where were you today?" Grimmjow asked.

"Talkative today aren't we?" I asked.

"No I just wanted to know," he said," stopped by to harras you and you were out."

"It's the anniversery of my moms death," I said.

"Hmm," he said," sad shit I guess."

"Not really," I said," more when I was a kid but I learned I'm just going to try my best and protect people."

"Still always trying to be the hero," said Grimmjwo and chuckled.

"Shut up," I said.

The rest of the night went well. I finished marking my papers and was able to spend the night cuddling Grimmjow. The next day I went out to lunch with my old firends and he told me about the times in Heuco Mundo. Renji teased me about some girl named Neliel who clung to me and I told him to shut up since the girl was only a kid. Orihime was only able to tell me of my final battle with Grimmjow and Orihime and Uryuu told me about about the battle with Ulquiorra. Something had gone wrong and Shiro had stepped in and basically killed Ulquiorra for me. It made me sick to my stomach. Though it felt nice to be around them. I never showed it since I still scowled but really it was my thing and it was out of habit now. After three I decided to walk home to meet Karin and Yuzu alond with their boyfriends Toshiro and Jinta. When I opened the door I wasn't greeted with my dad trying to kick me in the face.

"Karin Yuzu!" I called," anyone home?"

Taking of my shoes I closed the door and walked further into the house. I entered the living rooom to see Toshiro and Karin kissing. I began to walk out of the room when Karin opened her eys.

"Ichi-nii!" Karin almost yelled," you know your suppose to announce you're here when you arrive right?"

"I did," I replied," hello Toshiro."

"I told you it's Hitsugyua to you," said Toshiro.

"What ever Toshiro," I said," nice to see you again. Just wish we hadn't met for the first time under this scene. So were is Yuzu making otu with Jinta too?"

"No!" protested Karin who was obviously embarressed," Jinta went with Yuzu to go get groceries for dinner."

"Oh," I said," well I'm just going to watch television. Where's the old man."

"somewhere," said Karin.

"Probably trying a sneak attack," I said.

"Probably," she said.

Sitting in the seat farthest from the couple I turned on the television. There weren't any games on so I could watch what ever I wanted. Though I didn't really know. I flipped through the channels probably half a dozen times before Karin got annoyed and got up snatching the remote from my hands and turning the television off. The door opened and my body tensed. Either it was dad trying that sneak attack or it was Yuzu. When the door opened to reveal Yuzu' light brown hair I sighed in relief but was struck in the back of the head by a pair of feet having me face plant into the ground.

"You stupid old man!" I yelled.

Turning around I punched him in the face.

"Dad, Ichi-nii!" cried yuzu," stop fighting."

"I'm sorry my darling Yuzu," said Isshin," I won't fight with him againI swear."

"You always say that old man," said Karin.

"I am not old!" protested Isshin.

"Mhmm you keep on tellin yoursself that," said Karin.

"I'm going to go make dinner," said Yuzu,"Jinta you can sit down in the living room if you want."

"Sure," said Jinta.

Jinta walked in wearing some shorts and a t-shirt somewhat like the typical style he had as a kid.

"Whoa it's carrot top," said Jinta suprised.

I swear I felt a nerve in my forehead twitch.

"What did I say about calling me carrot top?" I asked while giving him a glare.

"Not to do it but like I care," he said.

"Idiot," I muttered under my breath.

Watching Jinta I made it seem as if I was judging him just to make him feel akward. I didn't do it to Toshiro since he was a gentleman I suppose and me busting him and Karin probably embarressed the shit out of both of them. Though Toshiro probably knew I would kick his ass if he did anything reckless.

"I'm just going to check on Yuzu," replied Jinta.

I ignored Jinta and sat in my seat until Yuzu announced that dinner was ready. When it was we all sat at the table having it be it's fullest that it had ever been since we never had family visit. I think that was because dad's family in soul society would farther not come here. If he had any and well I didn't even really meet mom's side of the family either. Dinner was a typical Kurosaki dinner and it didn't seemed to bother our guests night ended well I said goodbye to everyone and made it home in time. Life was good for once and for once I was truley happy.

The end. sorry I got major bored of this story and all so yeah sucky ending eh? oh well sorry took so long to publish lost internet and all. I'm workin on my other 2 stories at the moment. one is a grim ichi. if you read it yes there is a rape scene dont judge okay it was suppose ot be a one shot and all. then my other is an Orihime Ulquiorra one and if you like that pair warning there is death in the stories. anyways later *waves goodbye for now*