Disclaimer – Don't own, we get it, stop making me write it all the time! Hmmph.


Kurt's point of view

Blaine wasn't at breakfast this morning, it was weird yet a relief at the same time, I couldn't handle seeing him this early in the morning, Wes hasn't said more than three words to anyone and David still doesn't understand the difference between up and down and continues as he would every morning, waffling on about random things that pop up in his head that we don't really care about, but we humour him. It's awkward and I don't like it, how can everything go from being amazing to being able to cut tension with a knife? I mean it's not as if I asked for it to happen, right? It's not as if I asked the guy I was crazy about for months to finally realize his feelings for me as soon as I got a boyfriend whom I'm even more crazy about, gahhh I'm conflicted. Okay hold up, I am complaining about two guys liking me, what has the world come to?

It was a Saturday so everyone was dressed casually, well as casually as a bunch of prep school boys can get anyway, normally we would be out, doing something, not exactly sure what, but something other than just sitting in my dorm room, with two other people, granted one playing video games, but the other just sitting staring into space. I know Wes wanted time to get used to the idea, but he isn't talking to anyone, this morning he just sat at the breakfast table and didn't eat anything, yes you heard that right Wes not eating and knowing Wes he is going to make his point stretch out over a few days. I'm worried okay, and even David is which is not surprising that he cares but I am surprised that he finally caught on. The silence lasts for a while after, the only sounds being David's video game and the sound of crazed teenage boys who had finally been let out of their cage. This weekend is going to drag...

Wes's Point of view

I can't believe him, I can't believe it happened, and, a-and why can't I just go back in time and change it all, go back and confront him, or do something, anything other than this, please! Blaine is practically my brother, and he is going to stay that way in my head, I didn't even realise that he liked me, how could I not have realized if he liked me to extent that he says. Blaine's not good at hiding feelings, everyone in the Warblers knows this, heck everyone in the school knows this! His feelings for Kurt certainly did not go unnoticed by anyone but Kurt.

"Wes?"

"Wes?" The second time I look up, only to meet Kurt's worried eyes. I hate seeing him worried, especially over something to do with me. With a heavy sigh I pull him down onto the bed and hug him close to my chest and kiss the top of his head. Why can't everything just stay like this, simple.

"Feelin' any better?" Kurt says whilst turning his head to look up at me.

"Yeah, as long as your here" I think that is the single most cheesiest thing I have ever said, and I've worked in theatre.

"As sweet as that sounds you need to tell me, or at least give me some sort of explanation to why you are so worked up about this, please?" Kurt asked so innocently with eyes pleading for me to explain I can't turn it down, even If I don't know must myself.

"It just that, I can't believe I did not notice that he liked me, I mean Blaine isn't the best at hiding things, especially emotions and I just can't see how I overlooked it. Its not as if I don't pay attention to what goes on and the way people act, I figured out he was interested in you the moment we all sat down for coffee that time, you could see it in his eyes that he was falling for you. He didn't even know you but he was falling, it was painfully obvious. And, a-and I am worried that when he said he isn't going to give up, he means it. I have never seen him so determined, Kurt, a-and I c-cant loose you, I just can't" I was sobbing by the point, still hugging Kurt but he was griping me tighter. "This isn't exactly the way I wanted to tell you but, I love you Kurt, even in the small amount of time we have been together I have realised that and loosing you, for me, isn't an option. I don't think I could live without you Kurt, and I don't want to try it. It would be even worse knowing that my best friend had you and not me." Kurt was staring at me now, what have I done, I knew it was to early to tell him but – I feel a pair of lips on mine. I moan, slightly startled and he uses this as an opportunity to deepen the kiss, slipping his tongue into my mouth. We stay like this for a good 40 seconds before breaking apart, neither of us had been paying much attention to David, who had got up and left some time ago it seems.

"I love you to, and no Blaine isn't going to get me, no matter how hard he tries, I'm yours, and I plan on stay this way" And with that said, and my mind put at ease he kisses me again, yeah I could learn to love this.


a/n I written most of this at school so the beginning is kind of strange as my teacher was over my shoulder every 10 mins thinking I was doing 'revision' ha. Anyway! Hope you guys like this very small, not so action packed chapter, I don't have any real direction with this fic so I am just taking everything as it comes and I am open to suggestions!