When I look at you

Prologue: Unwanted

Mikan pov

"Natsume-sama-" I wailed at the top of my lungs. "I love you." Finally, I said it. I looked him full in the face as I turned ten shapes of red. How I had waited to get the courage. I had been in love with him since I were 6 years old. That's ten years. Everyone called him a nerd but He is not! He is the most beautiful person in the whole world. I know, his raven black hair is a big mess like a bird's nest and it looks like he is a nerd but it don't matter. I love him and that is all that matters. He is also the student president at Gakuen alice. Amazing right?

I lost myself in those crimson eyes behind those thick glasses . They were so sparkling and cold but I knew deep down in those crimson orbs a kind person was. But to my surprise, he looked at me with a bored face.

"Not like I care." He snored. "Leave me alone."

`What? ´ I uttered as I watched him turn around and walk. My eyes widened as I looked blank at him. Before I was able to realise what had happened, he was already out of my sight. I felt my hazel eyes get wet and I fell to my knees as I cried my heart out. He hates me? I wondered, a question I never would get an answer to.

"no…" I sobbed as my tears started to flow. `This can't be happening…´

As school ended, I walked home and entered my home. I just walked right in, not saying anything like I usually do. Who would? I was broken hearted. Natsume had… I just can't say it.

I entered the living room and I met Mr and Mrs. Komoki. Those I were living with for now. I was living from family to family because my parents had died when I was 6, the same year I had fallen in love with you-know-who.

"Mikan." Mrs. Komoki said serious. "Take a seat." I did as I was told and sat down. "Mikan, this is not easy for us to say and you will not be happy…"

`Not happy? ` I wanted to yell out loud. I was not happy. What more did God want to give me? I had already gone through the worst today. Being rejected. What more could go wrong? If I only knew.

"What is it?" I asked with a cold voice. They looked at me for a while that made me feel uncomfortable.

"Mikan-" Mr. Komoki started. "You have to move out."

"What?" I shouted as I stood up. "What the heck are you talking about?"

"You can't stay here anymore." Mrs. Komoki ended. "I have packed your things."

"But you said that I could stay here! What about my friends?"

"Mikan, you will get new friends. You will move to Tokyo tomorrow."

That was it. I ran. I ran my heels of. Out of the house, away from them. I didn't want to move! Hell no. I had just got friends. Good friends and I was finally going to the school you-know-who was in and no way in hell where I going to move.

I heard Mr. Komoki shout my name behind me but I couldn't go back. I didn't want to move to Tokyo.

As the night drew across Japan, I sat on a bench and looked at the starry sky. I was cold and scared. The only thing I had on was my school uniform. I let my auburn hair down to hold the warmth. I had no jacket, no money and no closets. I had nothing to say it in a simple way. I hugged my knees and watched the people walk past me. I envied them. They had a family, I had no one left. Well, it's not only me who has it this way, right? But still, I felt like I was all alone. Could my day get any worst? I have been rejected, thrown out.

I felt that I got hungrier by every second that passed making my stomach growl. People starred at me, but I didn't mind. I didn't know them and they didn't know me. Why should I care? What I was most afraid of now was that the police were looking for me or some of my friends saw me. They didn't know about my life. Sometimes I wonder if they truly are my friends. I had only lied to them. What a good friend I am. What seemed like minutes became hours as I felt water drop down from the sky.

"What now?" I questioned as I gazed up toward the sky only to meet gray skies. "Rain?" Just them I saw an umbrella covered me. I gazed slowly toward the person and meet crimson eyes.

"You must be cold." The woman said and took off her jacket and gave it to me. "Come with me."

At first I didn't listen. I just gave her cold eyes but what I didn't know was that they were saying "Yes." But my will was stronger. I sat still as a rock and watched the raven haired women in front of me. She let out a sigh and sat down beside me.

"You can trust me, Mikan-san." She stated as I turned my head toward her slowly.

"How do you know my name?" I asked.

"Seems like you don't remember, Mimi-chan." She smiled. At the nickname, I remembered a person calling me that. 3 persons as I thought one more time and I remembered that I didn't like it because it was the nickname my parents gave me.

"Hyuuga-san?" I said weakly as she nodded and held my hands and froze.

"You're cold-" but before she was able to say another word, I felt my sight was getting blurry. I couldn't hear her. And then I blacked out.

I opened my eyes slowly as I met a black ceiling. Black? I'm I dead? I asked myself and sat up in the bed.

"Where am I?" I questioned as I stood up but fell to my knees instant. I sat there a while before the door flew open and relived the same woman from before. Hyuuga Kaoru. She was a friend of my parents but I hadn't seen her for years.

"Mikan, you shouldn't stand up." She said and carried be in the bed. "You have a fever."

"But I have to go." I uttered. I couldn't be sick.

"No, Mikan." Kaoru stated. "You have nowhere to go so you will be staying here." Like I hadn't heard that one before. It was always the same before I was thrown out.

"no" I growled.

"I have already signed the papers." Okay, I hadn't expected that.

"I'm not going to stay here. I don't care if you were a friend of my parents. You're not my friend! So stop it."

But my effort was in vain. No matter how much I tried to protest, she won in the end.

"I will take my leave now. Rest, Mikan. I beg of you."

I nodded slightly and rested my head against the black pillow. When my world couldn't get any better, the door flew open again and something or rather someone stormed in. And in half-sleep, I was too tired to lift my head I thought I was dreaming, so the thing was probably gone in a couple of seconds. But the "Someone" didn't vanish. Instead, I heard that something hit the floor with a "Thud." After thinking and wondering for a while, I gathered my energy and lifted my head only to meet a pair of crimson eyes. I measured the thing with my eyes and saw that the thing was only wearing pants. And I did what any sane person would do in that kind of situation. I screamed.

"What the hell?" The thing shouted and looked at me and then I finally realised who it was.

"Natsume-sama?" I gasped.

"Who the hell are you?" He shouted.

Okay, this version of Natsume was strange. This version sure did swear a lot. The Natsume I knew was quiet and kind (Only her view) the perfect boy.

"Natsu, you're home~" Kauro said as her head popped out from the door. "I thought that you weren't coming home today."

"Why the hell is there girl in my room?"

"This was the only room viable right now." She explained.

"Like I f***ing care! Get her out now! I can't stand the sight of her."

Okay, who in the world is this person? This is not Natsume.

"Natsume, I know it might be strange but Mikan-chan will be staying here from now on."

"What?" he growled. I could understand him, but he didn't need to be so rude.

"Mimi-chan. This is my son, Natsume Hyuuga."

Natsume glared at me with a death glare that said "Go to hell" as I felt my tears come back. Oh, great. My biggest love is an arrogant bastard. And now I have to live with him. 24/7. Who is the luckiest person in the world?... Any guesses? Well… It's not me.

A/N: I'm here with another story. Tell me what you think of this idea and please tell me if I should continue this.

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Teru

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