Authors Note: I decided to create this story in dedication to the previous owner of this account, Amy. Forever my friend. And may her soul rest in peace. Oh, and I got this idea from that TV show on MTV, you know? The one 'I Used To Be Fat.' Yeah, that one.
Disclaimer: Never shall I ever own Naruto.
Key:
"Talking
'Thinking'
''Inner Sakura talking"
'Inner Sakura thinking'
Sakura POV
"But... I love you!"
Love...
Such a useless emotion, yet it is what makes the world go round. Honestly. love is simply a strong bond between two individuals . But as you think about it.. It is a simple scheme to trick mere mortals into breeding, being it usually always ended up in a relationship, and then a family..
Key word: Usually.
Usually is correct. Because if that one person you love doesn't return your affections, it always ends up in heartbreak.
I once loved someone.. Although, he paid no attention to me. Even though I was a foolish little fan-girl back then, he still managed to break my chances of feeling love anymore. Just by saying those very painful words.
"You're annoying.. I don't like you, Sakura. Go away."
Oh, and 'Go away' I did.
My very soul was reconstructed at that very moment. It changed..
I changed.
I began turning to food for personal comfort, and storing myself within the safe walls of my house when out of school, knowing that I would be safe within the confines of that small apartment.
Sure, I go to a public school where I am bullied because of my weight. But I put up a barrier to protect me from those hateful comments and whispers, where it would keep me from becoming close to any other beings.
But apparently, I never needed the barrier. Of course, nobody wanted to be friends with the Fatty, never mind want to keep in contact with 'it.' I was the lowest of the low. Hell, even the cockroach at their feet was considered higher authority than I.
But did I care? Nope.
It was easier this way. At least I didn't have to reunite with the unbearable feeling of absolute rejection once more.
... Who am I kidding? My life fucking sucks due to one simple fact.
3rd Person POV
"Love stinks."
Sighing, a chubby hand grasped the television remote, shutting off the electronic device moments after; only to plop a piece of popcorn into her mouth.
"Can't you see he doesn't want you, Lucy? Get off your ass and do something about it!"
Grumbling to herself, she was obviously talking about the television program she was watching previously.
"Do something about it, Lucy!"
She repeated, plopping yet another piece of popcorn within the moist cavern that is her mouth. But that's when it hit her...
"... Do something... About it?"
She questioned herself, furrowing her pink eyebrows.
'Do something about it, Sakura... Do something about it! Do you know what that means? Take your own damn advice! Do something about.. About this!"
'What was that? W-Who are you?'
Startled, Sakura shot off the couch in amazing speed she never knew she possessed, and whipped around to check for any intruders.
None.
'I am your Inner Sakura, idiot! I have come to help you.. Don't you know..?'
"Know what..?"
She asked aloud, walking around the apartment to actually see if someone was shitting her. Well, it wasn't the first time.. The highschoolers like to harass her, apparently.
'Everybody with the Haruno gene has an Inner. They just need a situation for that Inner to arrise. And you're lucky! You got me. Your true thoughts~'
'Inner' explained to the somewhat dense 'Outer.' Well, it wasn't that she was dense, she just had a hard time believing such a thing. She was sure that this was a prank of sorts.. But when she checked the whole small apartment she owned, she sighed and gave up.
"Okay... This is either a really good prank, or you're telling the truth.. Wait, do something to make me believe you."
Outer Sakura smirked, glancing around for any clues. But then.. Something weird happened. Her arm—the appendage she controls—whipped up and slapped Outer across the face. And of course.. She had no clue what happened.
"Is that enough proof?"
And once again, that was weird. She spoke without her consent!
"Y.. Yes... But.. What are we going—"
'We're going to loose weight and come back to school as an all time hottie! We just need to transpher to another school until that happens...'
"... Okay."
Nodding her head, Sakura aloud a smile to form. It has been a while since she had smiled.. And it felt.. Good? Yes, Good. But for now... They had to sleep, while they would put their plans together tomorrow.
And with that, outer Sakura walked towards her bedroom with an unknown grace, and her head held high.
The Next Day:
Sighing lightly, jade eyes cracked open, greeted with a face full of sun. Screeching as if it hurt the pinkette, she buried her head into her blanket, while her body wiggled and arched as if she was burnt... Just a normal morning of Haruno Sakura!
And just then, she fell out of bed; landing with a dull thud.
"Ouuuch..."
'Wakey wakey! Today it's time to begin our plan, Outer!'
"Oh right... The plan."
She groaned and quickly raised from the floor, stretching her arms over her head and arching her back until hearing the 'pop' of her back when she cracked it. Satisfied, she smiled to herself and let her arms drop to her sides, letting her gaze look around her tiny room.
It was a simple room, really. Plain white walls, a plain white ceiling, with floor boards that were pitch black. For the floor, they're cherry wood. Off to her right, there was her closet door which was filled with many of her clothes, and to her left, was the messy bed she just emerged from. Nothing more in her room, unless you counted the dust bunnies under her bed. Or the door which was placed right in front of her, which led to the hallway with contained her bathroom door, living room, and kitchen.
Have you noticed yet? There was only one bedroom, which was hers. So therefore, she was living alone. She would rather not talk about where her parents were, because she was trying to forget herself.
Who would want to remember their own parents throwing you out of their house because they thought you were old enough to live on your own? The only contact she has with them is the monthly check they send that can hardly keep her alive.
But alas, she didn't care much. All thanks to the food, of course! And thinking about food...
Her stomach growled. Loudly.
"Outer! Before you even think about stepping your foot out of this door to get food, I am going to warm you.. I am going to take over your body for you, and make you healthier and most of all.. Slender. Not skinny. We aren't Karin."
It still scared her that her inner could make her talk, and now finding out she was going to take over her body? They still had school- Oh wait. It was summer break! Well, she guessed that they had no school it was okay..
"Fine. Take over my body, Inner. But I swear.. If you don't keep your word.. I will find a way-"
Before she could finish her sentence, she was thrown into her sub conscience while her Inner took over.
"just you wait world. This is my time to shine!"
Authors Note: There's the prologue! But I must warn you all, updates will be very slow. As you should know, the previous owner of this account has passed on, and I am still griving over her loss. Also, I have promised to work on the other stories, so along with them, and this story, I will have little time to work on these updates when I have school work and such. But.. There is something you can do to encourage me~
READ AND REVIEW.
Ja ne.
~Amanda.