Hey people,
I have finally updated! I am so sorry! I know it was like 2 weeks since i last updated and I feel so bad. I promised one or two updates each week so sorry for not sticking with that promise. recently there have been some difuculties, but I would like to say thanks to one of my best most true friends Kristen Davis. Although I have only known her for less than a year, she is already a better friend then people i have known my whole life. So thanks Kristen, you're the best.
Bye sweeties, Cammie.
(Rose P.O.V)
"Roza, please. I love you." Dimitri whispered as he stepped closer to me. I leaned away from him.
"That isnt enough. I'm sorry, but I cant." i said quietly. He flinched when I said that but he wasnt giving up.
"I know it hurt Roza, but it wasnt really me. I love you and wouldnt do that to you." He said as he grabbed my hand. i squeezed his hand tightly and a tear slid down my cheek as i said,
"I dont love you anymore." He let go of my hand and jumped back then he nodded his head slowly.
"Oh, i understand." He siad as he turned and left. As soon as he was out of the room, I jumped onto my bed and cried into my pillow. There was a knock on my door but i ignored it. The door opened and I looked over my shoulder and saw Christian. he ran to my bedside when he saw the tears, and grabbed my hand.
"What's wrong?" He asked me quietly.
"Dimtri came to talk to me." i whispered. I saw pain flash through his eyes.
"Then why are you crying? Yous hould be happy." He said as he sat on the bed and pulled me onto his lap. What is he talking about, I wondered. Then I realized he thought I had gotten back togther with Dimtri.
"I'm not with him." I said as I laid my head on his shoulder.
"Then what happened?" he asked me.
FLASHBACK:
After I left Lissa's room no one followed me, not even Christian and i was kind of happy about that because I was ready to hit something. i couldnt she would do this to me! i would have given up my life for her, she was my best friend, my sister, then she did this to me! As i was thinking I didnt notice the knock on the door.
Dimtri had just walked into the room, and all I had was a bra and a pair of shorts on. His eyes widened, and I saw lust in them. He stood and stared at me, while i blushed.
"Can you like turn around please?" i asked him, he nodded his head and then slowly turned around. I flitted to the otherside of the room and grabbed my t-shirt. i slid it over my head then moved and perched on the edge of my bed.
"Ok, Im decent." i said, then he turned and looked at me with longing.
"Roza, I love you so much." he said as he moved forward and crushed me to his chest. i pushed him away from me, and saw the hurt look in his eyes. I ignore the look on his face and glared as i asked,
"What the hell do you think your doing?" he flinched at how loud I was and he took a small step towards me with his hands up. The way you would approach a wounded animal, and this made me more mad than I had been.
"Roza, whats wrong?" he asked me.
"Dont call me Roza!" i yelled. He stepped back and his eyes widened.
"And dont ask whats wrong! i can never look at you the same again! Imagine how easily that really could have been you with Lissa. Then you didnt even tell me! If you had of told me it could have been different." I screamed at him. He grabbed my hand as I went to punch him. He pulled it down to my side and I shivered as he leaned down and his breath blew on my neck. No matter what I would always love him, btu things werent the same.
"im sorry I didnt tell you, but me and Adrian decided it would be better if you didnt know because Lissa might find out somehow, if we had of told you. There is no way lissa coud get me to be with her, even if she used compulsion." Dimitri said calmly to me.
"Dont lie to me." I whispered.
"What?" DImitri asked. He was incehs away! How had he not heard me!
"I said dont lie to me!" i yelled as I backed away from him.
"Roza please-" he started but I cut him off.
"No! I wont listen to your lies anymore. You wouldnt be able to resist compulsion! And Adrian wanted to tell me. he told me! He said you were the one who decicded not to tell anyone and he just went with it because he just didnt want me to be hurt! But look how well that worked." I yelled at him.
"Roza, please. I love you." Dimitri whispered as he stepped closer to me. I leaned away from him.
"That isnt enough. I'm sorry, but I cant." i said quietly. He flinched when I said that but he wasnt giving up.
"I know it hurt Roza, but it wasnt really me. I love you and wouldnt do that to you." He said as he grabbed my hand. i squeezed his hand tightly and a tear slid down my cheek as i said,
"I dont love you anymore." He let go of my hand and jumped back then he nodded his head slowly.
"Oh, i understand." He said as he turned and left.
END OF FLASHBACK
"Oh Rosie. It's ok. Eveyrthing will be fine." Christian whispered into my hair as he held me close. My tears finally stopped, and he pulled back and looked at me with sadness in his eyes.
"Lissa and I talked today." I pulled back from him, and my guard went up.
"Are you together again?" I asked him with a cold look, and my bitch voice.
"No. i told her there is someone else." he whispered as he leaned slowly forward. I leaned in and our lips met. it was fireworks. The electricity between us tingled me and ran through my body.
"That someone is you." Christian said as he pulled back. i smiled and kissed him again. We lay in my bed talking of random things, smiling and being happy in the blissful haze of our new realationship. Finally i decided we had enough time and I grimly asked him,
"What happened between you and Lissa?"
Heyy, I hope you like where I am heading with this story. Also please dont hate me for putting Christian and Rose together for the moment. They need comfort and they will find that together. Please review! I love you all even if you hate it,
love Cammie.