Chapter 1:

I hate Feliciano! No… that's not true… He- No! I hate him! No! He's my little brother, I don't hate him! Yes… I do hate him! Everyone always hangs around Feliciano. I'm left alone in the darkness! No one cares about me! Not even that bastard Spain! Everyone loves Feliciano! No… I… Wait… What… I don't even know anymore… I can't think.

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A young Spaniard, around 20, sighed as he sat down on the couch downstairs. His ivory hand brushed through his messy brown hair as his emerald eye stared at the ceiling. He didn't know what to do anymore. The Italian that he loves had locked himself in his room and didn't want to come out.

Lovi… he thought with a sigh. Lovino hadn't eaten in three days. At this rate, he would die of starvation and dehydration. A knock came at the door and the Spaniard stood up. He walked to the brown wooden doors, grabbed the handle, and opened it to see a short Italian with light brown hair standing there.

"C-Ciao Antonio," the Italian weakly smiled as he looked up at the Spaniard. Antonio didn't smile though.

"Hey Feli…" he said with a saddened tone. Feliciano walked into the house as he was invited in. Feliciano looked at Antonio with concern.

"Uh… S-So… How is fratello?" Antonio shook his head with regret.

"He still hasn't come out of his room, and he hasn't eaten anything for three days now… I'm worried but…" Feliciano nodded.

"I-I'll go take to him." Antonio nodded as he watched Feliciano ascend the stairs towards Lovino's room. He sighed. What would he do if Lovino died? What point would there be in living anymore?

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"L-Lovino," Feliciano said as he walked into his brother's room. An Italian with dark brown hair said at the window sill, staring out of it almost as if he were a statue that were to never be moved from its spot. Lovino didn't move though. He stayed still. Feliciano took a deep yet quiet breath as he smiled and ran to his brother, hugging him. "Lovino! I missed you!"

Lovino said and did nothing. Feliciano stood up and looked at his brother with concern. What could've caused his brother to be in such a state? When he had hugged Lovino, he could feel that he was smaller than before form lack of nutrition in his body. Feliciano slightly shook as he looked around the room. It was a fairly small room. A bed on one side and a dresser on the other, a large window where one could sit and look out of it like Lovino was doing now. That was about all that was in the room with the wooden floors and pale walls.

"Hey Lovino, do you want to take a walk?" Feliciano asked happily, trying to keep his spirits up even with the state his brother was in. No answer. "How about we get some pasta?" No answer. "How about some Gelato?" No answer. Feliciano's tone was starting to sadden the more he continued with asking Lovino what he wanted to do. He pained him. Why was Lovino like this? He didn't understand. Feliciano grabbed his brother's pale ivory hand and this was enough for Lovino to finally look at him. However, his amber eyes were dull and lifeless. It was like he had no soul.

Lovino's lips moved to speak, but nothing came out. He was mute. Feliciano wanted to cry but he kept smiling as he gave his brother a piece of paper and pen to write down what he wanted to say. Lovino took them and wrote before holding it up.

'Get the hell away from me Feliciano,' the paper read. Feliciano felt his heart shatter as he saw what his brother wanted to say. Tears formed on the rims of his eyes, wanting to flow over. Feliciano quickly turned and ran out of the room. Lovino turned his attention back to the outside world through his window.

Feliciano cried as he ran down the stairs. Antonio looked at him with concern. "W-What's wrong Feli?" he asked. Feliciano ran up to Antonio and hugged him, crying into his chest.

"L-Lovino… he… he doesn't like me… anymore…" Feliciano's voice choked out in a muffle, but Antonio could understand him. He became saddened as he petted the Italian's head. He didn't know what to say or to do. All he could do was try to comfort Feliciano with movements. What had gotten into Lovino?