Here is the final installment of Wound Up Tight. Thank you to everyone has had read, reviewed and/or alerted! Again, rated M, for everything!
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Part IV
"Rach, please let me in." Finn pleaded through her bedroom door. "It has been 2 days. Can't you just forgive me?"
"No, Finn, what you did totally crossed the line of acceptable behavior and I can't just forgive you." She replied curtly. He slid against her door, his back pressed up against the hard wood surface.
"I am not leaving until you talk to me. Besides, didn't what you did in the closet cancel it out?" He asked and paused, where had he heard that logic before?
"No, it doesn't cancel it out. You humiliated me."
"Come on Rach, no one knew what was going on." He didn't realize she was opening the door until he fell backwards and landed flat at her feet. The upside to hitting his head against the floor was that he could see under her skirt. She looked down and she saw where he was focusing she groaned and walked back into her room.
"You are such a child!" He scrambled to his feet cursing the minute he listened to Puck. He followed her into the bedroom disappointed when he saw she had her back to him while staring blankly out the window. She sniffled and whispered brokenly,
"Kurt knows. I guess he figured it out and after hours of crying on his shoulder he promised not to tell anyone…God you humiliated me." That is why Kurt hadn't talked to him. He knew. Damn it. He cautiously walked towards her and wrapped his arms around her pulling her back against him. Grateful when she didn't pull away he sighed and kissed the top of her head.
"I am so sorry. I…I really didn't mean for anyone to find out." She lowered her head and then turned to face him. When she looked up at him her eyes were red and swollen. She had obviously been crying.
"Why? Why would you do that to me? After what almost happened and why it didn't. I just don't understand how you think?" He ran his hand through his hair and paced the room. He knew he had to tell her why he did what he did, but the minute he did, he knew she was going to ballistic and not in a good way. "Finn?" Now or never.
"Okay, I am going to tell you but you have to promise not to freak?" She crossed her arms, looking quite unamused.
"I will promise no such thing. Now tell me!" He threw his hands in the air and grunted.
"Fine, but you aren't going to like it." When she continued he stare he blurted it out. "Puck said it would be a good idea." She stood there for a few seconds her mouth opening and closing as if she had something to say, but completely lost her voice. He smiled to himself that he finally rendered her speechless, but then she spoke…loudly. Thank goodness her Dads weren't home.
"You…you talked to Noah? About me? About us?" She shouted motioning between them. "What the hell were you thinking? After all the drama that we had surrounding him, you decided to talk to him about our sex life?"
"Oh and now it's Noah again." Finn spat and cursed when she took in a shaky breath.
"Really Finn, does it make it easier if I say Puck?" She cocked her head to said and looked at him probingly, "If so, fine, why did you discuss our sex life with Puck? Better?" Something about her tone and look made him lose his grip. Why did she always have that sound that way when she referred to him? Honestly, he didn't really want to go down that road, so he picked a fight about something else instead?
"What sex life? We haven't had sex?" He replied back and when she gasped he felt like he had been slapped.
"Well, whose fault is that? I mean, I was willing and you…you…God, I can't believe you still had her number on your phone!" He turned around and shouted,
"Oh, look and now we are back to that. I already told you, I didn't change the damned ring tone because I never answered it. I just didn't think about it." She suddenly looked sad and wrapped her arms around her tiny body, like a protective cocoon.
"Did you ever think about how it would make me feel ? Have you ever thought about how something you do, will affect me?" He felt like he had been sucker punched. Just because it hadn't mattered to him, didn't mean it wouldn't have affected her and here he was yelling at her like an ass. So he swallowed whatever pride he had left and quickly wrapped her in his arms, hoping she wouldn't push him away.
"I am so sorry. You have no idea." She shook her head and stepped back breaking the embrace. He stared at her wiping away tears. This was so not happening. He inched towards her and she put a hand up to keep him at a distance.
"No, before we kiss and make up I want to ask you something, so that maybe, just maybe you will understand where I am coming from."
"Go…go ahead." He nearly sighed. She said they would kiss and make up, so that had to count for something.
"Do you remember when you thought I had slept with Jesse?" He nodded and his fist balled at his side. Not really liking this conversation. Didn't he just say he was sorry? "Right, so just say I had, and I am not saying I did, but if I had and he and I had an amicable break up, say because I was in love with you…" She paused and he smiled a little and she continued, "Would you have been happy if I had his number stored on my phone?"
"No."
"Right, because he wasn't just some ex-boyfriend. He would have been the guy who had a very special piece of me. Right?"
"Right." He replied through clenched teeth.
"So, what if I had something like, say 'sexyback' as his ring tone; wouldn't that just make it 100 times worse?" He didn't reply, but when he looked away, she had her answer. "So, do you see how that would bother me?" They stared at one another for a minute before he closed the small gap and bent his knees so he could look her in the eyes.
"I love you and am such an ass. She didn't, doesn't mean anything to me and I never thought of her as anything other than an annoyance. It won't ever happen again." She smiled slightly. "You believe me don't you? You know I would never intentionally hurt you. Especially after finally getting you back." She nodded and he wiped her cheek with his thumb. "I really am sorry." He repeated before taking the chance and kissing her softly. "You mean everything to me."
They stood in the middle of her room and he whispered again, "I am so sorry" before slowly lowering his lips to hers, softly brushing them together. He could taste the salt filled tears that were trailing down her cheeks. She pulled her hands up to his face and pressed her quivering lips against his. The kiss was need driven, not just for a physical connection, but for an emotional as well. She pulled back crying, still cupping the sides of his face as her eyes searched his.
"I am so sorry," he said again. She nodded as he pulled her back to him, his lips forcefully pressing against hers. He needed her to know how sorry he was, he needed her to forgive him, and he needed her to know that he needed her in every way. He still could feel her body shaking from crying and he was no longer sure whose tears he was tasting; his or hers. Not breaking the kiss, he reached behind her and unzipped her dress, letting it pool around her feet. Once it was tossed aside their lips found one another's once more. While backing her up towards her bed Rachel managed to with his help lift his shirt over his head and discard it with her dress. When the back of her knees bumped the bed, Finn laid her back, so his body pressed against hers. Her hands slid up and down his back, feeling the ridges of his spine and shoulder blades, caressing every inch of bare skin.
His hands slid through her hair and down the sides of her face and then behind her head. Neither spoke, their connection was indescribable. His lips left hers as they trailed her jaw line and down her neck. He laid feathery kisses along her collar bone as her hands moved through his hair and to the nape of his neck. He paused briefly before pressing open mouthed kisses down her chest and in between her breasts.
"I need you." She whimpered before his lips found hers again. He slid his hands down her neck and towards her shoulders caressing her soft skin. When he reached her shoulder he slid the strap down and kissed where it had once been. Once each strap was off she arched her back, so he could easily slide his hands beneath her and unclasp the lace bra.
Finn's breath hitched when he saw her breasts rise and fall with each rapid breath once he pulled away the remaining fabric from her body. "You okay?" He asked unsurely. Granted they had gone further than this physically, but he knew that whatever they were doing meant a whole lot more. When she smiled and nodded, reaching for him he leisurely ran his tongue over her already pebbled nipple, causing her to elicit a moan. He ran his other hand over her other breast, massaging and stroking the peaked nipple. When she gasped he ran his tongue teasingly over to the other breast and lavished it with kisses. He moved down her abdomen and ran his tongue around her belly button before kissing her along navel. When she wordlessly arched her hips upward he ran his fingers along the edge of her matching black lace panties and said,
"I don't think you need these." Without speaking she raised her hips completely, so he could easily slide them down before placing a kiss above her pelvic bone. He looked up at her, wanting, no needing to make sure this is what she wanted and when he did her eyes immediately locked with his and he thought he could literally see her soul. Which sounded super girly, but she looked exposed and completely vulnerable, but sure. Their connection was undeniable.
Finn lowered his head once more and placed several more kisses upon Rachel's stomach. As he moved lower, he was able to feel the heat emanating from her core. He slowly moved his hand down to tease the inside of her thigh. Feeling Rachel react to his touch gave him the confidence to go further. He began running his fingers over her wet folds and when he saw that she was already wet and ready for him, he plunged a finger deep inside her. She gasped and bent her knees giving him more room to settle between them.
"Oh God, Finn!" She nearly screamed as she bowed off the bed.
Feeling courageous he added a second finger and began to trace small circles on the tight bundle of nerves at her apex with his thumb.
"I always want to make you feel good. Only you. " Upon hearing his words Rachel felt her orgasm take over. She writhed and bucked her hips in reaction to his ministrations as she fell over the edge.
Panting and out of breath, she managed to guide Finn back up the length of her body and kissed him heatedly. She pulled back after several moments, looking at him through hooded eyes and said,
"That was amazing, but I don't think it is right that I am the only one getting to experience all of the enjoyment tonight."
Smiling back at her with a mixture of lust and love, he laughed and said,
"Trust me when I say I enjoyed making you lose control like that, but what else did you have in mind?" Without missing a beat she slid her trembling hands, exposing some of her nervousness, along his shoulders and down his chest.
"First of all, you have too many clothes on. Let me see if I might be able to do something about that." She smiled shyly as if she were on the verge of losing her nerve, but reached down to unbutton and unzip his pants. He didn't object, rather he helped her speed up the process.
In no time at all, both his pants and his boxers were discarded on the floor along with all the articles of clothing she had been wearing earlier, and he was now lying on the bed with her straddling him.
Leaning down, Rachel captured his lips in a searing kiss before trailing more kisses down his throat to his chest. She made her way to one of his nipples and began sucking on it and circling it with her tongue. As she did so, she could feel his erection up against her stomach. While she continued teasing his nipples, alternating between the two, she moved her hand down his stomach and took hold of his erection. Moving her hand up and down in slow, languid strokes she could feel Finn buck his hips at the contact. Breathlessly he said,
"Rach, I…you are not going to be able to do that for long. There is no way I am going to make it and I really want to come inside you."
That was all she needed to hear. She reached over to her nightstand and pulled out a condom, handing it to him.
"I know I am on the pill, but I figured we couldn't be too careful given the most recent…." He wrapped his hand around the back of her neck and pulled her back towards him, crashing his lips on hers. When she was wiggling on top of him to get more contact he broke the kiss.
"I love you, but you talk too much sometimes." She playfully slapped his chest before kissing him again. Trying to unsuccessfully open the packet and not break their kiss he reluctantly released her lips and with the condom in hand he looked up at her and asked,
"This sounds stupid and I know I am supposed to be the guy, but I am nervous as hell and my hands won't stop shaking, so would you…I mean…do you want to…", touched by his honesty Rachel kissed him hard and grabbed the foil packet back from him, opened it with her teeth and sheathed his erection. He nearly lost it as she carefully rolled it on him, caressing and exploring along the way although he couldn't help but laugh when she flashed him a triumphant, Rachel Berry smile when she got it on all the way, but then all humor was lost when he flipped her over easily, so his body covered hers. She caressed his cheek and he placed a loving kiss on her forehead.
"Please be gentle." She whispered as he now hovered over her. He kissed her softly and ran his hands through her hair, caressed her face and then leaned down and pressed a kiss on the side of her neck. She whimpered as he slowly slid inside her murmuring her name against her neck and gasped when he filled her completely.
"Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" He whispered his eyes frantically searching her for any sign of pain. She caressed his face and hitched her leg over his hip, trying to find a more comfortable position.
"I'm fine." She breathed out and he looked at her completely unconvinced. Here he was in utter bliss and she was hurting.
"Do you…want me to stop?" He knew at that moment he literally would have done anything for her. She shook her head no, wrapped her hands around the back of his neck and pulled him back towards her.
"Please keep going" She shifted again and he groaned, " it is better now and I knew it wouldn't feel good the first time, but I want to do this with you…I love you." He nodded and inched his way into her virgin body.
"I love you too." He panted as his breathing increased and the gasps became audible as he neared his climax. "I am not going to last." She wrapped her legs around his waist deepening their physical connection.
"It's okay, I want to experience you releasing inside of me." He smiled at her choice of words as always. With one final thrust he came and collapsed on top of her, trying to hold as much of his weight on his forearms, so not to crush her. She held onto him, keeping him buried inside of her, not wanting to lose that feeling of oneness. When his laboring breathing slowed, she slowly lowered her legs and let him lie down next to her. Propped up on one elbow he gently pushed the damp hair off of her forehead, kissing her softly.
"I know I said this, well during, but I love you. I am completely, hopelessly in love you with." Smiling she raised her hand to stroke his cheek and responded softly,
"I know and so am….what is that?" Finn shrugged when she was interrupted by his cell phone ringing again, but this time it wasn't the pussycat dolls, it was…the Darth Vadar ring tone.
"I figured she should have a ring tone that matches what I think of her." Rachel didn't speak she simply smiled and pulled him back towards her for another searing kiss.
He was going to have to send Puck a fruit basket or something.
…and this my friends concludes my Fildo Haze Fic! Thanks for reading and I hope you all enjoyed it! A special thanks to tjcrowfoot and joshsgrl for all of your help! I am so glad I met y'all!