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My Princess

Some may say I didn't love her. Some may say I still don't. They are wrong. I loved her with all my heart, which is why I left her. She was everything I ever wanted, all I ever needed. She was the perfect girl for me. She was the girl my parents would be proud I brought home. She was my Princess. So, why did I leave her you ask? It was because she deserved better than me. She deserved someone who was good for her, someone who made good grades, who obeyed the law, someone who was perfect for her. Someone I couldn't be.

She would always try and make me be someone I wasn't. She tried to make me do the right thing. I remember one day she caught me doing vandalism on the side of a building, I expected her to scream at me, but she didn't. In fact she didn't say anything. She just looked at me, it wasn't the usual 'You're dead' look, it was a look of hurt, as if I had betrayed her. The look in her eyes was as if I had murdered her sister. That look of hurt, confusion, and betrayal. Surprisingly she didn't seem angry. She just walked away. Immediately I dropped the bottle of spray paint in my hands and ran after her. I found her at her house, laying on her bed, her head facing down on her pillow.

Turns out she was crying, which made my heart sink. That was my biggest weakness. I hated when girls cry, especially when she cried. It broke my heart. It took forever to calm her down, and even longer to get her to forgive me. Even though she did forgive me, I'll never forget that look of betrayal in her eyes. I swore that day I would never see that look from her ever again, and I didn't. Until season three, when I kissed Gwen. She gave me that look but this time it was worse. This look was way worse, especially when she began to cry. I can't tell you why I kissed Gwen, honestly I have know idea why I did. I guess I was caught up in the moment. I was glad I did though. I just wish I had of broke up with Courtney first.

Gwen liked me, I liked Gwen, but I didn't love Gwen. I loved Courtney. After World Tour ended me and Gwen began going out. It lasted a couple weeks, but slowly we fell apart. Gwen got a scholarship to some art academy, it was out of state. She was really excited. I was happy for her. We slowly started to lose contact after she left though. We decided it was best if we break up. I hear her and Trent hooked up again. I knew she still liked him. I'm happy for them, but Trent better treat her right. She is still my best friend.

I did think about dating Courtney. I was debating whether to try and find her or not. Gwen says Trent has her number. Turns out those two became really good friends after World Tour.

I bet Courtney is dating some fancy professor or lawyer of some sort. Seems like her type of guy. I wonder if he calls her Princess? Better not. She is my Princess, even though we broke up she is still my Princess, and will always be my Princess.

I wonder if she still loves me. I wonder if she misses me like I miss her. She won't have to miss me for long though, because tonight I'm gonna do it, I'm gonna call her. I'm gonna tell her that I still love her, and that I left for her. Maybe I'll get lucky, maybe she hasn't moved on... maybe she wants me back. Maybe, just maybe, I'll get my Princess back.