A/N: Ok guys! So this is my first time to make a fanfic. Ok. I don't want to sound desperate but... I really, really, REALLY appreciate it if you leave me a review. Oh yeah, btw this fanfic is strictly Jasper/Bella

DISCLAIMER: *sigh* I don't own Twilight (too bad) or any of the characters. But I did thought of the plot.

Chapter 1 – Hello Again

Bella POV

I glanced at the alarm clock that was sitting on my bedside table. It read: 12:04 AM. I was sitting on the edge of my bed with my battered copy of Wuthering Heights which was resting on my lap. I put my book aside and stood up. It's exactly been 4 months since he left me in the woods. I gasped at the sudden thought of him. My knees buckled underneath me I fell down to my knees and grabbed my chest to try to fight the tears that were fighting its way out. I took in deep breaths. Even if I fought the tears from coming, it would never be enough to keep the pain away. He doesn't want me anymore. He said so himself. I'm not good enough for him. I grasped my chest tighter.

No Bella. You can't keep on thinking about him. He doesn't know what he did to me. For 4 months, I was a living dead. He took everything away from me. When he left, it felt like I couldn't breathe anymore. He was like my air. My sunshine. My everything. I didn't realize that I was crying until I felt the hot tears that were falling down my cheeks.

I stood up, wiping the tears from my face. I dragged myself to my bed and pulled the quilt just up to my shoulders. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

Jasper POV

I ran away like I used to do every night. But I always end up in a familiar house in Forks. I never knew why I keep coming back. It's been 3 months since I separated with the Cullens. I couldn't take it anymore, the emotions that were radiating through them. Sadness, Grievance, Dullness and above all Blame. I know that deep down they blamed me for having to move to Alaska. I didn't want to attack Bella on her last birthday. I couldn't take in their emotions. So I ran away. I told Alice to not look for me and she obliged.

Every night, I would go to Bella's house. I would go there to check on her, so that I wouldn't worry. It is my fault that Edward and the rest of us had to leave her. Because we were all constant threats to her safety. So I did what I did every night. I went to check on Bella.

As I was standing outside her house, I couldn't help to think what would happen if I never attacked her. Edward would be happy. Alice would be happy too. Everyone would be.

I climbed the tree near her window, and I swung myself into the open window. I landed softly on my heels, not wanting to wake her up. I saw her asleep, covered in her quilt. I could feel fear, pain, hurt and emptiness radiating off her. I couldn't stand her emotions as they flooded me. I dropped on my knees, clutching my shoulders. She was having a nightmare as usual. She sat upright and let out a blood-tingling shriek. I stood up quickly and was about to bolt out the window when her next words made me freeze.

"Jasper?"

Bella POV

I woke up with another loud shriek. I looked around me and was relieved when I realized that I was still in the confines of my room. I exhaled, relieved that Charlie was still snoring. I kept him up almost every night because I had troubles of going back to sleep after having nightmares.

I was about to lie down again until I saw him.

"Jasper?" I uttered in disbelief. He looked as shock as I was. I didn't know what his reason was for coming here but I didn't care. I immediately jumped out of bed and went straight to him. I literally flung myself to him. Locking my arms around his neck.

"Jasper? Is that really you?" I cried. "Yes darlin'" he said in his Southern accent. He didn't hug me back. Then that's when it hit me! I quickly let go of him and muttered a silent apology. I took a step back.

"What are you doing here?" I asked. He raised an eyebrow "not that I don't want you here" I added hastily. He smiled "I don't think you'd like it if I tell you." He pushed me gently and made me sit on my bed. He sat beside me. I just looked at him, not knowing what he means.

"Is he... Are they... here with you?" I asked.

"No Bella. It's just me." He sighed. Oh. He wasn't here. I nodded, not knowing what to say. "You should go back to sleep Bella. It's getting pretty late."

"But I'm not yet sleepy" I said stubbornly. He chuckled.

"Still stubborn I see?" I sighed. He stood up and turned to leave but I grabbed his arm. He turned around.

"Jasper, please don't leave." I begged. He was silent, just staring at me. "Jasper please! Please stay" I cried. He let out a breath of air.

"Just one night" he agreed. I grinned and lay down. I patted the space beside me. I just realized what I did and suddenly I blushed. I didn't want him to think I was making a move at him. He chuckled and lay beside me. I faced his chest and grab a hold on his hand. He flinched at my touch but softened up.

I finally fell asleep with no worries for the first time.

Jasper POV

"Jasper, please don't leave." she begged. I remained silent, just staring at her. "Jasper please! Please stay" she cried. I looked into her chocolate eyes and there was no way I could resist her. I let out a breath of air.

"Just one night" I agreed. She grinned and lay down. She surprised me by patting the space beside her. She suddenly blushed a beautiful scarlet, embarrassed. I thought her blush was lovely. I lay beside her, breathing evenly. She turned her face to my side and took my hand. I flinched at her touch. Her touch sent a shock through my arm. It was nice. I liked it. What the hell Jasper. Why the heck would you think being touched by your brother's love be nice?

I looked at the sleeping face of the angelic girl lying beside me. I tucked a lock of hair behind her ear and watched her sleep.

A/N: How was that for a first chapter? Pretty good huh? Lol. Reviews please! You better give me reviews so I would write the second chapter! Haha