Part 13
Sora started shoving clothes into a leather duffel bag as the tears streamed down her face. She was tired of crying! She had been crying way too much over the past few days. Crying didn't solve anything. Didn't someone once say that it would make the hurt go away? The pain just got worse. In one second she had saved him. Then she had lost him. Sora realized the thing that she had most feared was indeed if he truly loved her. That night proved that he loved Dru. Sora was just a forgotten memory. How could she have been so stupid as to think that she could fit in his life after things had changed so much? He had moved on years before, why did she actually expect for him to go back to the pain.
"You going somewhere, luv?" A voice said from behind her. She hadn't even heard him enter her room.
'I'm leaving." Sora said quietly, not turning around. She continued to shove clothes into the bag.
"You can't run from everything, Sora. You need to face your problems, your doubts. Whatever might be troubling you." Spike said.
"What if there is no use in trying to deal with it? That everything you thought was, wasn't." Sora said trying not to let out the sob that was building in her throat.
"And what would that be?" Spike asked placing his hand on her shoulder.
"That you don't love me." Sora said in such a quiet whisper, Spike barely even heard it.
"What? Where would you get an idiotic idea like that?" Spike laughed, causing Sora to break down in tears. He hugged her to his chest but she pulled away from him.
"Why are you here, William? You have Drusilla now. Go live your happy unlife with the one you love." Sora said. Spike stared at her.
"I am with the one I love."
"But at the mansion." Sora protested.
"I was only surprised to see her there. Her and the Slayer aren't actually the best of friends now." Spike said.
"I don't understand."
"I don't love Dru anymore. I loved you first and I love you now. Nothing will ever change that. You are what kept me strong. I knew that somehow you would find me, pet. And you did. You killed that bastard to save me." Spike said.
"You mean it?" Sora asked. Spike wiped the tear form her eyes.
"Let me prove it to you." Spike said softly kissing her lightly on the mouth, not caring that he was still rather weak from not eating.
"Love me." Sora whispered.
"Forever." Spike said laying her on the bed.
The End
Sora started shoving clothes into a leather duffel bag as the tears streamed down her face. She was tired of crying! She had been crying way too much over the past few days. Crying didn't solve anything. Didn't someone once say that it would make the hurt go away? The pain just got worse. In one second she had saved him. Then she had lost him. Sora realized the thing that she had most feared was indeed if he truly loved her. That night proved that he loved Dru. Sora was just a forgotten memory. How could she have been so stupid as to think that she could fit in his life after things had changed so much? He had moved on years before, why did she actually expect for him to go back to the pain.
"You going somewhere, luv?" A voice said from behind her. She hadn't even heard him enter her room.
'I'm leaving." Sora said quietly, not turning around. She continued to shove clothes into the bag.
"You can't run from everything, Sora. You need to face your problems, your doubts. Whatever might be troubling you." Spike said.
"What if there is no use in trying to deal with it? That everything you thought was, wasn't." Sora said trying not to let out the sob that was building in her throat.
"And what would that be?" Spike asked placing his hand on her shoulder.
"That you don't love me." Sora said in such a quiet whisper, Spike barely even heard it.
"What? Where would you get an idiotic idea like that?" Spike laughed, causing Sora to break down in tears. He hugged her to his chest but she pulled away from him.
"Why are you here, William? You have Drusilla now. Go live your happy unlife with the one you love." Sora said. Spike stared at her.
"I am with the one I love."
"But at the mansion." Sora protested.
"I was only surprised to see her there. Her and the Slayer aren't actually the best of friends now." Spike said.
"I don't understand."
"I don't love Dru anymore. I loved you first and I love you now. Nothing will ever change that. You are what kept me strong. I knew that somehow you would find me, pet. And you did. You killed that bastard to save me." Spike said.
"You mean it?" Sora asked. Spike wiped the tear form her eyes.
"Let me prove it to you." Spike said softly kissing her lightly on the mouth, not caring that he was still rather weak from not eating.
"Love me." Sora whispered.
"Forever." Spike said laying her on the bed.
The End