Title: Total Eclipse of the Heart
Author: Semelicious
Rating: NC-17 (Suitable for Mature Readers Only)
Pairings: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto
Warnings: Abuse, Anal, Angst, Bad Language, Dubious consent, D/s, Oral, Graphic Lemon/Lime (scenes of a sexual nature), Violence, Yaoi
Disclaimer: I do not own 'Naruto'. I merely own this story which I make no money from.
Summary: "I wanted to save you and I couldn't. Tell me what I have to do to keep you here with me. Don't leave me alone." Uchiha Sasuke has returned to Konoha with ulterior motives. Will Naruto be able to change Sasuke's heart?
A/N – UN-BETA'D VERSION! New story! I know that I've been gone for a very long time. I have been lazy and busy. I am so tired of going to school. Senior year is so useless. I am not learning anything of importance. I'm just sitting in class….I'm bored to death. During the time that I was gone I re-read the Naruto manga. I looked for quotes that would make SasuNaru cannon. Damn that Sasuke, SasuNaru stories can't be cannon because of him. Naruto cares too much and Sasuke is just a penis. It is hard to keep them in character too. Damn that Sasuke. He's such a vagina. All he cares about is destruction. He doesn't give a crap about Naruto! Gosh maybe if he got rid of some of that sexual tension, he wouldn't be such a butthole. Naruto offered to share his hate and die with him. He vowed that they would die together. Naruto just wants to stop all the hate. Damn Kishi. Pulling drama out of his butt and making me cry. Naruto is just so dedicated to Sasuke. I mean he hyperventilated when he found out that Sakura and the rest of the leaf kids were going to kill him. It breaks my heart. This is why I decided to write this fanfiction. I believe that Naruto truly loves Sasuke in a brotherly way. It is just way too sweet. I literally cried when reading the manga. I am such a fangirl. I also found a pretty awesome manga called Beelzebub. I am in loveee with it! I will update my other fanfiction ASAP. My beta is busy with college and as soon as she has time she will beta my chapters. Please enjoy this new story!
(Turn around) every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
(Turn around) every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
(Turn around) every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
(Turn around) every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
"Senju and Uchiha. Fire and Hatred. Naruto and Sasuke….You two have been chosen by fate." Every time Uzumaki Naruto walked through the streets of Konoha he remembered Uchiha Madara's words. If they were destined to die, why was he still alive? No one spoke to him about the final battle…. No one muttered a word about the dreaded war. No one would tell him if Sasuke was dead or alive. All Naruto remembered of the final battle was Sasuke's body falling to the ground. After that image had been registered into his mind, he lost all consciousness. He woke up in a hospital bed and was informed that he had been in a coma for one week. Naruto was greeted by a swarm of happy faces and he didn't wish to bring up unwanted and unhappy memories…How could he do something so cruel? He spent the next couple of days gobbling down ramen and regaining his lost strength. Every time he saw someone his desire to ask the question was so strong, but he could never find his voice during that time. He couldn't utter a single word.
Naruto shook his head furiously, it had been a year already, and he needed to move forward. He was closing in on adulthood and he needed to act like an adult. It was time for him to forget the past…Easier said than done. He spent most of his nights trying to recall the fight that occurred. He wanted to remember Sasuke, every single word that he had spoken. Sasuke was the brother he always wanted. He was his best friend and rival. Naruto gasped as he realized that his eyes sight was becoming blurry. He had vowed that he wouldn't cry over Sasuke! He knew that he had to remain strong; he couldn't succumb to the sorrow that wanted to swallow him whole. Naruto had to move on. Sasuke was gone and he was never coming back.
"Sasuke doesn't even see you. He longs only for his own darkness." Oh how his heart betrayed him. Naruto wanted to forget, but it was very difficult. Hurtful words plagued his mind and heart. He wished that there was some way to erase all these painful memories. The memories were not making him stronger…It hurt too much. Every time he thought about everyone he lost, his heart would weep. The pain at times became unbearable. How was he to remain strong, if his heart and mind betrayed him?
Naruto looked around and noticed that he wandered towards that accursed tree. He cursed under his breath and tried to push back all the emotions that were beginning to assault his heart. Of all the places for him to unconsciously wander to, it would have had to be this one. Naruto cautiously stepped forward and placed his hand on the tree. A strange pulse shot through his hand making him look up.
"Sasuke doesn't even see you. He longs only for his own darkness."
Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
A trail of tears fell out of Naruto's eyes. Naruto gasped for air as his eye sight became blurred by his own tears. What was he doing standing there? Why was he standing there…Hands placed on their promise, a promise that had been broken long ago. Unwanted memories assaulted Naruto's mind. Every hateful word, every punch, he was remembering everything. He was reliving their final battle. Naruto gasps became much louder, he just couldn't catch his breath. His throat was collapsing, he couldn't breathe. Panic washed over his body as his hands grasped his throat. His body couldn't support his weight any longer; he fell to the ground welcoming the unconsciousness.
SASUNARU
"Sasuke!" Naruto shot up and looked around the room frantically. Was it all a dream? Naruto took deep breaths before looking around the room warily. He confirmed that he was lying in a hospital bed. Did that mean that it truly wasn't a dream? Naruto recalled that he had been walking through Konoha. Maybe he had lost consciousness and someone brought him here. Maybe it had been a dream. It had to be a dream! A small part of his mind hoped that it really wasn't a dream.
"Naruto, remain in bed!" A shrill voice filled his ears as his door was thrown open. A very pissed Tsunade walked into his room.
"This is exactly why I didn't inform you or any of the other shinobi that Uchiha Sasuke was alive. If I had told them, then they would have told you! You saw Sasuke and began to hyperventilate, Naruto. It has been a year and you still react in such a way. Naruto, I worry about your health. It seems that your only weakness is Sasuke. Please forgive me for not telling you. I didn't want you going through that pain again. I had a feeling that he would come back to the village on his own, he just needed time. I didn't want you going out on missions to find him and then you'd have to relive… I didn't want you to suffer."
Naruto blinked and then stared blankly at Tsunade. Silence filled the room as Naruto tried to comprehend the words that had just spewed out of the Hokage's mouth. Tsunade stood there waiting for the blond to react to her words. She really hoped that Naruto wouldn't begin to panic and faint once again. Naruto's mental health hadn't been the same since the final battle. Naruto was very strong physically, but with his failing mental health, it made him weaker all together. Her heart ached when she looked at the boy. Naruto's best friend, the one he cared about the most had returned to torture him. Sasuke's existence haunted Naruto, Tsunade knew that. Sasuke was the one person that Naruto couldn't save and she knew that it killed him. Kakashi had informed her that Naruto had hyperventilated when he found out that Sasuke was to be killed by his own village. Ever since then the boy had found it hard to breathe when harsh memories of Sasuke came to mind. He had sacrificed himself and his best friend for the safety of the village, such a selfless act. She was pulled out of her trace by Naruto's questioning voice.
"What?" Tsunade turned her attention toward the boy staring at her intently.
"Will he be allowed back into the village?" Naruto's voice was filled with sorrow and hope. What an anomalous combination of emotions. He titled his head to the side and waited for answer. Naruto gulped as a loud sigh filled the room.
"I'm not sure. I will have to discuss the matters with the village elders. I cannot promise anything. As of now he is staying in the old Uchiha complex. Sasuke is being heavily guarded, but I doubt he'll try to escape. You may go and visit him if you wish. I warn you not to tell anyone where you are going! I do not want rumors spreading throughout the village. Do not do anything reckless!"
"Thank you," the words were overflowing joy. The blond smiled and quickly jumped out of bed.
"I see you recovered quite nicely."
"Of course! The future Hokage isn't weak. I can recover from everything. "
A sorrowful smile graced the hokage's face. She wished the boy luck. She knew that Naruto could handle anything that life threw at him. But when life threw Sasuke at him, she wasn't quite sure if he could handle it. Tsunade had to believe in Naruto's strength. After all he had changed her heart.
SASUNARU
Naruto had been so excited to see Sasuke again. He had run toward the abandoned Uchiha complex, but now panic was stirring in his stomach. He kept remembering everything that everyone had said about Sasuke.
"Sasuke doesn't even see you. He longs only for his own darkness."
Naruto tried to push those thoughts out of his mind. He needed to forget all of that. Sasuke was alive and he had returned all on his own. Sasuke probably realized that everything he had done was wrong and he wanted to mend his relationship with the village. Naruto kept reassuring himself that Sasuke had changed. He had to remain hopeful.
Naruto slowly walked toward the entrance and called for him. No one answered. Where was the heavy security? Naruto cautiously looked around the old house. He walked through the empty hallways looking for Sasuke. A door to his right caught his attention and he slowly opened it. There he stood, Uchiha Sasuke.
"Sasuke!" The male turned around and walked away. Naruto could feel his heart crumble. Sasuke hadn't changed at all. Naruto unconsciously stepped forward, hands out stretched. History was repeating itself. He was once again chasing Sasuke. Sasuke was so close, but refused to acknowledge him. Naruto's fate was so cruel.
"Sasuke doesn't even see you. He longs only for his own darkness."
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark