Tell Me

Tell me that you love me. Tell me all of this wasn't a joke to you. Tell me! Was I wrong to let myself think for one simple second that you maybe were the one? Was I that foolish to fall for you, believe in you? Tell me that this 'love' you have for me was not just a way to past time.

I saw this coming; I should have stayed away, far, far away. I saw the glares and the looks of exasperation, but I chose to ignore them. How foolish I was! To think you were in love me, to think we could be forever together. What foolish dreams they were!

Though when I ask you, you do nothing? Just staring at me, shocked, with those once upon haunted eyes. That once, just by looking at them, was having me fall, falling so deep….. So very much in love, well that was what I thought till I finally, after all this time, found out the horrible truth.

You're acting like you actually love me, pretending to look so horridly pained. Do you know how much I want to believe that? Do you understand how much I want to bound into your arms and have you carry me and kiss me so deeply till I'm out breath, like you love me, just like so many times before?You went on with this lie for years, years! Why did it have to be years? You wasted my time, my love, for years! Why not days, weeks even? I would have forgiven you then, but you made it years, making me fall so deeply in love.

Making it so utterly unbearable to walk away from all we have. Having to go through life to deal with this bottomless ache where heart was torn 're looking at me like you are so completely broken that we are done and over with, but that's just me hoping isn't it? Hoping that even one small piece of your heart actually loves me. If it isn't just me hoping, why do you look so broken, utterly miserable even?

You were the one that did this, you caused this to happen! So I must ask you before I leave you forever….

Why?

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