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Chapter 1

Breakup, Beer & a Visit

"That stupid Tadase!" I screamed into the darkness of my room.

Tonight I was feeling very lonely.

"I can't believe he never said anything to me about them!"

I couldn't control the tears that were threatening to come out anymore. Suddenly, one by one, they sped across my cheek and onto my black and red comforter.

The moon outside my balcony shone its light over the entire city. I walked over to it and looked out. People walked on the street, mainly couples having a date and an occasional drunk guy.

Who would have known that, starting today, I would be single again?

I walked back to my bed and pulled out a six-pack of my favorite beer from under it. I opened the can, hands trembling, and took a drink.

The first drink was refreshing, but made me remember why I was trying to drown my sadness.

I remembered what had happened today after school.

What Tadase-kun had brought me behind the school for.

I had thought he wanted to take out relationship to the next level but oh no, it turned out it was something the complete opposite.

FLASHBACK

I walked out of my classroom and headed behind the school, where Tadase said he would wait for me.

My smile shone brightly while I walked happily there.

A girl's voice interrupted me.

"oh tadase-kun! Can't wait to go on our date tomorrow!"

Sensing something was wrong, I took a peak behind the school building. I let out a gasp.

Tadase was hugging Rika, one of the cutest girls of the school.

"Me neither Rika, I just have to take care of the rest."

The rest?

"Oh you mean your current girlfriend? I wonder how she's going to react. If I were her, I would kill myself if you ever left me."

What was she talking about? Tadase, what did you want to talk to me about?

The words that red-haired had said were beginning to enter my brain. Then I realized.

HE'S BREAKING UP WITH ME.

I walked out of my hiding spot and stared darkly at Tadase who looked at me with shock, obviously not knowing I had been there.

"Amu, I wanted to tell you something." He said, walking a bit toward me.

A tear came out of my eye. Inside my chest I felt an emptiness. My heart had been ripped away from that girl named Rika.I looked at Tadase sadly.

"I already know what you're going to say, Tadase. Better spare your words."

END OF FLASHBACK

And just like that, I ran away.

I ran away from my sadness, my x love, and my life.

I mean I TRIED to.

It didn't work at all so I soon found myself curled up into a ball in a corner of the room, crying.

Tadase-kun. Tadase-kun. Tadase-kun.

That was all I could think of. Oh, and his new girlfriend, Rika.

Tears flowed again, making me feel worse.

A Sweet-Bitter taste engulfed my mouth while I took another drink out of the beer and then put it aside.

The only image I could see was Tadase, with Rika.

"No, No, WHY?" I grabbed my face in my hands, sobbing hard.

This was my first heartbreak and I didn't like it one bit. The one I loved had left me for another. I guess she was actually better than me, with her good looks and high IQ she could do anything she wanted.

Eventually stealing the heart of my love, Tadase.

I sighed. About some time after, I finished the last can of beer. I had calmed down a bit, the alcohol doing what it was programmed to do.

"Ran, Miki, Suu?" I called out to my shugo charas.

The darkness in my room began to get even darker as the night truly came.

I knew it was pointless to call them. My eyes looked at my bookshelf.

There you could see 3 black eggs with x's on them, obviously my shugo charas. Once I thought or began to feel that something was wrong with the relationship

Tadase and I had, I began to not believe in them anymore, and what happened today after school was the brink.

I walked over to them and stashed them in a black box under my bed. If I saw them, I would get depressed all over again.

Normal POV

The 16 year old Amu took one last look at her room, sighed and headed downstairs.

She wobbled a bit, but came down unscathed. Her tears had messed up her mascara, making her look like one of those understandable emos.

The remote control was on the couch and Amu took it, turned the TV on and sat a bit on the couch.

It was really quiet but then she knew why. Her mother, father and little sister ami, had left to a cousins wedding in another city. Thinking that Amu would be happier alone, they went without her. They would come back in 3 days.

She wasn't really paying attention to what was on the Tv, but what was happening to her life.

Another tear fell on the couch, while she looked off into space.

Suddenly, she got up and went upstairs.

The Clock on her bedroom counter read 10:04pm as she passed it. Amu took some clothes, a towel and walked to the bathroom.

After she took a bath, Amu stared at herself in her bedroom mirror.

She wasn't the same when she had fallen in love with Tadase, 4 years ago. Her pink hair was much longer, reaching halfway down her back, while her body had grown into a more womanly shape, capable of giving guys what they wanted.

Her breast size had grown too, obviously, from flat-chested to a B cup. The only thing that had changed in her was her desire to party. Going to many clubs and having fun with her friends was what she had always done. Eventually, making herself get used to alcohol.

Amu was much taller, even though her fashion style never changed. She was currently wearing a plaid black skirt, the usual rocker belt and a black and white checkered tank top.

She brushed her hair softly to the side, feeling a little better after the bath.

Amu POV

I brushed my hair softly to the side while many thoughts passed by my head.

If I really loved him, I should let him go, right?

I had taken 4 years of his life, making him give it only to me. What a selfish act.

Right then and there, I decided that I would accept his decision to date another girl. Maybe he wasn't number one.

Just forget about him, amu-chan.

Wait. What was that voice I just heard?

He obviously doesn't even care about you anymore. But don't worry, he'll realize that you were the one for him.

"Who are you?" I asked, looking around my room and putting the brush down.

Don't worry, you'll find out soon enough.

And with that, I didn't hear her anymore.

Just forget about him….He obviously doesn't even care about you anymore…..But don't worry, He'll realize that you were the one for him…..

What did that mean? Was I finally going crazy?

I headed downstairs and looked in the refrigerator.

Damn, I thought to myself, No more beer.

The sound of the doorbell shook my head out of its thoughts.

"Coming!" I yelled as I ran and opened the door.

I stood there, looking at the man outside the door, in complete shock.

"Amu," said Tsukiyumi Ikuto, "Long time no see."