"Take me."

"Remus…"

"Pads. Make me yours" Remus moaned into Sirius' ear and rubbed Sirius' hand on his crotch.

"Whatever you want Moony." (CH6)


It had been two months since Remus and Sirius had started dating. Sirius had been ready to move back together and live happily ever after right after their first time together, but Remus had made him understand that it wasn't that easy and that it would be better for them both to take it slow. And they had. Everything had gone so well, that Remus was actually ready to take the next step: to move back in with Sirius. He wasn't completely sure if he should move back into his room or maybe into Sirius' but he was sure they'd figure it out.

Remus had been waiting for a good time to bring up the subject, but there hasn't been one and then Sirius had been called for a work thing that took him somewhere around the world for a few days. In day 4 Remus decided that he'd rather wait for the man at their apartment, took all his belongings and told Lily he was moving. Lily was both happy and nervous about it since she was still slightly mad at Sirius for the whole mess, but she wished Remus all the best and told him that if he ever wanted to have a slumber party he'd be more than welcome.

Remus stopped at the door that he had so often walked through without even thinking about it and took a deep breath. It hadn't felt this big when he'd first moved in with Sirius, but then again they weren't an item then. He took his key, opened the door, walked in and froze. His brain went completely numb when he took in the sight in front of him: Sirius cradling some woman in his arms and caressing her hair.

"Remus!" Sirius yelled after him as the werewolf ran out and down the street. "Remus! Come back!" Remus could hear the man running after him, closing in on him and in the end felt Sirius stopping him with a tight grip on his arms. "I told you to stop" he said breathlessly.

"Just let me go, please."

"No. This isn't what you think it is."

"You don't need to explain, just let me go" Remus begged and stared his feet, unable to face Sirius.

"The hell I don't. You think that there's something between me and Rena and I'm telling you there isn't, she's a colleague and a friend, that's all."

"You looked a lot closer than that to me."

"She just lost her fiancé at work, I was consoling her."

"Really?" Remus felt like the biggest idiot that had ever walked on earth. What the hell was wrong with him.

"Yes, really" Sirius said, annoyed.

"I'm sorry."

"You ought to be."

"Tell Rena I'm sorry as well. And give her my condolences, please."

"Fine. Will you behave if I let you go?" Sirius asked and Remus then noticed that he was still being tightly held.

"Promise. You should go back. We'll talk later?"

"Of course. You come by later?"

"If you want me to."

"I want you to" Sirius said with a voice that said 'Don't be stupid'.

"Then I will."

"Good, see you later" Sirius said, let go of Remus and turned to go.

"See you."

"Oh, and Remus" Sirius turned back, sneaked an arm around Remus and pulled him in for a kiss. Remus was surprised at how much he had missed the feeling even though they had only been apart for a few odd days. "Love you."

"Okay" Remus answered and then watched the other wizard walk away. 'Okay' had been his basic answer to Sirius' "love you" for the past two months. First he had told Sirius not to say it but the auror hadn't listened. Sirius said it all the time and at one point Remus had given in and stopped complaining about it, but he still hadn't said it back. It wasn't that he didn't feel it, he had been feeling it ever since school, but something in the mere thought of actually saying it out loud to Sirius himself seemed absolutely ridiculous if not even wrong. So he stuck to 'okay'.

Later that night when Remus and Sirius were cleaning up after the meal that Remus had made for them Sirius asked about Remus' earlier visit.

"I mean I hadn't told even James yet that I was back, so how did you know to come around?"

"I didn't expect you to be home, I was here to… water the plants."

"You're a lousy liar. And I don't have plants."

"That's cause you let them all die when I moved out" Remus told him and put the last piece of clean silverware to the drawer.

"Would you move back in if I got more?"

"I will not move back in just so you can get plants."

"Fine."

"But I will move back in so you can get a hot meal when you get home" Remus said and suddenly found the countertop extremely interesting.

"You… What?" Sirius wasn't sure if he was really hearing what he thought he was hearing.

"I could, if you want, move back into my old room" Remus said and finally turned around in time to see Sirius walking towards him. There was pause before he answered.

"I don't want to back into your old room" he said and Remus felt a sting in his heart. Then Sirius leaned in closer and whispered "I want you into mine".

"You sure?" Remus whispered as well as he slowly lifted his hands up to touch Sirius' chest.

Sirius' lips started from behind Remus' ear and moved with light kisses along the werewolf's jawline to his lips where they lingered before diving in for the deepest kiss Remus had ever experienced. "I'm sure. But…"

And there it is, Remus thought as Sirius took a step back, not too far so that Remus could still touch him, but far enough so they could clearly see each other. "There's something that we need to solve before we can go on with all this."

"Oh?"

"You need to trust me Remus."

"What?" Remus was surprised, where was this coming from?

"I'm not saying that you need to say you love me, you don't, but you need to trust me."

"I do…"

"You don't, if you did you wouldn't have ran off earlier when you saw me with Rena." Remus felt himself blush when Sirius mentioned his bad behavior earlier that day. "I know I hurt you, and I wouldn't have blamed you if you had never talked to me again, but you did. And we're here and we can't go on unless you trust me."

Remus was in awe, when had Sirius turned into this mature adult in front of him.

"I trust you."

"Do you? Cause I need you to stop punishing me."

"I will. I have" Remus said and he smiled at Sirius' doubtful look. "I promise. I love you Pads" Remus vowed and kissed Sirius. He could do this, they could do this. It was still odd, it was still something he had thought would never happen, but here they were and they would make it work.

"Well then. Let me show you to your new bedroom" Sirius winked at his loved and started pulling him towards his bedroom that had suddenly become their bedroom.

"I've seen it."

"Not from the angle I'm planning on showing it to you" Sirius said and they both grinned before they entered the room and got something better to do with their lips.


A/N: There it is. I'm sorry I didn't get to the steamy stuff, but you have my blessing to fill in the blanks, I'm also sorry that it took this long and that the last chapter might be a bit… unattached from the rest of the story. I've said it before and I'll say it again that most of this was written with no inspiration, which is really difficult to do, and I have to thank all of you that have had the patience to keep on reading and especially those who have reviewed and encouraged me to get to the ending. So sorry and thank you. xxx