"Don't go: Stay with me please," I reached out for Stefan. I looked up to him, and practically begged him.

"Shh: Elena and Damon will stay with you, I need to go do something real quick," he assured me, coming to kiss me on the forehead comfortingly.

I fell back down on the mattress weakly nodding ok.

I felt sleepy, but I couldn't sleep.

I felt something build in my chest. I coughed up violently, and saw blood in front of me. Oh god that was disgusting. Someone was behind me, patting me on the back. "Ahh," I groaned out feeling everything on fire. Pain and suffering.

"Go, get her a blood bag," Damon was the one on the bed behind me, helping me. Elena was standing there dumbfounded. She nodded and ran off to get whatever it was.

I kicked the covers off of me feeling sweat bead at my forehead.

I panted out from the unbelievable heat I felt suddenly. "Urgh, this is hell," I rasped out lowly, resting against Damon.

"It should've been me," he said sadly. "No one deserves this," I answered sleepily.

"You don't," he twisted and threw it back in my face. I swallowed loudly. My throat felt dry and scratchy. It was irritating.

"It's my time probably," I answered knowingly. "We're not letting you die," Elena said suddenly, coming into the room.

"There's no cure," I coughed up more blood. My heart clenched violently, and it was on fire.

I screamed and scrunched up in a ball, shaking in tremors. "Kill me now," I screamed out in uncontrollable pain. I looked up, and suddenly everything blurred.

I came in front of the brunette and slammed her against the wall. "You did this, you turned me into this monster," I grabbed her throat violently. "You bitch," I bit into the neck of the brunette. She was so weak and didn't fight against me surprisingly, though she was an older vampire than me.

I was suddenly ripped away from her. I turned to see it was Damon. "It's Elena: Not Katherine," he said quickly. I looked into his eyes. I looked back and finally everything was clear. It was Elena: Not Katherine, just like Damon said.

I looked back up to Damon, and felt shame hit me.

I darted out of the house, not wanting to be scowled.

I than caught on to a scent. I knew it would cure the ache in my throat and make me feel better. So I followed it.

I ran up to the food source and bit into the neck uncaringly. They screamed out and I quickly snapped their necks.

"Alex," someone suddenly called out. I yanked my head to look up over my shoulder. It was Stefan.

I felt more guilt pound on me.

I hit the ground and coughed up the blood I just seemed to digest. "Ahh," I screamed as more pain passed through my bloodstream.

Stefan was suddenly down by my side and picked me up. He than carried me all the way home.

I felt shivers and sweats run through me. I snuggled closer to Stefan's chest for comfort.

I cried.

"I don't want to be like this: please just kill me," I practically begged into his shirt.

"No; you can't give in that easily Alex," he replied stubbornly as we entered the boarding house.

They bought me back up to the same bed.

Stefan stayed with me; and Damon and Elena were both close by watching over my worriedly.

"I remember when we swam in the quarry together, and we were yelled at and punished by our parents," I suddenly remembered wryly. He held my hand in his for comfort. "I remember, it was one of the best days I had with you," he whispered against my hair.

I smiled warily and nodded in agreement.

"I watched you live your life after I turned and they thought I disappeared," I revealed lowly, with a reminiscing smile. "I always felt you were there," he replied knowingly.

I grabbed the blood bag on the side table and drank it quickly, feeling a sudden thirst.

I suddenly felt it coming back up again. I coughed up on the sheets. Gosh this was fucking disgusting.

I felt more tears hit me and I felt pain. It all mingled together naturally.

I convulsed uncontrollably from the pain. I saw they all were staring at me with tears in their eyes.

I rested my head in Stefan's lap. "God, I love you so much Stefan," I whispered through my tears.

"I love you: I wish you didn't have to go through this," he whispered, bending down to whisper against my hair. I whimpered and nodded in agreement, unable to answer vocally.

I turned to Damon and Elena. Elena was crying uncontrollably, while only a few stray tears fell from Damon's eyes.

"I'm sorry for everything Elena," I rasped out, staring at her. "You did nothing wrong Alex," she swallowed loudly, trying to hold in the sobs threatening to rip from her throat.

"Yes I did: if it wasn't for me, you and Stefan would've been perfectly happy, but I came and messed it all up for you," I sobbed out.

"Alex, if it wasn't for you coming, we would've never been able to see the truth, and you've helped us," Elena quickly said.

I was unable to answer. "Ahh," I felt my heart clench violently once again. But more forceful and longer than before. "Make it stop, please," I begged out to no one in particular.

"This will help," a calm recognizable voice interrupted us.

We all looked up to see Elijah.

He came closer and held out a vial. "Klaus' blood is the cure," he deadpanned, giving it to Stefan. "Thank you," I said weakly, looking up with him. "Anytime," he gave a weak smile. I tried my best to smile back, but it came out just as weak as his was.

Suddenly a gust of wind hit, and he was gone.

Stefan opened the vial, and tipped my head back for me. I gulped it down quickly, wanting to be cured quickly.

I took it back with ease, and felt it already working it's magic through my system.

I rolled up my sleeve and watched as the bite healed and disappeared.

I smiled thankfully.

Stefan watched in amazement. "Are you ok?" Damon and Stefan both asked. I lifted my head up, feeling it was more easy to move.

I got up off the bed, and hugged Damon. "I'm fine," I confirmed happily.

Suddenly we all came together and had a cliché group hug.

We pulled away quickly and I turned to Stefan.

I hugged him tightly, and took in his comforting scent. "I'm so glad I didn't die," I whispered, almost breathless.

"So am I," he whispered.

I leant up and kissed him happily. He responded back quickly and excitedly.

"Get a room," Damon yelled teasingly from behind us.

I turned to him. "You know you're actually in our room-" I fired back easily with a smirk.

We pulled away and smiled at eachother. "I'm going to clean these sheets, if it's ok," Elena said suddenly. "Oh yeah, definitely go ahead," I assured.

When she tried to slip past us, I suddenly grabbed her in a hug.

Elena was thrown off at first. But easily hugged me back. "I'm glad you're alive," Elena whispered before she pulled back and went to collect the now bloody sheets.

Though I welcomed my death before, and was easily prepared to die; I'm glad I didn't die, and I get to live forever with my….my family

Song: Running up that hill by Placebo

So, I couldn't come up with any better ending than that. But I hope you enjoyed. I will try my best to post the epilogue for this soon, hopefully Tuesday or Wednesday…..you know what. I changed my mind. I'm not going to do that, I'll just leave it at here and let you imagine how it went after this story.

But I do also have a couple ideas, for companion pieces to write and all. I could write a Damon/Elena version, with it alternating between both of their opinions and thoughts throughout this story, since it was mainly in Alex's POV for this.

Than there is a Elijah/Alex one I could write about their adventures when they were companions during that time.

And I could definitely write one about the relationship between Damon/Alex/Stefan when they were human and everything….. So what do you want me to write? Would you want me to write anything with this at all? Now I'll give you the full playlist for this whole story, which is very long :/

Do you remember by Jay Sean

Make me wanna die by The pretty Reckless

It's all coming back to me now by Meatloaf

Knives and Pens by Black Veil Brides

Tonight by Enrique Iglesias

I hate everything about you by Three Days Grace

Everybody's Fool by Evanescence

Mr. Brightside by The Killers

Just Tonight by The Pretty Reckless

Cannibal by Ke$ha

Castle Walls by T.I. featuring Christina Aguilera

Without you by Breaking Benjamin

It is what it is by Lifehouse

Figured you out by Nickelback

Hysteria by Muse

I will not bow by Breaking Benjamin

Little house by The Fray

I got you by Leona Lewis

Corner by Blue Stahli

The moment by Safetysuit

UltraNumb by Blue Stahli

Throw away by Blue Stahli

Taken Aback by The Rocket Summer

The Howling by Within Temptation

Blind by Placebo

Hurricane by 30 seconds to mars

Love like woe by The ready set

Who knew by P!NK

In my arms by Plumb

Saviour by Black veil brides

Black black black heart by David Usher

This is war by 30 seconds to mars

Diamonds aren't forever by Bring me the horizon

One of a kind by Placebo

Stereo hearts by Gym Class heroes

Illuminated by Hurts

If today was your last day by Nickelback

Leave out all the rest by Linkin Park

Running up that hill by placebo

(I'll post the link to the full playlist of it on my profile :D)