Chapter 5

Baby Shopping & Heart Break

Lily's POV

We ended up going baby shopping for more than half the day. After half an hour of shopping the boys decided that they would rather go and look at some of the new quidditch gear. We had everything we would possibly need. A crib, twelve pairs of onesies, three packs of thirty diapers, stroller, heaps of toys, a small bath, bottles and blankets. I kept telling Jenny and Dee that we wouldn't need this much stuff, but they insisted that James and I would need everything that we had just brought.

We met up with James, Sirius and Remus three hours later and had lunch together. As we walked back up to the castle I saw Severus sitting under the tree down by the lake. I smiled and told my friends that I would meet up with them later before going down to visit my friend. He jumped when I sat down beside him as hardly ever got people sitting next to him.

"Hi, how was your holidays?" I asked happily to my friend. He shrugged and went back to reading his book. Severus and I weren't close friends anymore since I had started dating James. He continuously tells me that James isn't the right person to be dating and that I would just end up getting hurt.

"Did you miss me over the holidays?" I asked. "I owled you, but you never replied. Did you get my letters?"

He shrugged once again, and I instantly knew that something was wrong. I took the book out of his hand and snapped it shut before staring at him directly in the eye.

"What's going on? Had James done something to you again?" I asked. "I'll remind him again to stop messing around with you, sometime he just doesn't take anything seriously"

"It's not just about him" Sev sneered. "I heard that your pregnant"

I frowned and looked down at the book on my lap. I felt horrible that I hadn't even told one of my best friends that I was indeed going to become a mother in a couple of months. I sighed and looked back up to find that he had started walking away. I jumped up and began to follow him.

"Sev, I'm sorry" I said. "It slipped my mind, please forgive me"

"How can I forgive you, Lily" Severus said as he snatched the book out of my hands. "You know how I feel about your relationship with Potter, and know your going to go and ruin your live by having a child with him"

"Sev, you don't understand" I started to explain.

"You're right, I don't understand" He said. "I don't understand how you could date someone so vile and cruel. I don't understand how you could have a child with him when all he's done is make fun of both of us for two and half years"

"Sev-" I tried to say.

"Lily, I don't think you and I should be friends anymore" He said before walking off with his book in his hands. I stood there watching my now ex-best friend walked away from me.

I walked up to our room and knew that James would be at Quidditch practice like he always is, so I let myself break down in tears.

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