Chapter 10 Epilogue

-Two Months Later-

TPOV

It's been almost two months since Edward and Bella started dating. They are so happy together; you can see it in the way they look at each other. I was jelous of her, I'll admit it. That could have been me that should have been me.

Everyday I watch as they show up together and walk hand in hand to there lockers then to English. Then I watch on as he gives her a kiss and she goes to government and he goes to calculous. Then I watch them at lunch. They sit together everday smiling all period. Today he has his arm around her waist. Finally I pass them kissing goodbye as I head to gym.

Most people in my position would hate Bella, but I can't hate her. I couldn't hate anyone who makes Edward that happy. He deserves to be happy after all I did to him in those years of walking all over him. Bella and Edward are perfect together. They make each other happy and are totally in love. I still rember the day they got together like it was yesturday.

I had just recently realized how important Edward was to me. He was the only person I knew who was always honest with me. I also had realized that if I didn't hurry up and tell him how I felt I'd loose him. I had seen it happening. He was spending more time with Bella and less time with me. I had already started to notice the looks he gave her. He was falling for her, even though he probally didn't know it yet. The day he told me I was too late my heart broke, I knew then that I had lost them and that there was no way to get him back.

Looking back I could see all my mistakes. I never should have broken up with Edward. I never should have treated him like crap. Lastly I should have let him know how I really felt a lot earlier than I did. Then I would be the one who he treated like a princess, the one he looked at with those love filled eyes, and the one who he would do anything to defend and make smile.

Then again even if I had gotten him I'm not sure it would have worked. He and Bella are perfect for each other and I think that if we had been together he would have left me for her eventually. Thery were perfect for each other and idon't think anything, exspecialy not me, could keep the apart. I could still dream, that was something no one could take away from me.

A/N: sorry it took me so long to update, I had this written in my journal forever but I was so busy I just didn't get time to type it up. I hope you all like this and I hope you have enjoyed the story. I know I will miss it.