While Invisible
No one sees me.
I'm here, but no one notices.
No one cares.
And I guess that's fine with me.
Except that he doesn't see me either.
And I don't know why that bothers me.
I'm used to not being noticed.
It usually doesn't bother me.
But I crave his attention.
I want him to see me.
I hate it when he makes fun of me.
But when he does, at least I now his eyes are on me.
He knows I'm there.
So maybe it's not that bad.
I watch him.
I've tried not to but I can't help it.
It's just this fire that burns through me.
Something I can't ignore.
I watch as he undresses alone.
As he slips through his shirt and unveils his beautiful, slender body.
I want to touch him.
And that scares me.
I watch as he pulls out his sleeping bag late at night.
When the lights have gone out and everyone has left.
It's just he and I.
I watch as he twists and turns, mumbling in his sleep.
It's getting late.
I should leave.
But before I stand up I hear him say,
In a soft whisper,
"Simon."
I smile.
Maybe I should stay awhile.
A/n: Thoughts? I frickin LOVE misfits! Please review!