Wow I don't even know how to begin apologizing for my long, long, long absence and not even putting this story on hiatus to let you guys now that I wouldn't update. I'm not really too comfortable talking about why I didn't update but I'll leave it at I got really, really, really sick and only got back on my feet like around Christmas time and to be honest I forgot completely about this and only remembered when I opened up my old email to check if anything important was sent there instead, and I saw the notifications from comments and I'm really sorry for sucking so much and leaving it at that but I'll write up the next chapters and hopefully update soon