I'm back again. Yeah. Some people are happy about me returning, right? right?

I do not own KHR, the character or you. You own yourself. I own the ideas. xoxo.

Your eyes were following the brunette, as he was making his way towards the door, leading to the roof. In your mind, you were telling yourself that the only reason your heart was pounding so hard, was due to Tsuna being nervous.

You really wanted to believe that, but as you pressed your hands into tight fists, your nails leaving half-moon marks on your smooth skin, you knew you were only lying to yourself. Tsuna got the best of you and you couldn't reject his cry of help, when he confessed his love to you. Your heart had swelled with happiness, only to be dropped and shattered, when he revealed that his love was Kyoko. The girl who used to be your best friend, she still was, but after this you couldn't see how you were supposed to talk with the girl again had Tsunas heart in her hands, the one that you had desired even before she noticed him. Before Hayato and Takeshi had come to his side. You had loved dame-tsuna and you loved the Tsuna you were seeing now. His development had made you proud and as he turned around to face you, you knew you had two choices. You could either encourage him to open the door or you could shake your head and he would be running to you, devastated. The choice was up to you.

Something inside you was screaming and you felt the pain increase, for every breath you took. You didn't know, how you even managed to send him a smile and a thumps up, when your heart had an on-going war with your brain. You wanted Tsuna to be with you, but he didn't love you. The ground was crumbling under your feet as you watched him put his hand on the handle.

"I-I'm in love (y/n)…"

"Tsuna… I…"

"I'm in love with Kyoko!"

You watched him open the door, and you opened your mouth, but weren't able to say anything. The words wouldn't leave your mouth. It was like watching your whole world fall apart and the urge to scream was so overwhelming. You knew Kyokos answer. All the things she had gone though with Tsuna would only make the choice easier for her.

Your knees hit the ground, as you finally let some of the sorrow out in form of tears. They were streaming down your face endlessly. How long had you been supporting him, without ever being rewarded? You had always been by his side, always and now he was choosing her over you. He had told you the truth about the whole mafia thing, before he even thought about telling her. Later Gokudera had revealed that he couldn't tell her, because he was afraid she would hate him afterwards. You hating him wouldn't matter. It never would. Everything you ever felt for him would never be as important as Kyokos feelings for him. Something, in this situation, made you think that he would even but a knife in your heart, if he could get Kyokos and that thought hurt.

"Crying on the school ground if forbidden."

Something made you look at Hibari, even though the sight of him disappeared as more tears blocked you sight.

"Can't you just bite me to death?"

He smirked.

"Later. Doing it now would ruin the punishment."

And with that being said, Namimori's Devil carried you all the way to the room used only by prefects, were you could cry your heart out, while he continued to punish the misbehaving students. You knew he would never even consider letting you use his shoulder to cry on, but him leaving you here, made you feel like your existence had some worth to it. Maybe you were imagining things, but something told you that he knew you needed to be alone now, instead of being humiliated and pitied.

You placed your hand over the place, where your heart was supposed to be. It was beating, but you felt anything but alive. In the silent room, you were able to hear the sound of your heart breaking. The sound was absolute heart wrenching.

Milli: Angsty... But at least Hiba-chan kinda supported you... kinda... if you super-analyze it and close one of your eyes and the second one and change the story and... Yeah... Review and request. P.S. I have a lot of requests, which I haven't done yet :( Shame on me... But... I will look at them. I can't promise that I'll do them, because right now I feel like updating something I want to write, instead of forcing myself to write something, where I don't feel inspired... so please support me u~. And I don't hate Kyoko... Or sometimes I do, sometimes I don't... Depends on who I'm writing for...

Hayato: If it's for Tsuna, she will find Kyoko, she will talk with her and she will kill her with her dying will if necessary.

Milli: Thank you for being so honest... I'm not losing reads now... not at all...

Mukuro: Kufufufufu~~

Milli:... I know some of my old dabbles might suck, since I wrote them years ago. literally... Bye *kisses*