Author's Note: I know it's been a long time coming for this last installment. Please be nice with me since it was really hard for me to get into the story again, but I just had to finish it. Not sure what to think of it's completion but it is what it is. Enjoy!

Maybe Holding Hands Wasn't Such a Good Idea

Part III

Koga's heart raced as he pulled up into her driveway during the desolate hours of the night. His hands were gripping the steering wheel tightly as if that was the only thing he could control. He wasn't sure why he was losing his cool, but Koga did know that this woman was the one causing it. She had set him in a trance and he was stuck forever in her. Quickly he ran his fingers through his bangs and zipped up his brown leather jacket, opened up the car door, and walked towards her front door.

He stood at the entrance captivated by her rather petite cottage home. It had a small white picket fence around it with a plush green grass in the yard. It seemed to be the opposite of who she truly was, what he knew her for. His piece of shit car only stained its dreamlike state.

Before he had the chance to knock the door flung open, and there she was standing in the entrance in a pair of old jeans, and an over-sized white sweater. Her dark locks surrounded her face perfectly, and fell just below her bust.

"Koga you're a little early, but that's okay," she said ushering him in her cozy home. He walked inside and looked around the room, noticing how tidy and cheerful it was. A few feet away from him was a fireplace with the fire already lit, and a large white mantle about it with tons of picture frames.

"I was just a few blocks away when you text. I was just going to pick up some items, but decided to wait on it." He walked over to the mantle to inspect the pictures but she grabbed his arm and gently pulled him towards the kitchen.

"Would you like something to drink?"

"Depends on what you have," he replied. Within seconds she was inches away from him her lips tickling his ear with her words.

"Would you like to drink me?" Koga's eyes rolled in the back of his head as he closed his eyes. He wrapped his arms around her tightly, and dug his head into the crook of her neck taking in her sweet scent. God she was going to make him lose it! He could hardly take it.

Slowly she pulled back and gave him a sinister grin. "It's too bad you were early, I would have gotten all dressed up for you," she said with a playful pout. Koga didn't really care what she was wearing, if she was wearing overalls and a button up he'd still bang the life outta her.

But for kicks he replied back, "Go put something else on." Her brown eyes gleamed with delight and she ran off, leaving him alone to wander. It was only after a few seconds that he remembered the picture frames. He had been curious because, well he practically knew nothing about her. Who her family was, or where she was from. Nothing. How did this girl enthrall him so much? Koga wanted to know.

He walked back towards the fireplace and picked up the first picture he saw. It was a smal silver frame with two small children, one was a girl presumably her, and one was a boy that was significantly smaller in age than she was. Possibly her brother? They were both playing in the snow and she had big toothy grin. She was a cute kid growing up. He looked at several other pictures before he stumbled upon a more recent photo with her and another man.

His heart started to pound and he felt his blood flowing through every limb on his body. In the picture, the man was on one knee and had a box with a ring in it. Koga glanced back and forth between the two, they looked happy. He put the frame back on the mantle, and stood back wanting to let his body go.

Why did the man in the picture look so familiar? Koga racked his brain trying think of a name until it clicked. Hojo. Koga remembered seeing him in the news a few days ago, he was a fresh face in the government and was recently engaged.

"Well?"

Koga snapped out of his thoughts as he turned towards her. His jaw dropped slightly as he looked at her from head to toe. She was wearing a black lace baby doll dress that stopped just above her thighs, with a matching black lace thong. She walked towards him slowly and grabbed his hand pulling him into the direction of her bedroom.

His mind went blank and all he envisioned was them together. She was drop dead gorgeous and he only wished he could claim her as his own. As he entered her room he was surrounded by her sweet cherry blossom scent and deep down it stirred something within him that longed to keep her close, as close and as tight as he could hold her and for as long as he could get.

She pulled him into a deep kiss breaking his thoughts and slowly her hands traveled from his shoulders and wound their way into his hair. Already he could feel his manhood stir wanting to break free, and she knew this because her lips pulled away and her brown eyes were lit with excitement and ferocity.

Pushing him onto her plush beige comforter she began to unbuckle and unzip his pants, removing them with care. This gave him a few seconds to look around her room and notice how delicate looking it was. All of the furniture coordinated together in a white rustic stain, and her soft peach walls were displaying nice pieces of collective art and other trinkets that she collected. He was so in awe of this woman whom he knew little about, but would go above and beyond for. Then Koga's thoughts went back to the picture on the mantle, and he felt a small ache in his chest.

He was so sure at that exact moment in time that this woman cared nothing about him. Figures the one person he would fall in love with already belonged to another. He shut his eyes and clenched his fists as he felt the sudden pleasure he was receiving.

Her tongue teased and pulled him back into her world, their world. She surrounded him and sucked him, giving Koga little room for small breaths in between. She was always like this. Always taking him first and breaking him form the world that he despised. But not this time.

Koga grabbed her dark tresses just before she finished him and pulled her head up. She gave him a quizzical look unsure of what he was doing. But Koga knew what was going to happen.

He slid off the bed and ran his hands down her soft back before he quickly lifted her and gently tossed her on the bed. She looked a little taken aback, but her smile stated otherwise.

Koga took a long look at her and made up his mind that he would be the in charge tonight. He was going to give her all that he had.

Very slowly he peeled his shirt off, his eyes watching her intently. From her expression he could tell that she was enjoying her front row view of his chiseled abs. He smirked to himself as he stepped out of his pants and boxers that were already at his feet.

He watched her for a minute as she lay on the bed, her sheer lingerie keeping his fingers from her soft flesh. She looked so stunning.

"What are you waiting for?" she breathed.

Leaving her question unanswered he crawled towards her on the bed and stopped so that his face was hovering slightly above hers. Her face was still holding a teasing expression.

"For you to be mine." In an instant her face changed to that of shock, and his lips landed on hers fiercely taking all that they could get. She could feel the heat emanating from his body and his erection rubbing against her groin making her womanhood crave him inside her.

She let out a soft moan as he pulled back leaving her lips wanting more. Very carefully he started to pull off her baby doll top, and gently he shifted himself so that he was laying on the side of her. Taking his right hand he traced the edges of her lips before slowly pushing his index finger her mouth.

She gently nibbled and sucked it before he pulled it out and trailed it along the edge of her jawline and then dragging it along her collarbone making a stop at her nipple. Koga watched as her nipple went hard at his touch, and he only teased it further. From her nipple he continued the line to her navel circling its outer edge before making his way down to her groin. She let out another moan as he applied pressure with his hands on her inner thigh. He ran his hand slowly down her leg and up her opposite leg, again applying pressure on her inner thigh.

She shifted at his touch opening her legs a little wider, sending him a quiet message. Taking the signal Koga removed her underwear before slowly running his fingers on her womanhood, feeling how wet she was before entering her. He moved in her slowly before picking up the pace. He enjoyed watching her squirm beneath him and watching her pant only made him harder.

Within a few minutes she let out a small cry before she came. "Ah! Please I want you in me," she panted looking into his eyes with fervor.

Koga quickly placed himself at her entrance and slid easily inside her. Fuck he forgot how good she felt and how easy it was to lose himself in her. This beautiful, drop dead gorgeous woman who was at his every whim, was his for this one moment.

He could no longer contain all the emotion that he had been holding back for so long, and in one swift motion he flipped her over so that all he could see was her back side. She let out a muffled cry as he moved in and out of her quickly, pulling himself out and slamming into her womb causing her cries to grow into loud moans that filled the room.

He could feel all of his emotions piling on top of him: his love for her, his fear of love, his anger towards Hojo, and his betrayal from her. Koga grabbed her hips as he pulled out and then pulled her back towards him, making her arch her back with pleasure. He did this over and over until he could feel his body tense. He knew he would come soon, but he wasn't ready to end it. Picking his hand up her slapped her ass and he felt her insides grip him and he almost let it all out.

"Fuck Koga! Oh God please fuck me harder! Make me come all over you!" she cried as she clutched the pillows tightly beneath her.

He moved his arms beneath her abdomen as he picked her up at an angle and then pounded harder into her. Moments later she came for the second time, Koga ensuing soon after.

She fell on top of the bed panting and he followed suit. He was crazy for her, and he hoped she would always remember how crazy she drove him. Sleep suddenly overcame the both of them and they drifted into a peaceful sleep wrapped in each others arms.

Koga woke abruptly, momentarily forgetting where he was. Looking around the room he realized where he was as his eyes settled on her sleeping next to him. Her breaths were slow and shallow. In that moment Koga wished with all of his might that she would choose him, love him, and stay with him forever. He knew that he would give her everything and more…he would offer her the world in exchange for her love. This woman had changed him and he knew without her he would be forever lost.

It was either his happiness or hers, and he knew which would win.

Slowly and quietly he got out of her bed and put on all his clothes. His heart ached at the sight of her sleeping alone, but he knew what he was doing was right. He walked over to her side of the bed and squatted to her level. She was indeed a beauty. Koga bent down and placed a kiss on her pale cheeks and next to her ear whispered, "I love you Kagome."

And with that he walked out knowing he would never go back to her. He would never be able to break free from her grasps if he didn't have her and it would slowly kill him if he continued and never did. He was making the right choice he knew it. This was the right thing.

Kagome's eyes fluttered open at the start of the car in her driveway. Her heart was pounding wildly from the words that she heard Koga speak to her. It couldn't be true!

She jumped out of bed and opened her drawers to find her engagement ring. It was big and shiny harshly reminding her of a life she didn't want to live. Walking towards her window she peeked through the blinds as Koga's old beat up car drove off in the early morning light.

She was probably just as lost as he was, but neither spoke the truth. She watched as his car turned the corner and was gone. Kagome could feel the prickling in her eyes as tears ran down her face. In that moment she knew he was gone for good and she was stuck with a man she would never love. Closing her eyes she envisioned Koga standing before her and wished with all her might that he would someday come back to her. She smiled to herself as she recalled his last words and she softly mumbled to herself, "I love you too Koga."

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