Girls Just Want to Have Fun Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

Girls Just Want to Have Fun Chapter 1: Animals

Disclaimer I do not own any characters from Twilight they are all Stephanie Meyer's

Hey everyone! Yes I am onto another story because I needed a break from Bend And Not Break, it was just not going how I wanted it to and I had so many ideas for a new story. I have exams this coming week but I am off school so I have so much more time to write! When I don't write I realize how much I miss it! For me writing is so relaxing and soothing. I really hope you like this new story. This is all about Bella and Edward with all the other characters in Twilight. Be on the lookout for lemons, protective and jealous Edward, which I know we all love! Feel free to message me, I love hearing from people on this site! Also please, please review lol! I love reviews! I love hearing what people like about my story and what they hate! I will always think about adding ideas to my stories, people want to send my way! Take care!

xoxo,

Jenn.

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Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin' for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin' for?
What are you waitin' for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Animals- Neon Trees

Bella's POV

I could hear the rain drops beat down on the roof of my house like tiny marbles bouncing on a tiled floor. Then I heard the thunder roar across the velvet sky, I shivered slightly in my bed and pulled my purple covers up to my chin. I moved onto my right side so I was facing the wide window and my clock. It read 1:30 a.m. I smiled nervously. Edward said yesterday after he hunted tonight he would come to my bedroom and see me. Although I was always happy to see Edward, the most beautiful man in the world, I was a little bit anxious tonight because tonight I actually wanted to try and develop our relationship sexually. Edward and I have never had sex and for awhile I was perfectly okay with that because ever since Edward left me and then came back, my heart still remained broken so I told Edward we had to move slowly in our relationship so I could earn back his trust. It has been six months now and I am more in love with Edward than I have ever thought possible. He has always been there for me and will continue to do so. I know. Although he is a vampire, he is the most beautiful person I know. He was so kind, trustworthy and worshiped me as though I was Queen. Although I was happy with our relationship, there was just one minor problem; because Edward was a vampire, we couldn't be physically intimidate because he was afraid he would hurt me. Every time we discussed sex he would yell and say hurting me was the worst thing he could possibly do. He said he would never put my life at risk and that was the end of the discussion. But there was only so much a girl could take and tonight I was finally going to convince Edward that he wasn't going to hurt me. He loved me too much. All I wanted was to feel his shimmering skin on my body. To feel his luscious lips on places other than my own. To feel his gentile, hands all over my aching body. That's all I wanted.

All of a sudden I heard a noise and then my God was staring in front of me. Mmm I thought, a girl could never get tired of seeing a perfect man every day. He looked like a perfect, chiseled statue. He was so flawed; he did not have any imperfections. I sat and stared at Edward who was wearing black pants, a white shirt and his blue pea coat. His hair was like a lion's mane, thick and wild. Oh how I wanted to run my hands over his hair.

"Hey my beautiful Bella." Edward whispered as he flew over and sat down beside me on my bed as he leaned his head against the wall.

"Hey Edward, how was hunting?" I asked as I leaned over and placed my head on his chest.

"It was good, there were many animals out but I rushed because I couldn't stand being away from you for much longer." He said as he kissed my head.

I smiled. Edward always made me feel good. He was my savior, my lover and I wanted him. All of him.

"I missed you too Edward." I said as I kissed his soft supple lips. Oh how they felt so good. Then I felt our tongues meet as they danced together as though they were at prom.

"Mmm... Edward." I moaned as I kissed his chin then his neck.

"Bella, stop! You know how I feel about this! We can't! I will hurt you and you know how I will feel if I hurt you Bella, stop doing this!" Edward yelled but for once he didn't move his body.

"Edward please, try for me. Please, I know you won't hurt me because you love me too much. I know you want it to" I said as I helped him take off his pea coat and white shirt. My eyes went wide as I saw his chiseled, smooth abs.

After I stared at his abs, I looked into his eyes and for once I saw this intense look on his face. All of a sudden he quickly turned me over so he was on top. Wow for once Edward was being intimate. This is what I wanted.

Edward roughly kissed my lips then kissed me down my neck. Then he tore my PJ shirt and grabbed my breasts roughly.

"Mmm." His hands felt soo nice as his fingers massaged my perky, bubbly breasts. I could feel heat rise throughout my body like a rocket taking off from its landing. I also felt the wetness start to spread between my legs. I wanted more. More of Edward.

Then Edward ripped my PJ shorts and grabbed my thighs tightly. One hand was on my headboard, the other was making its way to my wet spot. I thought he would never arrive to my sweet spot. But he did and his fingers felt so good as they rubbed me.

"Mmm...Edward" I cried out. I felt as though I was going to explode like an erupting volcano. This felt so good. I did not want it to stop. I wanted more.

But all of a sudden I heard a loud noise above my head and that is when Edward froze in his tracks. In fact he looked like a statue. A scared statue. Why would he be scared? What happened? I looked above and was shocked to see a deep hole through my wall.

"We can't do this! That wall could have been your head! Don't you see why I keep telling you this was not a good idea! You could have died! Bella, I'm so ashamed, I should not have done that. I told you I was a monster. I'm so sorry my dear Bella. I love you too much to hurt you. I can't…we can't do this. Ever." He explained as pain filled his eyes.

"But Edward—," I said. I had no idea why he was so upset, I just had the most amazing experience of my life and now he was ruining it.

"No buts Bella, you could have died! Why do you never think of that? I could have hurt you! Doesn't that bother you? I couldn't live with myself if I ever harmed you!" Edward exclaimed.

I shook my head. I knew Edward would never hurt me. I didn't know why he didn't believe it himself.

"You're so stubborn Bella. I feel so bad, I am so sorry; I hope you can forgive me, I need to go. You stay safe and have a good sleep, I'll see you tomorrow." Edward sincerely said as he bolted out of my room leaving me puzzled, aroused, sad and hurt.

For once I wished Edward was human.

Edward's POV

The rain drops bounced off my cold skin as I sunk my teeth into a deer and drank the gorgeous blood from the animal. The blood gave my body a sense of warmth and filled my aching desire. Well one of my desire. I knew Bella wanted me to become intimate with her but I was too worried that I would hurt her. I could not live with myself if I hurt her. So I kept telling her that we could not have sex, which was something she did not agree too. Although I kept standing my ground my loins have become increasingly hungry for something other than blood. It was hard to say yes to my mind and no to my body but I had to. I just had to. I quickly finished my dinner and ran off to see my beautiful Bella, the woman I could not live without. She was my savior, my light, the one who didn't see me as an awful, horrible monster. I was glad I had met her. My life was now complete as though it had meaning. There was nothing I would not give her because she deserved the world. Every inch of the world. I would give her the moon and stars if I could.

Finally I was at my love's house. I jumped onto one of the branches which belonged to the big tree in front of Bella's window. There she was. Looking for me out the window. The moon light stretched out across her face, showering her in a stream of golden sun rays. She was so beautiful.

"Hey my beautiful Bella." I whispered as I flew over and sat down beside her on her bed as I leaned my head against the wall.

"Hey Edward, how was hunting?" She asked as she leaned over and placed her head on my chest. Oh it felt so good to have her body near mine. Although I was a cold vampire, her touch always produced a fire inside of my body, creating warmth to flow throughout every inch of my skin.

"It was good, there were many animals out but I rushed because I couldn't stand being away from you for much longer."I said as I kissed her soft head. Mmm, her smell smelt so delicious.

She smiled. Her beautiful smile. The one which could lighten up my day at any moment.

"I missed you too Edward." She said as she kissed my lips. At first I thought she was only going to give me a quick kiss, so I let her kiss me. But then I realize she was not stopping.

"Mmm... Edward." She moaned as she kissed my chin then my neck.

As soon as I heard her moan, my loins became hot and hungry. But I couldn't give into them. I just couldn't. We had to stop before this situation turned worse. I had already told her so many times that we couldn't do this. Why wasn't she listening? She was smart but why was she being so stubborn.

"Bella, stop! You know how I feel about this! We can't! I will hurt you and you know how I will feel if I hurt you Bella, stop doing this!" I yelled but for some reason I couldn't move. It was as though my body was taking over my mind.

"Edward please, try for me. Please, I know you won't hurt me because you love me too much. I know you want it to." She said as she helped me take off my pea coat and white shirt. I saw her eyes go with wide as she saw my stomach.

I tried to stop my body but her smell and touch felt so good. Maybe I could give into my desires just for a bit. But as soon as things became out of control I would stop. I had to.

I roughly kissed her soft velvet lips then kissed her down her warm neck. I wanted more. I needed her. My body needed her. Then I tore her PJ shirt and grabbed her breasts roughly.

"Mmm." I heard Bella say which egged on my desires. Oh wow, how her breasts felt so good. Everything about her was perfect. Her round breasts became perky as I started to rub and massage them with my hands. The more I rubbed, the more my groin wanted more. It didn't help that I could smell Bella's desires too. All of these feelings were like a tidal wave hitting me, they were overwhelming and powerful. I couldn't control my desires any longer.

Then I ripped her PJ shorts and grabbed her thighs tightly. I placed one hand on Bella's head board and the other made its way down to her sweet spot. My groin was screaming as I found what I was looking for and began to rub.

"Mmm...Edward" She cried out, which turned me on even more. I could smell her arousal and my desires erupted inside me. All of a sudden I felt my hand go through Bella's wall and I froze. It felt as though I was waking up from a deep slumber. I looked at Bella's head and realized I could have killed her. Realization hit me like a ton of bricks. What had I done? How did I let this go on as far as it did? I almost hurt Bella and I promised I would protect her. Always. I had disappointed her and myself. She probably hated me. She did not deserve me. I was a monster.

"But Edward—," she said.

"No buts Bella, you could have died! Why do you never think of that? I could have hurt you! Doesn't that bother you? I couldn't live with myself if I ever harmed you!" I exclaimed. How could she not see how dangerous I was and that I almost killed her. Why didn't she understand about me being a vampire? Vampires were dangerous, not nice. I had to get away from Bella. I had so much to think about and I did not want to be put in that situation again. I needed space to fix what I had done.

Bella shook her head.

"You're so stubborn Bella. I feel so bad, I am so sorry; I hope you can forgive me, I need to go. You stay safe and have a good sleep, I'll see you tomorrow." I sincerely said as I bolted out of her room

For once I wished I was human.