AN: YAY! I finally update! I so sorry I didn't update any sooner, but I have to deal with school/homework/family/friends and so on... but here we are, the third chapter! Please enjoy this chapter as well^^

WARNING: be aware there WILL be a lot of grammar and other mistakes! English is my second language after all ;)

Gin sat at the fourth division's hospital bed, tired. It been three whole months since he can finally open his eyes, but all the damage haven't heal yet. Due to his legs won't move, he can't meet the Central 46, but Captain Yamamoto have came everyday to talk to him. He told Gin he will face certain punishment, which Gin knew from the start. Gin found himself lucky, hes fortunate enough the stay alive, hes fortunate enough to stay at Rangiku's side again. Gin won't mind any punishment as long as he can see his Ran-chan.

Rangiku make loud yawn, she bend down and put her head on the table that full of paperwork. She's been sitting at the tenth diversion's office all day long doing paperwork, it only three months since the war is over, already mountains of paperwork start coming in like a wildfire. Rangiku close her eyes, dreaming back the day Gin was awake. She dream when Gin keep repeating 'Ran-chan' over and over again, how he open his eyes slowly, how he use all his strength to hold her. Rangiku snap back to reality and felt something wet on her face, she made a loud sniff and stand up, it time to see Gin

Seeing Rangiku isn't here yet make Gin very disappointed, Rangiku always come certain time everyday. It only work this way since she busy with whatever she's doing and Gin have to talk to all kind of different people about the war and Aizen. Gin always thought each day is worth it when Rangiku comes in with her little smile on her face, after all, he only live for his Ran-chan.

Rangiku walk in with Gin's dinner, she put the plate of food in front of Gin and look at him. Gin is sitting up with a pillow on his back, stare at her.

"Here is your dinner." Rangiku said. Gin take a quick glance and nod.

"Aren't you pissed at me?" Those words come out too suddenly, Gin realize what he said and look down, he want to know what she think, he want to know the truth.

Rangiku sit down at the chair next to the bed. She look straight at Gin, the 'talk' she want have finally come at last. She nodded her head slowly, a simple yes come out of her mouth.

Gin knew it, the way Rangiku look at him now feel like she is looking through him like a piece of glass. Gin put the food on the table next to the bed, he slowly look up at Rangiku's pretty blue eyes.

"I think you own me a explanation." Rangiku's word come out loud and clear, her slight never leave the sight of Gin's face.

"What do you want me to explain?" Gin don't know what to tell her other than what she already know.

"Everything." Rangiku look down " When did you know Aizen's plan? When did you started to lie to rest of us? Why do you want to kill Aizen yourself instead of telling the rest of us about it?"

"I knew the plan a long time ago, I wasn't lying to any of you, I simply just didn't tell anyone because my plan will fail and that person will be killed. I want kill Aizen myself because I know he's too powerful against any of you." Gin answer every question truthfully, he wasn't lying to any of the people in thirteen diversions, he just wasn't telling others Aizen's plan.

"Do you know how hurt I feel when you follow Aizen to Hueco Mundo? I can never figure out where or why you ever left" Rangiku look up and glare at him, an angry tear down. " That feeling, it remind me of whenever you left when we were little. All I can do is stare at your back when you walk away, do you know how useless I felt? Do you know how lonely I felt when you left?" Another furious tear come off of Rangiku's eye.

Gin feel the pain all over again, this shouldn't happened, he wasn't live for to see Rangiku cry. He made a promise to both her and himself that he won't let another Rangiku's tear fall, yet now he is the cause of her tears.

"Ran-chan..." Gin don't know what else to say other than her nick-name. All those years all Gin could think of is to become powerful and strong so Rangiku won't have to suffer anymore, but he never realize how Rangiku felt when he tried to accomplish that goal.

"So you remember the name you used to called me? I began to feel like I'm just a helpless girl you pick up on the road!" The moment Rangiku open her mouth, she regret it. She didn't mean to say those words, she know she's important to Gin.

Gin's hand turn into a fist, his anger boil when he heard what Rangiku said. She's wrong, Rangiku is the most important person to him.

"Do you know why I tried to kill Aizen?" words came out like ice, Rangiku suddenly feel the chills, she shake her head in the respond of his question.

"I could careless at what Aizen did to the Soul Society. Remember the day I pick you up? I went to pick up some wood, then I saw , him, Aizen, and a group of shinigami holding the Hōgyoku. I hide in the bush until they're gone, when I come out I saw you not far away, laying there, I realize they stole a part of your reiatsu. I want it back, I want to take the reiatsu back to you, that why I tried to kill Aizen." For the first time in his life, he finally speak those words out loud to his dear Ran-chan.

Rangiku sit there dumbfolded, her anger disappear in a snap. She let out a loud sigh and get up. "I have to go."

Gin look at Rangiku and nod. Rangiku left without another word, Gin look at Rangiku until she completely disappear in his view.

Rangiku's mind is a mess, her head hurts to the point she could collapse any second. She need to grab a bottle of sake, fast.

I sorry if you think the chapters are too short. I'll try to update the next chapter as soon as possible, until then, bye bye^^

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