A/N: This is my first Shake It Up fic. If you don't like femslash, don't read it.

This should have never happened. I wasn't supposed to fall for her. It's wrong. I feel bad. I feel guilty. But I can't help it. It's what the heart wants.

But, obviously, you don't always get what you want. I don't have a chance with her. I'll never be more than a friend to her.

She always makes me happy. With everything she does. Her smile, her eyes, her pretty hair...her schemes, her jokes, her style...

I know she's into boys. I've always known. I never told her I like girls. And I try so hard to keep myself from trying to make a move.

In a perfect world, I could grab her and kiss her with all my heart. She would kiss me back and tell me she loves me. We could be together and happy forever.

But this is real world. And real world is cruel.

I'll never kiss her.

I'll never touch her.

I'll never be with her.

Because I can't have her. And I know that. I guess I'll just keep pretending. Only when I'm alone I can say it.

I love you, CeCe