Hey, it's me, TruthSerum14. This is going to be my Goodbye Story. I feel really inspired right now because I just wrote a really sad letter/story. I love it and it made me want to cry, but of course I didn't. Anyway, I really did want to say goodbye. This is going to be the story. I don't know what it's going to be right now as I'm typing. It'll probably be Spiral. You know, one day I will finish the Halloween story for Sakura. I really will, just not now. Another day. This is going to be my last note to you for awhile. I still really don't know when I'll be back. Without further ado, my story.

P.S. I haven't written on here for awhile but, just so you know, my writing style has kind of changed. I love you. Bye.

-TruthSerum14

The Final Goodbye

A Spiral Fanfiction

"Don't worry about me, okay? I'll come back one day and the story will start all over again. I can at least promise you that. And you an at least promise to not worry about me, never, until I come back. Your here, I have to."

I glanced at the earring in my palm. Why did he leave me? Why did he have to go away? I know the real reason, but the pain is just so hard to bear. I don't want to think about it. I shake my head and lay down on the bench. I wait. I know he will come back. He told me so.

He laughs, and my smile doesn't feel right on my face. It feels fake and plastered on with some cheap glue. He lifts my face up with his hands.

"Hey. I really will be back you know. I really will. I just, I just have some things to do alright. This doesn't make what I feel for you any less. I just have to leave. It's just something us Narumi's have to do."

I nod my head, the pain is worse now. I know I will have less time with him, so soon. I don't want him to leave. I would never want him to go anywhere without me.

"I'm going to miss you so much, Ayumu. It pains me to have you leave. I don't want you to go."

He nods his head in understanding. "I know you don't want me to leave. I don't want to leave either, but I have to, Hiyono. I have to. It's just something I have to do. I won't forget you and I will be back one day."

Those words are in my mind. That memory is always in my mind, I am always thinking about him. I am always thinking about Ayumu Narumi. I didn't want our last time seeing each other to be a goodbye, but I guess that's kind of the definition of last. As in, never again. The last chance. The final goodbye. I feel my eyes and my body falling asleep. I let myself sleep. I'll dream. I'll dream about him.

We were at our special place and Ayumu was eating a rice ball. He actually decided to make one for me that day, and I held it in my hands, close to my heart. I remember, that was the first day that I kissed him, no, that's wrong. That was the first day that he kissed me. Under the moonlight, in the wind, with swaying trees. The trees were beckoning us. I could hear them whispering, 'Just kisss herrr'.

The dream changed and we were at the hospital. This was after the big war with Kanone. The defeating him without killing him. A few days later we found out about Hizumi killing him. But before he was killed, I remember. I remember Ayumu laying in the bed and I remember the bruises I used to have, and the scars I now have. I remember the pain. I remember Madoka fighting. I remember it all. But mostly, I remember him. Ayumu. In pain. And him being in pain made me feel pain. I felt the pain of him having bullets in his skin. I remember.

The dream shifted again and this time I was sleeping in a bed. Ayumu was shaking my arm, with his good one. He kept repeating over and over, "Hiyono. Wake up." And then I woke up.

I opened my eyes and he was there. And he was real.

"Hiyono! Get u-"

"AYUMU!"

I remembered it all. All the pain I went through for him, and all of the times he was saving and helping me. I especially remembered what happened next. Me grabbing him, and pulling him close and kissing him. I remembered feeling his warm lips on mine and the smile he had when we stopped. I remembered him sitting down next to me, and then his head in my lap. I remembered me giving him the earring. Then I remember me crying, crying tears of happiness and joy. And him saying, "You stupid girl."

And the last and final thing he said to me was, "You know, Hiyono, I love you. And there will never be a final goodbye."

I really hope you enjoyed that last story. Haha. I guess it shows that there never will be a final goodbye from me. I really hope you loved it. I really hope that you'll always remember this story, and that the end will make you smile. I really hope that you'll know that I feel like crying right now because of it. I hope you'll remember how much I love my fans, basically you, and SweeterThanKarma, and anyone else that has ever commented on my stories on here. I love you all so much. This is my story for you all. For Fanfiction. I'm going to miss you all so much, so don't forget about me, and send me a message on Fanfiction or Fictionpress or Inkpop, and we'll talk, alright. Promise me that, please. Or just promise that you won't forget this story. That's all I can really ask for. I love you all so much.

P.S. You know how I haven't written Spiral in awhile, so some of the information might be wrong, sorry. If it is, sorry! And tells me please! :D

-TruthSerum14 :D