Oh Ha Ni help me. It's hard for me to be who I want to be. Doing sweet things for you? I can't. No matter how hard I try. I'm always paralyzed. I'm stuck at the last step.

I watch you run away. Don't. Please don't leave me here. I said something wrong again. Why can't my brain ever listen to my heart? I don't ever want to live alone again. Being without you is a thought even scarier than death. Life is empty. Without you, life is dark. And you?

You're my sun.


Baek Seung Jo. Sometimes, I wonder why we're here where we are. We've both grown up. At least, I feel I have. I know I have. But you, you're still there. You're still stuck in high school, your mouth sewn shut by the void of emotions.

I have hopes. I have expectations. But now, I'm used to not believing in them. How will these things happen, Baek Seung Jo, if all you do is stare at me, shooting out sharp replies with your icy cold heart?

I've done my best, but I can't warm it.

Even a sun's rays aren't endless.