"The Life of Kurosaki"

Drip Drop. Drip Drop.

It was another rainy day.

But this one was different.

My best friend died.

He left his little sister to me to take care of.

I still wonder why.

I am not responsible.

I can't take care of a kid.

But then she emailed me.

She told me how lonely she was.

I felt bad that I was happy from her email telling me tht she was sad and lonely.

But I was glad

She told me her real feelings.

Is what I thought.

She showed me the real her.

No one has ever done that before.

I thought that maybe taking care of her was not too bad.

But I didn't want her to know the real me.

I am a monster.

If she knew that it was me that was taking care of her, she would be scared.

She wouldn't want me to take care of her.

So i watched her.

I watched her from afar.

And the more I watched her the more I fell in love with her.

I watched her become more and more beautiful each day.

She was strong.

She was beautiful.

She didn't let anybody know she was sad.

Except me.

She told me all her problems.

Even though sometimes she would lie to me and say she was okay.

Just so I won't worry.

She is amazing.

And I love her.

But I can't love her.

I have no right.

I caused her brother's death.

I am the only one in ths world who can't love her.

But I want to be with her.

So I made her my assitant.

We had fun.

We got closer.

But I still kept a wall between us.

I make sure I don't get too close to her.

I make her hate me.

I am forbidden to love her.

So I keep all my feelings inside.

Sometimes they burst out.

But I can control them.

I fall asleep thinking about her.

Drip Drop. Drip Drop.

It was another rainy day.

Teru emailed me saying that she felt sad.

She was always sad on rainy days.

That was one of the things I loved about her.

I felt bad that I couldn't help her.

I can never really be there for her.

I sent her an email back saying that Daisy is always with her.

I knew she was smiling.

Whenever I say that she smiles.

Because it was something she already knew.

Drip Drop. Drip Drop.

It was another rainy day.

I always think about her much more than I usually do on rainy days.

This one was no different.

This morning, Teru came in to help me.

I told her that her that she looked terrible.

She answered me with her beautiful, calming voice:

Go bald Kurosaki.