LEMON WARNING!... im pretty sure lemon means sex…. If im wrong then please correct me! So I hope you all like smexyness, because that's what your gonna get!... unless im bad at this…. Then sorry for wasting your time…sadness.

So this chapter is through Souichis eyes, maybe the next one will be Morinaga.

And no I don't own Koisuru Boukun, if I did this would be drawn….. and there would be a lot more competitors for Morinaga, forcing Souichi to say he loves him! (in some form)

Summary: Souichi just cant come to terms with whats happening. And Morinaga hasn't been saying I love you as much as he use to. Will Souichi finally realize he loves Morinaga? Why isn't the lovable Kouhai being as affectionate as he use to?

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Why Would I? Chapter 1

"Mmn…. Ah… Mor..aga…..wait!" Souichi managed to say through Morinaga's constant kisses up and down his pale white skin.

'Degradingly, this happens once a week, but the most aggravating thing is…'

"Why? I love the sounds you're making-" The taller man licked and nibbled on the elders ear, which initiated a slight moan. "- its so intoxicating."

' I cant make him stop!'

As he thrust into him again and again, Souichi felt the urge to kill his kouhai rising, but he couldn't even say a proper sentence, let alone raise his fist.

In an attempt to smother his moans Souichi covered his mouth. The younger saw this through the corner of his eye, taking ahold of the blushing mans length, and started pumping at the same pace as his own thrusts.

"AH! W…..wait… not at the.. ah…. same-" unable to hold back Souichi lost control. He couldn't think clearly, the sensation of Morinaga sliding in and out while being pumped was too much.

"Sempai…. Can I…. come in you?….mmn." Morinaga asked between thrusts.

"WHAT? NO-mah…. nah… don't move…when I talk!" The blond tried to say angrily between the gasps and moans.

'And he-'

"Why-" Morinaga moved in close and whispered in his sempai's ear. "-you know you like it."

'- thinks I like this!'

Not wanting to lose to Morinaga, Souichi always held out until the last moment, but he almost came just from that thought, but of course he was never going to admit defeat!

"Baka I-" Thrust " don't..-" Thrust, pump " li…ke…ah-"

'I mean… sometimes its good….-'

"it…" the last word was like a whisper, Souichi knew he couldn't hold out for long, this guy knew what he was doing. But the blond could also tell Morinaga couldn't holdout much longer, with each thrust he got bigger and bigger.

'WAIT! What am I thinking? Of course it isn't good! I'm just tired…yah… I mean who wouldn't be tired after a day of work, then being attacked by your Kouhai? Anyone would be.'

Annoyingly this made Souichi moan louder and long, which was embarrassing enough as it was; worse he was naked under a younger MAN! Fail? Yes

Wanting to end it, Souichi tightened around Morinagas manhood.

"Ah-" Morinaga flinched and became a few shades redder. "Souichi…. So good…"

Shocked the older man's eyes widened 'Souichi? I never told that horny bastard he could say my first na-' Souichi's thought process was cut off from the semes quickened pace.

Moans and curses, mostly Souichi's, filled the apartment as both of the men built to their climax.

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'Fucking bastard' Souichi thought later while turning on the shower, 'I told him not to come inside, but of course he doesn't listen to me. He just ravishes my body and falls asleep like a satisfied cat.' Distracted by his thoughts the blond walked into the falling liquid flames. He hissed, jumped out, and cranked up the cold. Making sure he hadn't get burnt, Souichi checked his body. 'At least he didn't leave hickeys this time.'

'Maybe he doesn't want to mark you anymore.' His inner voice said annoyingly. Souichi always hated this voice, it always said things he didn't want to hear.

'So? That's great. Those things are fucking embarrassing, I can't change in and out of my lab cloths without being bombarded with questions "Who is she? Is she cute? How often do you do it?" on and on!' Now back in the shower he rested his hand against the cerulean blue tile covered wall and rinsed the shampoo out of his long blond hair.

'But if he doesn't mark you he may not want you anymore-' The other said as soapy water ran down Souichis white hips and thighs.

'When was the lastt time he said he loved you?'

'Well….. didn't he just say it...no….. I don't remember! Why would I want a homo to say that to me?... he just says it…..' Confused with himself Souichi watched the bubbles go down the drain.

'What's your relationship with that guy anyways?'

'You know! We just live togeth-'

'No, do people who just live together have sex?'

'Well he forces me!'

'If he forces you, why don't you move out or turn him into the police?'

'Cuz-'

'Cuz he's not forcing you. So if you're not lovers, what are you?'

'We-' Starting to shake with rage, he clenched his hands into fists. Which, in turn, scraped some of the plaster off of the tile.

'If he means nothing to you, and you mean nothing to him, doesn't that make you-'

'Don't say it!'

'Sex friends? That means he can easily leave you for someone else…'

"SHUT UP!" The loud echo of his screech was enough to scare himself to the point where he almost fell. Rebuffing, the man took his white towel with a S emblem on it, and dried his long hair. Seeing if the coast was clear, he ran to his room, locked the door, and turned on the tv, not wanting to hear his own thoughts. Stuffing his head into the pillow, Souichi slowly fell asleep with sounds of car chases and thoughts of how to kill that dark haired homo.

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So hope you guys like it so far! (you probably do because you read it to the end. Or you read it so you can be a troll and say "that's gay!" And if you do all say "that's right! Its YAOI!")

There wont be a next chapter until people comment, cuz I wont know if I should extend this one or just stop altogether.

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