Chapter 5

The next thing I know all hell breaks loose.

Rosalie flies across the room, her red nails sharp and aimed straight for my frail, pale neck.

Jasper immediately places himself in front me and knocks Rosalie back hard. She soars across the living room and into the couch toppling it over and making a fresh crater like dent into the living room floor where Rosalie is now lying and but quickly recovers and snaps up.

I chance a glance at Emmett to see if he is going to tame his tiger and I sigh in quick relief as he quickly grabs Rosalie and holds her back.

Edward is once again being held back by Carlisle and now Esme is helping him.

Edward's teeth are fully bare and the loudest growls I have ever heard are erupting out of his gaping mouth.

Jasper holds me protectively in place behind himself. "ENOUGH!" He screams. For a split second all movement ceases but then quickly picks back up again.

"I WILL RIP YOU APART LIMB BY LIMB!" Edward roars and Carlisle and Esme frantically try to hold him back.

"KILL THEM BOTH!" Rosalie screeches her red nails digging into Emmett's hard flesh. He doesn't even wince.

"Please stop! We didn't plan for this to happen it just did!" I plea and look at Edward in desperation. "You knew this was going to happen eventually Edward!"

Edward looks dumbfounded but still pissed off as hell. I can hear the fine crunching of his limbs breaking from how hard he is struggling against his parents.

"LIKE HELL I DID ISABELLA!"

I blanch and then shake my head. "Because you are so fucking blind!" I scream. I figured it was my time to do it again.

Jasper glances back at me and smirks quickly. I almost want to smack him.

Almost.

Edward stops struggling for a moment to really look into my eyes.

I am breathing deeply and heavily. My eyes are hopefully showing him everything that I want him to see. Hurt, desperation, pain, passion, and some kind of love.

"KILL HER EDWARD! OR BETTER YET LET ME KILL THE LITTLE BITCH!" Rosalie screams thrashing around in Emmett's vice like grip.

"Shut up Rose!" Emmett growls into her ear but she only struggles harder against him. His eyes roll back into his head and I feel the shock roll over me.

The sick bastard is turned on by her feistiness!

I should have known all along but come one that is just sick and twisted!

"Bella this is such a shock to us all." Carlisle starts and then looks at Rose. "Some more than others." His eyes come back to rest on his seething son. "As you can imagine."

I nodded and step out of Jaspers hold and stand in front of him. "I know Carlisle. And I am sorry, but you have to understand that I do not love Edward anymore. He was my first boyfriend, first real relationship, but the most frustrating, confusing, and annoying relationship that I hope I will never be in again.

Edward's eyes grow cold but hold confusion. "What?"

"Quite frankly Edward Cullen who the hell doesn't want to have sex with their girlfriend? I mean really?" I throw my hands up in defeat and feel myself getting worked up again. The anger and hurt swells up inside of me and I clench my fists at my sides.

Edwards face goes blank and if he had any color it would have drained at that moment. Carlisle and Esme both let out a loud guffaw and Emmett starts laughing as Rosalie hisses.

Jasper chuckles softly behind me and I clench my eyes shut. "Why is that so fucking hard to understand?" I growl threw clenched teeth.

"I respect you to much to have had sex with you right away Bella! Why can't you understand that?" Edward yells.

"Right away? Right away? Are you fucking kidding me Edward? We have been together for how long now? A long time if you ask me, and plenty of time to take the relationship further if you ask me! Especially if you love that person!" I yell in defeat and I really want to hit him until I can at least cause some sort of pain.

The way he is looking at me now it seems that pain has just been caused.

"I didn't know I caused you so much anger and pain Bella." Edward's voice is soft now and ashamed.

I calm down a little and nod. "Well you have. And Jasper helped with that pain. He really loves me Edward. I know you love me too, but Jasper loves me the way I want to be loved and need to be loved."

Edward looks at his brother and curls his lip.

"I did not want to hurt you or cause you pain. But I had enough of this childish play. I am a woman Edward and I am sorry that you didn't figure that out in time."

Carlisle and Esme release Edward from their grip and Edward just stays perfectly still staring at me deeply.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" Rosalie says loudly and Emmett rolls his eyes.

"Emmett please escort Rosalie outside!" Esme demands in a stern voice looking at her bear of a son.

"WHAT?" Rosalie howls, but Emmett nods and pushes his wife out onto into the back yard.

"Thank you." I whisper and she nods sharply.

"I do not approve of how you and Jaspers relationship started Bella, you must know that." Esme says in a harsh tone and I don't blame her. I didn't want my other family to hate me or think I was a slut.

"I understand." I say quietly.

"I have to agree Bella. But if what you say is true and now you have moved on to Jasper then we cannot stop you." Carlisle says and looks back and forth between Jasper and I.

"I cannot believe this is happening. I truly cannot." Edward says and shakes his head. "But I cannot stop you from loving Bella." He looks back into my eyes. "I am sorry I have caused you all of this emotional madness. But I will always love you. I hope you know that."

"Of course I know that Edward. I will always love you too. But as a friend." I give him a small smile and I am shocked to see that he returns it.

"But as for you." Edward's voice turns cold once again as he looks at Jasper. Jasper returns his glare but he doesn't falter. He is always the one to hold his place. "I will never forgive you. But you are my brother and I cannot turn my back on you fully. But we will no longer communicate."

Jasper gives a sharp nod. "Agreed."

My eyes grow wide and my mouth opens to say something but nothing comes out.

"Don't Bella. It is the right thing to do." Jasper says and puts his arm around my waist and pulls me closer to him. "I will find my own place to live. I love you all because you are my family and I respect your feelings and space."

Carlisle and Esme nodded curtly at his statement. Edward also agrees.

"I didn't want you all to turn against each other!" I cry and start feeling like shit. "Please don't do this to each other because of me! Please!"

Esme rushes to pull me into her arms and I am taken aback after all that has happened in the last ten or fifteen minutes.

"We are not torn apart Bella. This is respectful. You must understand that." She whispers and leans back to look at me. "We still love you both. Nothing will ever change that."

All of a sudden we hear a loud crash and screaming coming from the woods behind the house.

"But I can't say that for Rosalie as you might have already guessed." Esme said and smirked.

I didn't care. I always hated Rosalie. But Emmett I had loved like a big brother. I hope he could forgive Jasper and I also.

"Emmett…." I started but Carlisle broke in.

"He will forgive you, trust me. It is Emmett. You are his little sister. He loves you no matter what." He smiles softly at me and I heave a big sigh of relief and nod.

"We must be leaving now. I will be back to retrieve my things." Jasper announces to his family.

They all nod in silence.

"Will I ever see you all again?" I ask and I hear my voice quiver.

I will NOT cry!

"Of course Bella!" Carlisle and Esme burst out hugging me again.

"I really can't stay away from you." Edward admits sheepishly. Jasper rolls his eyes.
I smile. "Good. Well, uh, see you all later then." I wave goodbye as Jasper leads me out of the house and into the brisk air.

"Oh my gosh Jasper I never meant for it to get like that!" I release my sudden rush of emotion and let the sobbing overtake me.

Jasper looks awkward at first but then envelops me into a hug. It actually is filled with love and protection.

"Bella it is alright. Calm down." Jaspers voice is soft and smooth and comforting. Eventually my sobs cease to exist and I am just resting comfortingly against Jaspers stone hard chest.

"I really am sorry though." I whisper. Jasper gently tilts my chin up to look into his eyes.

"I know Bella. I know." He kisses me softly and tenderly and I almost cock an eyebrow but just decide to go with it.

"Good. I just wanted to get that clarified."

"It is clarified."

"Can we go make passionate, crazy, monkey sex now?" I say in all seriousness and almost lose it at the look on Jaspers face.

"Oh God how I love you." He growls and picks me up and runs us into the woods in the other direction from a crazy, blood thirsty Rosalie.

Six months later

"Are you listening to me?"

"Uh, yes?"

"You weren't were you? "

"I was busy staring at your delicious breasts practically popping out of your top to listen to you to be honest." He shrugs and keeps his voice and face serious.

"Jasper Whitlock!" I screech playfully and laugh when he flips me over onto my back with ease. He has his own cute smile on, the one that always melts my insides.

"That's my name and don't wear it out." He waggles his eyebrows. "By any means."

I snort with laughter. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him in for a kiss.

"Oh I won't. No worries there." I wink at him wait for his next move.

If he could breath he would have sighed lazily just then. But he can't so, yeah, just dead silence.

No pun intended.

This seemed to be our usual routine now. Ever since Jasper moved out and found a nice little cozy house on the other side of town I was over here every day. It close to the woods so he could feed without being watched and could just be himself. He even let me help decorate. He was a very classic and cultured man so the house was nice enough without my womanly touch, but he had insisted since I was a part of his home too.

Charlie wasn't very happy that I was over here all the time, but he told me it was a step up from Edward and I can't say that I don't agree with him.

I lied on most weekends and told him that I was staying over at Jessica's or Angela's and he would believe me of course, but I could still see the parental questioning in his eyes.

Jasper was my world now and I was Japer's world. School was still school and boring and I couldn't wait for it to be over, but knowing that I got to see Jasper every day was a huge bonus. Plus I got to be physical with him afterwards.

Edward and I would talk every now and then and Jasper would still talk to his family and see them every other weekend. Going to school with his brothers and sister wasn't easy but it wasn't complicated either.

Rosalie hated me even more now and stayed as far away as me as possible unless we absolutely had to be close to each other and she would spit out the most harsh words to me and talk about me as if I wasn't standing right there.

Sometimes I wish I had vampire strength to rip her fucking head off.

She says the same thing everyday about me, but she is already a vampire.

Life is just better now and easier now that I am with Jasper. He seems a lot happier and vice versa.

"What time is it?" Jasper asked suddenly, staring at me intently.

I furrowed my brows at his question. Why couldn't he just turn his head and look for himself?

I turned my head to the side and looked at the red numbers. "Seven o'clock on the dot. Why?" I turned my face back to his.

"Just wondering how much longer I have with you until I have to return you." He said and kissed my forehead.

I smiled softly and let my fingers play with the hem of his shirt. "Two more hours of play time is how much longer you have with me."

He smiled mischievously and suddenly ground his hips into mine. I moaned loudly and instinctively wrapped my legs around his waist. "Definitely plenty of time to play."

"Oh yes please!" I sigh into the heavens as his lips descend upon my neck. He gently nips and licks my hot flesh. His cold tongue moves further and further down until he stops at my stomach.

"What do you want Isabella? Tell me." Jasper's voice is demanding and husky making me even wetter than I already am.
"I want you to fuck me." My breath hitches and I grip his shoulders as his cold fingers dip down into my shorts.

"You are so wet for me Bella. So wet. Only for me." He growls and frantically captures my lips again. His tongue is forceful and invading and I love it. His other hand grips my hip to hold me in place as the fingers of his other dips in my hot center.

"Fuck!" Jasper hisses and rests his head against mine.

"Yes, yes, yes!" I moan and push my hips into his fingers. "Please Jasper! I need you so bad!" I beg and lick my lips. He likes it when I beg.

"Say it again. Say what you need me to do so badly?" He works his fingers in and out of me like an expert and I can feel myself soaring higher and higher.

"I need you to fuck me so bad Jasper! Please!" I practically scream and do when he rips my shirt off and flings the remains across the room. Luckily he doesn't rip my bra off, but he quickly snaps open the front and tosses it to the side.

His lips are on my breasts in record time. His tongue twirls and bites my nipples making me squirm underneath him.

He stops and I watch as he removes his clothes in vampire speed and just as quickly as I smile he is naked in front of me as I am in front of him.

"Are you ready for a ride Isabella?" He smirks and pulls me to my knees.

"Fuck yes!" I moan and greedily accept his hungry kiss as he presses me to himself. His hands are everywhere as are his lips.

"Turn around for me darlin' so I can see that perfect ass of yours." Jasper instructs and I do as I am told. I turn around and get on all fours. "That's right. Perfect and all mine." He says proudly and smacks me lightly. I moan and wriggle myself against him as I feel him press against my wet folds.

"Let me hear you say it."

"Please fuck me Major." I say seductively and scream out in please as he plunges deep inside of me.

His thrusts are powerful and full of passion as I cry out from every one. His hands have firm grips on my hips and I know I will have bruises in the morning but I don't care. No one sees them but Jasper and I and he always apologizes for them. I know he doesn't mean to it is just us being caught up in the moment.

"Fuck yes Bella. So wet, so tight!" Jasper growls and thrusts harder into me. The bed is knocking against the wall and I can hear the cracking of the paint and dry wall.

"Yes Jasper! Oh fuck yes!" I scream as I feel my walls tightening around him.

He grunts and I feel his cold seed filling me as he pumps slowly and then slumps against my back.

"So fucking good. So fucking good." He says quietly as he regains his composure and I try to catch my breath.

He pulls out and I collapse on the bed. He lies beside me and rubs my back as I turn to face him. I cuddle up next to him and welcome his arms.

"You okay?" He asks as he runs his hand over my hip.

I nod and kiss his shoulder. "Of course. You know it is worth it." I smile shyly. He chuckles softly and kisses my head.

This is what I love about Jasper. He takes care of me in every way and makes me feel loved for the first time in a long time. He doesn't even have to say it I just know he does. We are comfortable around each other and we don't have to showcase ourselves out in public like everyone else.

We are just comfortable, perfect, and easy together. We are soul mates.

Jasper hugs me closer and gently tilts my head up to meet his lips.

"I love you Bella."

I smile knowing exactly what he means. "I love you too Jasper."

The End

A/N: Well I hope everyone enjoyed this little fic! Sorry for such a long delay in updating just a bunch of stuff has been happening and last week we had to put our dog of 10 years to sleep on Thursday because of kidney failure that came out of no where. We are devastated and still trying to get used to her not being around. She was part of our family and will always be missed! R.I.P Molly. We love and miss you dearly.