Passion encompassed all of Kid's awareness, close to the one he lusted for most, close to the one he loved most. Sweat dampened his skin, made it feel soft and allowed their bodies to glide together as one. Heat, Passion, Sex that's all there was, all there could be. Just two thrusting bodies being torn apart by pleasure, no matter how close they held one another, striving for that climax. A throaty moan was breathed into Kid's ear, the illicit sound was enough to throw him over the edge and he came hard, hard enough to jolt him out of this dream…

His eyes opened wide, he felt hot, but not like the sexy dream hot, the cold damp-hot that you feel when you wake up from a nightmare. Reality crashed around Kid. He had had sex with his best friend. The friend he had secretly loved since the first day they met.

He clamped his hand over his mouth as the prickle of tears threatened his eyes. He gave himself to Soul last night, but that did not mean Soul returned his feelings. Perhaps he saw Kid as simply a friend with benefits…the realization felt like a punch to the gut. Maybe he only did it with him because he was a girl? He probably thought gay guys were 'uncool'. That one felt like a kick to the balls, speaking of which… Soul lifted his blankets. In the silvery light of the moon he could already tell his body was returned to him. An odd sense of loss filled him. The tears spilled silently as he was stuck in between the sensation of loss, and the should-be happiness at having his old body returned to him. Not that he particularly liked being female, but it gave him a tie, an attraction, to the man that he loved. Being a male, it wasn't possible for Soul to like him sexually, let alone even love him. He cried silently, staring at nothing in particular and letting himself drown in self pity.

To make matters worse, he got to see Soul tomorrow at Shibusen. His voice cracked as he choked out a bitter laugh through his tears.

-Another short chapter, and it is rather sad Im sorry to leave it off this way, but I will return soon to try and make things better. Thank you for reading!-