Summary: Jacob and Bella get married but it's not a very happy ending. Now going through a divorce, will Jacob be alone forever? Or will there be someone else to help him put his broken heart and his life back together? Jacob/Bella Jacob/Edward Slash. Total Bella bashing! Don't like it, don't read it!

If It Comes Back It's Yours

I sit in the darkness of the room, watching my children sleep. Sarah and Brandon were in bed snuggled up with their favorite teddy bears, the full moon bathing them in light, illuminating their angelic little faces. They shouldn't have to go through this and I silently curse the day I met her, the bitch that left us.

Bella.

My so called wife had left me for some big shot CEO that she met at work. He was tall, blonde, with ice blue eyes and a muscular frame, not as big as mine but big enough to get a woman's attention and keep it. I guess that's what happened with Bella. She couldn't resist the guy who had it all.

Aside from being handsome and successful, he had money and lots of it. He owned several homes, a boat, a jet, a plane, a shit load of fancy clothes and cars. I was nothing more than a blue collar worker who owned three garages and worked his ass off to support his family. I gave her everything. My love, a home, two beautiful children and a damn good lifestyle. My Bella didn't want for anything under the sun.

How does she reward me?

By taking off with that asshole and leaving the man who loved her and the children who adored her behind. Tossing them aside like trash.

Fucking bitch.

I try so hard not to say too much about her or let my bitterness show in front of our children. Bella is still their mother and I was not going to be the one who turns them against her. I would let her own actions be the cause of their hatred towards her and she would deserve every bit of it for turning her back on them, on us. I would never want to see them hurting because of something that I've said or done and God knows this divorce was going to sour their childhood memories enough.

What a bitch. How could she do this to me? How could she ruin our perfect family after I fought so hard to be with her in the first place?

My family wanted me to stay as far away from her as possible. They all told me that she wasn't the one for me, that she was going to break my heart if I continued to chase after her. When Bella had first arrived in town I was already happy and with someone I loved very much. They were just getting used to the idea of me and Edward but I had to go and ruin it with my infatuation with the raven haired girl. Everyone loved the man that I had become with the vampires help. I was so much happier, so full of love, life and hope when I was with Edward. He completed me in ways Bella never could. All of my friends and family told me that I was making a huge mistake, that she would be the cause of my downfall.

They were right.

She had put me through hell during the first two years of our marriage with her constant need to entertain her countless ex boyfriends and the way that she would erupte during one of her violent mood swings. She would have the nerve to yell at me, accusing me of cheating on her when she was the one who had cheated on me, more than once. Her boyfriends weren't the only ones I had to worry about. My lovely whore of a wife also engaged in three one night stands. I shake my head at the memory, wondering how I had fucked my life up so badly. I deserved this. I should never have left Edward for her.

What the hell was I thinking?

"You were in love Jacob. Or at least you thought you were."

I turn to the doorway and see Edward leaning against the frame.

"The door was unlocked and I didn't think you'd mind if I came in. I haven't seen you in what, five years? It's been a long time love."

He smiles at me with sympathy in his eyes and I nearly crumble. He was always so sweet and loving. He would put everyone's needs above his own and never once complained about it. He would never rip my heart out and stomp on it the way Bella had. He was too good for that, too compassionate, where she was cold and distant Edward Cullen was perfection and I let him slip through my fingers.

God how I've missed him.

He smiles at my thought.

"I've missed you too."

He crossed the room and pulls up a chair next to me. We both stare at the children for a while before Edward speaks.

"I know that this is going to sound kind of strange but I'm really sorry about you and Bella. I've had Alice checking in on you for a while now. She saw everything that Bella put you through. I wanted to come to you sooner but I didn't want to interfere."

His hand grips my thigh and gives it a small squeeze.

I nod my head and give him a tight smile.

How could he possibly be so nice to me after everything I've done to him? I left him, I broke his heart and here he was comforting me.

My throat tightens and my eyes become moist with tears as a harsh realization strikes me.

Karma really is a bitch.

I'm no better than Bella.

"Don't you dare say that Jacob. We, well you were young and just starting out in life. I was your first love and you had every right to want to go out and see what else there was out there. Bella on the other hand was a married woman with a wonderful husband and two small children. She was a selfish, ungrateful bitch who decided that your life together wasn't good enough for her. I'm just sorry that three of you got hurt in the process."

I look into his eyes and I can feel the sincerity behind his words. He meant every word he said and I saw more love for me in his eyes, right then, than my own wife had given me in our years together.

That's when I break down.

The tears fall and they don't stop. Edward rest a hand on my shoulder before standing and pulling me to my feet.

"Come with me. We don't want to wake the children."

I walk with him to my old bedroom in my father's home. We sit together on my bed as he holds me, my head buried in his shoulder. He kisses my temple and all of the sadness that I've been feeling pulses through me. I can't control my actions as I pull back quickly from his shoulder and crash my lips into his.

It felt like coming home to the warmth after fighting your way through the cold. I was suddenly hungry for his affection. I haven't been loved in so long, since I left him that my body was begging to remember the sensation. I rip his shirt off, buttons flying in every direction as we continue to go at each other.

I know that I should stop this until I had a clear head but why should Bella be the only one allowed to lose control? At least I knew Edward. I loved him even.

If I were honesty with myself I would admit that I never stopped loving him to begin with.

Within seconds our clothes are gone, our forms pressed together, lips roaming over the familiar bits of flesh on each others bodies, hands groping to the point of bruising. I turn us over so that Edwards the one on his back. I part his knees and place myself between his legs when I feel his hands on my shoulders pushing me back before he breaks our kiss.

"Jake please. " He pants.

"I don't want to take advantaged of you. You're heartbroken and extremely vulnerable right now and I don't want to cause you any more distress. I don't want you to wake up in the morning adn realize that I was your mistake. Besides I can't put myself out there again. I love you Jacob and I don't want this to be a one time thing. I can't have you leaving me again. It was hard enough dealing with that pain the first time. Please don't make me go through that again."

I swallow hard, stunned and hurt by his words.

"I already made the mistake of leaving the first time. I won't do that again, I promise."

"Then let's just take it slow."

"I don't want to take it slow. I need this more than you know. Please don't deny me this. Not now."

He looks into my eyes, trusting me even though I don't deserve it. He removes his hands from my shoulders and places them on my lower back, pushing me forward and giving me his approval.

We make love for the first time in six years.

It was amazing.

Wave after wave of release shuttered through us as we climax together. We hold onto one another until long after the tremors are gone. Once I can move I rest at Edwards side, laying my head on his shoulder as he massages my scalp with his finger tips.

Sleep pulls at me.

A small smile of contentment graces my lips.

Tonight was perfect.

Tomorrow I was going to have wake up and face my problems head on, but for now I'm ok.

My eyes are closed, my body is still and my breaths are relaxed and one of the people that I love is beside me.

This is a good way to end one of the worse days of my life.

I just pray that Edward will be there in the morning…