Hello Hello! :D I have finally written my chapter...so here it is :)


POV: Destinee Knight

Carlos and I sat on the couch as I tried to find the words I needed to say. I needed to break up with him, but it was so hard to do.
When my brain said 'You love Carlos', my hearts said 'Bullshit, you love Lee'. I don't know how I dealt with this internal conflict for as long as I had. But I still knew that if I really
did love Carlos, I wouldn't even think I liked Lee. Damn, I hate this.

"Carlos," I looked at my hands in my lap. "Um, I think we..."

Damn it, just say it! I thought.

"...What?" Carlos waited for me to finish.

"I think we need to break up, Carlos," I said, trying not to sound harsh.

"Wh-what?" Carlos asked again.

I felt like I had to look him in the eyes. He was looking back at me. His expression was a mix of anger and sadness.

I sighed deeply, "Carlos, you deserve better than me...all I've been is a bitch."

"That's not true!" his words made me jump.

"We've been through this conversation before," I said, standing up. "And that's why I'm so tired of knowing how...jealous and possessive you can get. I can't date someone that always assumes I'm going to cheat-"

"Des, just stop," Carlos stood up as well. "I love you-"

Somehow I knew he'd try that one...

"But I don't love you anymore," I said bluntly. I knew that would hurt him, that's why I said it.

I couldn't look him in the eyes after I said that. I went too far, but it was the only thing I could think of... Yeah, I panicked.

I ran out of 2J before either me or Carlos could process what had just happened.


That same scene went on over and over in my head. I couldn't stop thinking about how hurt Carlos looked.

Lee listened to me as I poured my heart out. I bet he was waiting for me to shut the hell up. I mean, even I was getting tired of hearing myself talk.

I sighed deeply, "I'm sorry, you don't need to listen to me talk and talk..." I stopped, "Man, I'm annoying..."

Lee chuckled lightly, "It's fine, sweetheart. If you need to keep talking, then talk. I'll still listen."

"I'll live," I smiled at him. "Thanks for actually listening to me."

"How could you tell I was listening?" he asked, nudging my shoulder.

"You didn't give me that blank expression guys normally have when they're off in their own worlds."

He nodded, "Ah, I see."

I laughed, "Seriously though, thank you." I gave him a quick peck on the lips.

He smiled, "If that's my reward, I'll listen to whatever you have to say."

I pushed him playfully and stood up. "Shut up," I laughed.

"Are you really gonna be okay?" he asked.

I paused for a second. I couldn't believe I actually had to think about it. "It will be hard trying to be friends with Carlos...if he even wants to be friends." I turned around to face Lee again. "And I don't know if I'll be able to go to 2J without the feeling of awkwardness..." I thought for a brief moment, "That probably made no sense..."

Lee glanced up at the ceiling, seeing if he could make sense of my rambling. He then looked back at me, "No, it didn't."


POV: Logan Mitchell

Carlos ranted to me and James about Des. James and I sat on the couch as Carlos paced back and forth, occasionally making certain gestures to help explain.

"...And then she just left!" he pointed toward the door.

I didn't know what to say about his problem.

"I'm sorry, buddy," James shrugged. "Breakups are hard."

Carlos pouted, "Bet you never heard a girl say she didn't love you anymore..."

I sighed, "I'm sure Des had a reason why she chose those words."

"Like, maybe she's fallen in love with someone else?" James suggested.

"Guys! You're supposed to make me feel better, not give me more reasons to feel like crap!" Carlos shook his head.

"Dude, there are other girls," I said. "Des isn't the only one."

"Easy for you to say," Carlos crossed his arms. "You got over her because her twin sister was interested in you."

I stood, "Hey, this isn't about me and Melanie. You've gotta accept that Des broke up with you. I'm sorry she did, but it did."

"If you want, I could try and help you find someone else," James offered. "I'm sure I can find a girl that's perfect for you."

Carlos shook his head, "I don't think I'll find someone else."

"You will!" I said. "You've just gotta be patient."

James nodded, "Yeah, you didn't have a girlfriend until you dated Des."

"What's your point?" Carlos asked.

"You can find someone if you just open up to the fact that you're single again."

Carlos seemed hesitant, but he nodded. "Alright, I guess I'll have to move on."

I hope James can find someone Carlos will like...


This was really short /: Sorry, I'm writing this at 1:30am and I'm extremely tired, so this is where I'm ending this chapter xD I completely apologize if it sucks. I'll probably reread this and think "What was I thinking?" Obviously, I'm too tired to think properly :D